why i say tt... yest was mordy thursday.. gab ask me to go church go i went with him... as usual he was late... so instead of going to christ the king... i went to nativity church.... then i so happened to tink of benedict chong see meng.. sasked him to come for mass.. and surprisingly he came.. then when i saw him.. my goodness... he looked totally different lor.. his teeth was like so bloody yellow.. although it is my fav colour lar... but it reallie looks horrible lor.. some he had this distingtive crack on his 2 front teeth which make him look even more "er xin"... but his dressing was nice lar.. he wore tis levis shirt which was a bit pink i tink.. hehee...
then after mass.. sarah asked me to accompany her to wait for dave to finish work... so me and gab went to eat at the kopitiam near the church and bumped into his cat teacher... then we sat together to eat.. they were reallie friendly ppl and toked to me as if they knew me long long time ago... after dinner... we took 74 to bowen then changed bus 132 to forum.. but we ended up at forum and had to walk a long way to forum... sarah was calling and calling coz she waited for a veri long time... but i managed to walk pass DEVILS BAR.. wah~~~ a lot of ppl to look at lor... my eyes were so busy lor... heehee.. looking here and looking there.. got a lot of nice looking ppl..some where in a group sitting.. some were walking pass.. my goodness.. had an awesome time looking.. met sarah... then tt toopid boo of mine took so bloody long to come.. as usual sarah gave him a surpirse.. and he said "wad she doing here" tink he was rinking tt she was supppose to be on his way back on waiting for him.. heehee.. so sweet ah... hai~ wish i could do tt to terry.. if onli i had the chance... sad!!! :(
then after that.. sarah and dave went back.. (i love tis font when it's bold and small... heehe!!!) okei back to wad i was saying.. me and gab went down to sparks downstairs to meet marcus.. his good bro... i finally got to meet him... i always hear his name but didn't get to see him.. then his other fren moses aka "tan ah teck" was also there... they bought e-33.. and i drank almost 4 bottles... marcus was trying to patch things up between me and gab.. but it didn't work out lar.. coz i reallie onli treat him as a reallie close fren and i don't wish to end a good frenship.. i told marcus and gab straight in the face.. at least gab understood wad i meant... and it's for his good and also my good coz i am still waiting aimlessly for terry to be back in my life... when is he going to tink straight and wan someone to reallie care and show concern for him!!! arh.. can go crazy tinking of it...
then i asked alvin to come and send me hom coz i reallie didn't wan to take the night rider home.. sian lar.. with gab slp in the bus.. and the toopid bus chair is so bloody hard lor.. how to slp without butt cramp and back ache...
that was wad happened ... a lot of things happened between me and bee also.. we practically quarrelled the whole day.. morning until today morning lor.. i was reallie moody and i reallie didn't have the mood to see him.. he reallie cares too much about me and it is something liek joe which i don't reallie lilke lor... i can't help by going out with guys.. i have more guy frens then ger frens.. and okie i understand that he doesn't like me goign out with them.. and he will tink very far that they will do something farnie to me lor... which i noe my limit lor.. we quarrelled on the phone when i was at sparks downstairs with gab and marcus and moses... he used horrible words to scold me lor.. i couldn't help him and juz told him " you dun come and use this type of words and scold me!" and i put down the phone... ppl wanna scold me can.. but dun come and use horrible words lor.. i am also human... i will get pissed off wan lor... and i did.. then he called back but i put down the phone.. then he called again i amswered.. he used a nicer tome to tok to me... i said i will go down to his place.. but in my heart i didn't wan lor.. of wad had happened.. u still wan me go down and get scolded from him somemore meh.. riddiculous lor.. so i juz told him i will go down after my service tml... see whether he wanna meet me or things cool down anot lor... sometimes i reallie wanna end it... but then i can't put my heart to let go him... i reallie wish he can understand me more.. and show concern in the correct manner... hai~.. guys are sometimes a real headache.. say one thing to them they can tok back a million things like wad bee does lor.. dunnoe wad to do lar.. i juz spend my good fri happily.. dun wanna tink so much bout it... okei i etta go slp.. tml got to go for afternoon mass.. niteZzzz
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