I myself can’t believe myself… I am actually crying… for wad reason… becoz I miss bee bee… omg.. it’s onli been 2 days onli since I met him on thurs… it’s onli been 2 days!!! I stress!!!! I am crying and missing him so so much more than hubby.. I am going mad soon.. I am missing him so bloody much.. he was at his gf’s place yesterday… didn’t call me the whole nite.. was waiting for his call.. at that time I was out with jackal… but I was tinking of bee bee the whole time lor… tis inflactuation is getting totally out of hand.. I dunnoe how to control it… if I dun see beebee… I will go insane lor.. if I continue to see him.. I am afraid that it will cheating on my heart lor..hai~…

I dunnoe wad to do.. I am lost.. den today.. he said maybe he can meet me… but den juz now he call and tell me that he staying at his gf’s place.. his fren ask him to fetch him to work…. Hai~… totally spoil my mood lor.. I am farking bored lor… I also farking lost… I am farking in love with beebee…. Arh… help…

Ha.. feeling so much betta now….. juz came back after playing pool and drinking tea with Dixon… hehee… hai~ SAW JIMMY.. hehee.. no special feelings towards him already.. but I find him beri ‘bo liao’ . he was veri near me.. and he still has to call me or msg me… somemore when he call me he must hide under the table and tok.. siao lor… ask me whether I miss him.. for wad fark I miss him… who cares bout him… rebellious unmatured man… tt is the impression he gimmie…. Hai~ who cares.. goin to play maple for a while den go to slp… tink I going to give dar a morning call at 730.. he said he gt to wake up at that time… reallie looking forward to seeing bee bee tml if possible lar… as I said I miss him a lot lor… heehee.. hope tt he will dream of me and remember me…