Thursday, January 20, 2005

getting closer to bee

That day I was suppose to write in a entry but then I was toking on the phone with alex.. telling him my story and life lar.. hai~.. that nite.. dar dar was like giving a very big hint that he was treating me more than a fling… it was a very intensive tok that we had becoz he was angry that I accompanied Dixon in the morning after comm. Skill and then went to meet jackal in the afternoon… then in the nite around 10 something den I went to find him… he didn’t eat lor… so bad hor me.. I went back so late becoz I saw swee ming at far east… den we sat down and toked about last time… and now lar… it was a long tok lor.. heehee… den I went home like 12 something after seeing dar dar… den around 2 something came out again to meet him.. he wanted to eat… so we went kopitiam to eat.. but at that time he was not so angry already lar… but conversation was still litte lor.. I uz continued watching tv while he was eating laksa… den we went to my house the blk there and tok… he started asking indirect question and giving indirect answer but I am smart, I noe wad he means lor… but after that when I went back. I seriously thought it through and decided to stay a distance away from Dixon, but it is difficult lor… hoe to siah~.. I see him almost everyday and for jackal.. he always call me lei… but I was tinking after the phone I will part with him and try to stay a distance.. I will try to do it..

Toking about today then… after my last paper… me, jerren, Jason, john and dixon went to east gate to eat…. Den after that I said I wanted to go home… so after going to hougang mall.. I went home… slacked at home the whole day… den when dar dar went home.. he fell asleep until his lao dao called him at around 11 to 12 something… around 1 like that I went out to his place… but before I went to his place, I went to buy bread for him to eat and plum juice… his favourite. See I so nice… diao~ den went up to his place.. he was already watching treasure island finishing already lr.. den we… afther that I turned on meet the fockers and watched while he fell asleep… halfway watching, ping msged me.. so I called her… den I put on earpiece and let dar dar hear… den I started to say some lame jokes.. ping laugh until stomach pain lor.. but I can se that dar dar purposely dun wanna laugh out lor.. can see that he was enjoying it lar… den around 3 something den we went to puggol lasi lemak there and he ate fishball noodle ‘mee pok’ less chilli… den I drank tea… we toked and laughed until my mouth stiff lor.. it was lots of fun… den I asked him if he treat me as his gf or as a fling, he keep asking me u noe wad… that type of thing… I tu him back lor.. I thought someone say that he tok dun beat around the bush wan.. den he nothing to say.. but he summary is that he reallie treat me as his gf… taking care and concerning about me lor… den aroung 5.30 like that we walked back… walk until the field then I had to walk back myself.. idiot lor.. he dun wanna accompany.. hai~.. nvm lar.. it was reallie lotz of fun toking and crapping a lot lor.. hahaha…. Den maybe tml going to follow him go buy pants or going to accompany ‘ai ai’ to make his car den go his place watch vcd… dunnoe yet lor… haiA~.. I wanna accompany dar dar lor.. ‘ai ai’ can wait lor.. nvm lor… now feeling slpy after laughing and joking so much juz now.. heehee… see I another time lar,, I go slp already… tired already…

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