i tink me and terry remains as frens betta... i can't stand him keep syaing i dunnoe.... do u wan a bf who is aimless in life... he himself say tt when he is rounding wif his frens he forgets everything.. and in another way less stress lar... i am making him stress besides his work.... so to speak i am a burden...
wad the fuck lor... all tis while of waiting is for fuck.. he is nt so great afteer all... i still have others to reallie care and concern bout me... like dar.. like jackal... i am closing my options juz for him and he is treating me like shit...
btw he is at my place now... currently in dream land and here i am... can't slp.. y.. coz i am troubled.. i gt so many questions to ask... but when he is awake, i am no idea how to ask.. it's like stuck.. i tried... but we were both quiet and he kept saying i dunnoe... i have waited for 2 months.. but nothing has changed...
isit time to give up on him??? should i juz forget bout the past tt we have??? should we juz remain as frens so as to make him less stress bout things??? shld i open my choices and not regid to him alone??? someone tell me where my heart should go... i am lost as usual.... no way to walk.. no way to run... no way to even jump..... should i cut my wrist for him to tell him how much i love him??? but if i cut... will he even bother to come back in my life??? should i even bother to commit suicide for him??? isit worth it?? i dunnoe... so many questions are juz going in my head.... i can't slp... wanna go and drink and dance it out....
maybe i should ask bee to go with me to lips tml... since he got his kangoo alreadi... hheehee.. can drive me home.. and he finally can see who the hell is david.. my ex college... heehee.... dunnoe whether he wan anot... heehee
jackal jealous that terry is at my place.. haha... small kid.. cannot stand it...
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