it's all because of the haze

It's all becoz of the haze!!

Now i'm suffering from runy nose and cough... Bloody Hell... Feel like my nose run to India then came back... Can't eat much and my sneezing can't stop... No matter wad medicine i take is of no use.. I just can't stop sneezing... Help!!! Isn't there any remedy to this... Tink i muz wear an oxygen mask wherever i go.. Arh...

Depavali is coming and i can't wait to go to sarah's place to eat!!! HeeHee...

Hope my nose will recover soon....

pics of my sch fren..

Val and Ash

Wad the heck is Val doing???

Me and Ash

Kiss.. Hugs...

driver day

was driver today.. didn't have much fun thou...

went to colour my hair for FREE today... chocolate base with redish orange highlight.. The highlight ain't that obvious.. But i tink the base colour is nice.. My mother even say it looked like a more decent colour.. Haha.. Not that i always dye my hair bright red.. Haha...

After that rushed home to have dinner then went to "son's" fren chalet.. I dun even noe the person.. Haha.... Half way through mahjong, Jerren called and said that David was drunk. So we went down to resuce him.. Dar drove David back and i followed.. After bringing David back, i headed to BQ, while dar went to fetch his frens.. Went to Acoustic but it ws dam boring.. Me, Jerren and son played all sorts of games from cards to dice. Then after that we headed to Mustafa to get some stuff... Me and Jerren were shopping while dar and son were bored and hungry sitting at one side rushing us to go off... After shopping, i sent Jerren home while dar fetched son to the chalet first. Met him at the chalet, then we headed home.. I'm tired.. and didn't enjoy myself.. Sianz!! Hai..

But i still like my new hair colour.. HeeHee...!!!!

2nd day of chionging

After sch.. Was suppose to meet Ping at 7pm but she was late.. Caught up with work.. So i stayed at "Twister" to kill time.. Was suppose to get a present for ping but i couldn't find anything that i feel like getting for her.. So i decided to treat her sushi as her birthday gift.. We took 14 normal plates and 2 abnormal plates!! Hahaha... Total was like 20 bucks plus.. Super cheap for 2 person... Enjoyed myself totally with ping.. We laughed and giggled and played like the whole place was ours.. Took pics.. Love her to bits!!!


Ping and Me...

Me and My darling apple.. (Chopsticks can be good props)

Went to boat quey "Sassy Bar" today.. Boon Teck was there like 9.30pm with his frens.. I went there like 12.30.. Jerren came like 1.30.. Haha... All the latecomers... Didn't drink much as i was driving.. Sad... Juz took like 1/2 a cup...
Now home... He doesn't wanna bath so i'm slping on the floor.. Haha..

Menes are here to visit me.. Wad the fook lor.. But it's onli a little.. Haha.. I'm abnormal that's for sure... Attitude is kinda farnie also.. I'm angry but then i dun show it out.. Beats me!! I also dunnoe y.. That's y i'm slping on the floor.. instead of forcing him to bath.. Hee... Totally farnie..

His like tosing and turning in bed.. But i'm so not going to slp by his side.. Haha...

chionging days...

Yest went over to sarah's place and had loads of fun... Playing with padma's hair.. I curled her hair with rolls and hair spray while sarah did padma's make up.. The after effect was nice.. HeeHee... Totally satisfied with my work!! HaHa.. Miss my babes... Bought each of us an anklet with 3 diamonds.. Each diamond represent each of us... Always together!!! Never apart!!!

today was a boring day.. Ash introduced me and some of my classmates to some job. Until when we reached raffles then she told us that it was some MLM company called "HerbelLife"... Wanted to kill her on the spot. But i saved the killing spree and went to her a lady Jasmine, talk... She made it so convincing but i'm not falling for her.. Haha... Wanted to kill Ash for bringing us there...

After that went when my son and him to Boat Quey to have dinner... Ate some Thai food.. It was not bad... Then after dinner we headed to TPY to meet up with the rest of his ppl... Had a talk until his fren came, after which we headed to serangoon garden "bulldog", a ktv pub, to meet up with some other frens... Left 2 plus...

