wad has my life gone into... i feel so miserable.... feel so out of place every single day... nuthing seems to make me look forward to another brand new day... life is so meaningless now.... i can't stop tinking of terry.... i want tohaf a stable bf... someone who i can show love and concern to.... y can't my love life juz go on well... i dun understand.... i am willing to do anything for terry... can't he juz come back in my arms... y muz we be apart... i can't stand tis torment.... it's reallie killing me...
every minute every second i am also tinking of him... i dunnoe whether he puts me in his heart.... is he playing with me??? am i being played??? sometimes i feel that i am a toy... being liked by someone.. then that someone ask me to wait ... wait till he gave me an answer that we should be apart... now i am waiting for him to accept me back... should i wait or should i juz forget bout him... but i can't let myself forget bout him after all the things that i haf done for him.... i want love... i want to be cared and showed concern for *sobx*....
i want my life to go back as wad it use to be... be happy and nt tink... i am drowning in love... i want to take control... i want to noe wad i want... GOD.... guild me the way... i reallie feel super lost.... and lonely... but i noe wei ping...sarah....padma... they are all caring for me... i LOVE THEM TO THE CORE!!!
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