i met TERRY!!!!

the start of today was so terribly nice!!! heehee... help terry find a song that he was finding for a long time and burned a chinese cd for him... arh!!! i so happy lor!!! i burnrd the super fast techno for him also... hai~... reallie happy to see that face... it release all my troubles and my fever can say is gone lor... that was my medicine... and it reallie worked... i'm feeling so much happier nw... but in another way i should feel sad.. coz i tink i will not be able to see him... i passed the belated christmas present to him alreadi... and i dun tink he will come over my palce... hai~... but nvm... at least i so called saw him the last time... i'm happy.... wanted to give him a kiss... but he was too far away... when he put on his helmet... he kept on looking at me... and said "bye bye" twice... then when he put his helmet buckel on i was closing the geat then i told him to msg me when he is back.. and he nodded his head and smiled... that smile...it's just everything i wanted lor... wanted to tok to him longer... but then that toopid desmond wanted to go back... toopid idiot!!! hai~... but nvm... i didn't regret even seeing his face.... it's such a relief.... hope he can tink it clearly and come back into my arms... where i can love and care and concern for him like the way i did last time... then i will be the happiest person in the whole world... nothing can stop me smiling .... i love you terry... always in my heart every min every sec... always in my dreams...