Tml will be going "Sassy Bar" at boat quey with boon teck.. HeehHee... Then on sat going Hard Rock Cafe with my son... Chionging Days!!! Hai.. I'll still have to work on sat and sun... Saddening.. No choice... Got to earn the extra bucks...

haven't been writing for a seriously long time

Okie Okie.. Everyone is coomplaining that i haven't been blogging.. So soorie bout it..

Been totally busy with him and sch and work and going out... My goodness.. Totally lost track of date and time...

We are already in our 3rd month... Still sticking like glue... Mon- Thurs he will be at my place then somtimes Fri & Sat i will bung out at his place.. Been going to boat quey (acoustic , bumble bee)... Live impact... DEVILS!!! Totally drinking like crazy... Starting to noe more indept of him and also his family and relatives... Happy bout that... It;s like we have been together for a long time.. Hee...

Sch has been having with another new intake... I passed my previous 2 modules.. Had 66 for Marketing and 53 for Accountings... Was shocking that i could pass Accounting.. I tot i would fail.. Miracle.. total miracle... Now in my 3rd module.. Quality and Control Management.. Lecturer sucks... totally hate him... And from this module onwards, all our exams will be closed book... Sad cause... Now passing exams will be a more difficult task... Got to noe more new SINGAPOREAN classmates... They are totally cool... Ashvin(Evil Twin Sister) and Valerie (son)... Me and Ashvin gave names to some of our classmatees.. Like Ms 60s.. Chan yok (In korean, meaning slut)... but that's juz joking.. But one thing are the foreigners.. We have Nepalise, Thai, Indians, Korean.. totally mixed like rojak.. And some are reallie hard to group along with.. They don't understand and all they do is to say yes... HaHaHa... Wonder how they will pass...

Work has been more and more boring... But reallie touched that he comes down and accompanies me while i am working... Besides that he will fetch me back from work... Boss has been losing money for the past 2 weeks due to the shortage of air purifiers.. But hope sales will slowly boost up...

Will update new pics soon... Oh yAh.. I cut my hair at "De Elements" at TPY... the stylist there sucks.. Rude and aren't that friendly.. Their lady boss Chen Li Pin.. Is totally super stuck up... She is totally not friendly....

Went to catch a movie with Boon Teck, Guo Jing, Kent, My bf and me.. Went Cini to catch "Little Man".. The show is totally awesome and farnie.. Couldn't stop laughing and every single toopid thing Little Man does.. Good show to reccommed to ppl... Then went to Boat Quey as there was some matters to handle..

Now home.. trying to slp.. Got to accompany jerren to warehouse and help out as well as to drink wine!!! Hee!!! Hee!!!

thanks for all those who cared

Everything is settled... Had a huge quarrell at first ut then he told me that he deleted the videos already so everyting is fine.. Back to normal.. A burden taken off my shoulder... And it was reallie a huge burden.. I'm glad that everyhting is okie already..

Went to his place after ACOUSTIC.. Nothing happen... Was too tired... Then we woke up in the afternoon.. He went to work and i went home.. But lata on we are going to meet.. Got "jia tok".. at Clementi.. So he going to bring not onli me but us.. hehe..

Got to pass up report on monday but my partner dosen't seem to be doing anything and i am also doing nothing about it...

saw things that i shouldn't see

Just came back from jb..

Did my new set of nail art today.. it's PINK... Hee... kinda like the colour and the design.. One and onli design..

After finishing my stuff.. I went down to Braddell to meet him and his kids.. They had something to tok about.. Went there to accompany him for a while cause the whole of yest i didn't meet him.. Actually the main thing i wanna say is that i was looking through his phone and i saw things which i shouldn't see.. Pics are okie with me that he took with his ex.. But videos.. That's a big NO NO!! I was stunned, shocked, sad, confused.. Wadeva the feeling was i was angry for that spilt minute while watching it.. I tot to myself, y should i be angry with this type of things when it's already the past.. Hai~.. Lost and feel like breaking down... I even asked him y he still kept the videos in his phone.. He just asked y?.. I'm like thinking... Come on... That poly ger's videos already rocked the country.. U wanna be the second one.. Then he asked me where i keep my stuff.. I juz told him back.. I don't video this type of stuff down, and he kept quiet...

