Wednesday, March 16, 2005

lazy daY....

been super lazy and tired today... woke up at 4 plus... quickly bathed and met patrick to go out.. went over to his place... nothing happened.. dun even tink about it.. he cooked maggie mee for me.. looked around his room... my goodness.. he looks reallie dam farking good looking lor.. with his 6 pack.. although he is skinny.. haha.. was fun lar.. he had tis plastic air hammer... and we keep on hitting each other running all around the house... then finally we got tired and fell asleep... slept till 7.45... then we left jis place... coz i had driving lesson at 8.40... dilli dalli a little left the area about 8... went to ubi... juz nice was 8.40... i rushed to look at my car number and today's car number nice.. 88.. heehee..

when got into the car.. my goodness.. the instructor like veri strict like that... then he brought me out to the circuit... then he finally toked to me.. and told me wad was the lesson about today... today my car died a lot of times... then the toopid car keep jerking when the car was at gear 1... heehee.. the instructor started to crack a little joke with me... i was shocked lor.. at the end of the lesson... i stopped in front of another car at the side of the road.. then we exchanged seat... he went to the back to take out the 'L' plate then came back to the drivers seat and when wanting to out the plate on the side poket he dropped both the plate on the floor and it made a reallie loud noise... and another instructor behind was like complaining y he made such a loud noise... and when my instructor tried to put thw plate back in the pocket it dropped the second time... i laughed.. then he started shouting across to the other car and sort of scolded the other instructor in a farnie way... haha... my goodness... like a lunatic... heehee...

then after lesson.. called dixon and asked him to accompany me for dinner... oh yah.. on the bus 51 to hougang plaza.. there was this digusting looking...pimple face... ungly sickening guy... he was sitting right to the front of the bus when i boarded.. then suddenly half way that guy came and sat behind me... i was counting something at that time... then suddenly he lined forward and asked me if we could be frens.. i straight away regected him...my goodness... disgusting freek lor... then i called dixon.. and i quickly said loudly" dear where r u?" i said it quite loudly... i tink he heard.. then he didn't continue to ask.. heehee... sickening lor... hai~..

when i reached home terry called and asked me if i was playing maple... then we went online and played... then when exchanging items.. i chatted with him and showed some concern for him about his work and family.. at least he noes that i still care... then after i got disconnected... then he called... his voice was tired... so i asked him to slp.. he got to wake up at 5.. poor thing... but then i msged him....

me: "oh yah.. juz to tell u that i am still waiting for u... nitez nitez.."
him: "i so good huh? where good?"
me: "i cannot forget u... juz having u beside me is very appleasing alreadi"
him: "hmmm... i ever tink about twice, but i changed my mind. dunoe y? give me time, but not apply... problem a lot nowadays."
me: "i reallie hope one fine day... i could be happy and proud to say that u r my bf"
him: "soorie to let u feel like that. good nite, go slp ba"

but the thing is while saying all this.. i dun haf that much feelings for him.. but i still wan him back... at the same time i am angry with bee coz he nvr call me... until now also ot yt call me lor... angry.... hai...

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