For the whole journey to JB, my mind was rewinding the videos over and over again.. It just wouldn't stop... Told him to slp early, he didn't want... Then when i went to bath, he sent me a msg..

He: Dear dear.. i off my comp liao.. Actually i was thinking about just now.. cause i know surely got problem lor.. Cause i see your face change liao.. Since just now u say the thing still in ur mind liao.. I also dunnoe what to do.. Haiz.. Good Nite..

Me: Anything u just say, No need to scared wan lr.. Like how i opened and tol u was i saw.. The past is already the past.. Who u fucked or suck is not my business.. But wad's my business is nobody can touch or suck except me...I dun wanna see those videos in ur phone lr.. U wanna keep for memories can.. I burn a dics and u keep it.. Most importantly i dun wan anything to be like the poly ger's video to be passed around lr.. U dunnoe wad will happen when ppl see it.. i will nt let this type of small thing obstruct our relationship lr.. I Love u and onli u.. Hope u won't disappoint me.. Muackzz.. Nitezz.. (9 msges)

I hope wad i told him will get into his brain and also heart.. I am being very open bout the matter.. I dunn wan to be a small gas and quarrel with every small little thing that gets into our way.. As for now, the thing is still bothering me.. I hope that i can just forget bout it and throw it away... I reallie miss him.. I dunnoe y.. Hai~... Can love be that strong to overwrite the things that i saw.. I reallie hope so...

Sat will be going to Sentosa... Hope i can wake up early to catch the bright sun...

pics

home early today..

was suppose to go see fireworks at 9pm.. but then something cropped up and he had to go "jiak tok".. with gary they all.. sianz half lorx..

so planning to go see the doggies... tink i am not taking the dog.. Hai.. I have no time to take care of her.. Hai.. Tink i shall get my own when i get married or settle down.. I tink having a dog can teach a person what responsibility is.. Reallie sad that my parents dunnoe bout it... Inside of tinking that it is noisy or troublesome to take care... Y dun they tink of the love and care that the family can actually cultivate.. To be together like one.. Hai~.. tT;s wad i tink...

Went to seee the doggies.. They are so cute and fragile.. Like babies.. My goodness.. So cute!!! But too bad.. i've decided to not to have... I shall wait...

Went to boat quey to have fried rice.. Must tink i'm mad.. It's actually becoz all the pubs were packed... So we just hopped from ACOUSTIC to BUMBLE BEE.. Boring...

Going to post some picx..


Together Forever since 18.06.06

New Hair style


Taken at bus stop..

Something that Jerren drew for us..

Muackzz.... Love Yah!!!

happy

juz gt back frm jb.. Jerren and David finally went steady... Hahaha.. at least she has company nw..

It's been exciting, fun, scary.. this 1 month plus with him... I already got so called close to his frens, fren's gf.. Now his on the wanted list.. so going out maybe sometimes rather sccary.. It's like anything can happen.. Juz pray and hope nothing does... One thing good bout him is that he is nt the type of guy who just go with u for free sex.. Even though we slp in the same bed, we juz cuddle each other to slp.. He doesn't snore..That's wad i like... Hope thinks won't end up till i have to wait for him to come out from jail or something... I don't want to worry.. Sometimes worrying too much will have side effects.. Heeheehee..

Juz started my new subject... Account and Finance... Headache.. scared that there will be a lot of maths or formulae that i have to now or remember... Juz finished my Marketing exam.. Not enough time for me to finish 5 qns in 2 hrs and all the answers must be a page and a half long...

Got many pics to post.. But it's all in my hp... Guess i got to post some other day... Still waiting for my K800i to come... Arh!!! Can't wait to use it..

Maybe i'll be getting a dog.. A mix breed golden retriever.. 2 months plus.. Female.. But the time is i'm not always at home.. Then it's like taking care of a baby.. Come to tink of it.. I can't take care of myself.. Where will i have the time to take care of her.. Hai.. Maybe i can leave it to my bro to play.. Kinda got to discuss with my parents first..

juz posting pic

Just feel like posting this pic... I edited it from his N70.... Designed in and from a N70... Cool siah!!! Love him and Loke it like crazy... We both have it on our phone's background....


Love Ben Loads!!!!

exams are like next week.. arh...

i can't believe that it's coming a month and i'm having my exam next monday!!! It's super fast!!! I'm finishing my first module.. 8 more to go... Still going strong!!!

Rushing to finish my project, due date thurs... Haha... 2 more days.. Got a few more slide to finish.. Rehearsal to do and letting Mr Dave go thorugh to see if there are anythings that we left out..

Posting my nail design... Fianlly managed to dl it into my comp...


Isn't the jewel cool...

Altogether on 10 nails i have 45 jewels which cost me $35 !!!

7th month

Today is the starting of the 7th Month...

Went to do my infills for my scrylic and also did another new nail art.. Now it's blue coz ben chose.. Hee.. I find it nice.. It's a mixture of light blue, pale blue and also pearl glitter white... With 45 jewels on 10 fingers.. Hee... I even counted how many jewels i had....

Ben sick... Fever with cold and cough... He was already feeling unwell in the evening when i met him... But it grew worst when in the later part of the night.. Bought panadol for him and then send him home first..

Father bought new car on sat.... Honda Civic 1.6L v-tec... outside is pearl white and the inside is black... I chose the colour of the car... Will be sharing the car... Father pay full... But i share the usage of the car... Hee....

Juz found out on sun that ben went jail for 2 yrs... Was shocked but was tinking it's already the past. At least he thought of studying to learn a neew skill.. But he is still troubled with money... Happy to hear that he is the kind that saves..

first 4 days of sch

First 4 days of sch.. Wad can i say.. I'm being to like it.. But it's hell torture waking up like 7.30am very morning.. But i tried.. I noe it won't last long.. Haa.. That's me...

Been going jb these few days.. He doesn't nag or stop me.. Juz worry for me.. Bought a percious moment sewing.. Still in process.. Gonna make into a pillow.. So that he can hug when he sleeps... Hee...

lost $30

tried my luck on the last match... Bet $30 1X2 away FRANCE... Hai.. now it's all in the pocket of the government... Wad the freek... Wad i guessed all wrong.. WRONG to the MAX!!!

Going to start sch in like 8 hours time... Can't wait to meet new ppl and venture a new schooling environment.. Where i tink everything is on ur own.. To blend well with smart ppl and most importantly the teachers... Hee...

Kulai... 10 ppl... 6 bikes

Went kulai today... reallie a super long journey... My neck nearly broke off from my shoulder... But had a superb dinner... hehee... There were like 10 ppl with 6 bikes... heehee.. Cool siaH!!!

Managed to buy my bubble gum... Finally i can blow bubble!! Hee Hee....

Tml's my last day of work and i'm going to start sch on monday... Hope i can get my permed hair.. Hee hee.. Wanna look diff for my brand new day of sch... Hee...

sheer madness

Toally sheer madness this few days... Been going home late..

Went to get my scuplted acrylic nails done... finally... spent like 130 on the nails... then bought myself a bag for school use...

Went East coast with zhen long and jerren.. then we went to party world.... Stayed at his place the whole day of yesterday... Now home coz he had to go work...

Shacked...

pics of me and ben

Been wanting to post pics.. Hee...



Our first pic together..


Marilyn & Benjamin

3rd july' 06

Juz got back from eating supper with ben and his frens...

He came to my workplace to meet me and i took rather long to get out of the salon coz there were some problem with the $$.. He waited for me like 1 hr.. So sweet of him.. Then i went to get myself a new pair of shoes At U.R.S... After that we took a cab down to bugis as i wanted to get a bag from ZINC... Went there in vain... coz they onli had one piece left.. and the bag was faulty... sad... Nvm.. Will be going back next monday.. Heex.. After that met up with his frens and we went to the coffee shop to have dinner. Then we headed to bugis village to look around.. After window shopping we headed to Marina Square and me played LAN games... Hahah.. Each person onli spent like $1.50 on It coz they had to close shop.. Wanted to play pool or even bowling but all was closed by the time we left.. Then after much discussion on where to go.. Me, Ben and small Ben went to BQ... He had to pass his fren money.. Hanged out at AFRO bar.. After so called clubbing, we went off to have supper with Roy, Roy's bro, Roy's bro's fren and 3 other philipino gers.. At some thai food. The waitress sux to the core.. She can't even take our order properly... Most of us got pissed off by her service. After eating.. we all headed home.. Will nvr go to that thai resturant to eat ever again...

Been feeling kinda getting to like Ben more... Finally got to now his full name... BENJAMIN BILL CHAN CHEN HAO.. Hahha.. BBCCH.... His b'dae is like stuck in my brain... I finally felt the true meaning about gf,bf.. The feeling of holding hands when walking.. Hugging each other.. Kissing each other.. OMG.. That feeling is totally awesome!!! Undescribable... He is a catholic too.. and there are many things that not only i can do.. But he can too.. amazed.. totally amazed... Hai... juz hope that this is nt honeymoon period...

someone new.. Ben

May not know this person long.. But find him interesting.. His name is BEN...

Knew him from Jerren... 2 weeks ago on a friday at "attica".. He is david's fren... Tall.. not that good looking but average to me... Been calling me dear and darling and wife... Hahaha...

Went out with him today to boat quey to watch soccer.. I drove coz his fren was driving the car... He is a catholic.. but he so call worship biddhistism.. Stays very near my primary sch... terrace hse also... Currently studying at ITE AMK... Wants to go overseas to study.. Has a 4 yrs plus fren call Ah Roy.... He is a bouncer at Xchange at boat quey... Ben is working part time at an Indian pub, Ragawoods.. This is the place where Paddy Ma goes to.. Haahha...

Sent him home after watching the game. When crossing the road he held my hand.. That spark lit.. Before he went off, gave me a goodbye kiss.. heehee.. Tt feeling came.. ArhhhhHhhhh... Wil be taking it slow.. No hard feeligns yet.. Still treat him as a fren... hahaha... Can't slp.. How.. hahha....

didn't answer his call or even call him

Tot of it..

Not calling him, not answering his call... Not msging him and not answering his msg.. Is the best way... Not only a test but also avoid.. This just means that i am nothing worth in his heart to want me back and i shouldn't make myself so cheap. Like hanging myself to sell.. When he wants to come back then come.. I will not go find him or anything. Wasting my time and effort and energy.. Being angry for nothing...

Went to give the cheque for my enrollment and i'm officially starting school on the 10th of July... Hee... Can't wait to start school.. But in another way I can't have the heart to leave TWISTER... Hai... The jokers there and the politics.. Hee... Feel like a BIG FAMILY... But i have to persue my dream... Can't let anything stop me... Hee...

Went bugis with Collin.. The went to eat "ma la huo guo".. Super ex... Can't believe that 2 person $44+... Totally madness.. Not eating that again... Then now waiting for Leon to come and fetch me... Going to JB with jerren... heehee... I'm like so happy.. Single and loving it...

guys are just bastards

Guys are totally just plain bastards!!!

Wendy likes this guy PING.. He asked her if she was going ZOUK today. Told her that he was maybe going. Wendy said yes. I accompained her there. Whe we were there, we met him at the enterance. Then after that we proceeded into the area. We walked round and round the versinity. It was dam packed and we were practically rubbing bums against everyone. Wad i expected. Wendy msged PING and asked him where was he, he just replied that he will join her "later". We were so bored that we intended to just sit down and try to look for PING. We were bored to death. Didn't have mood to drink or anything. Sat there for like half an hour and no sign of PING. Then we headed back. Such an ass hole. Ask ppl to go there and he doesn't have the initiative to like accompany her for awhile or even look for her. Wad a jerk.

The whole of today i was trying to call him and tok to him. But it seems that everytime i call, it's either he doesn't pick up or he says he will call me back. I called at bout 1 plus coz i went to get lunch and went to the bank to bank in money. He didn't even call or even msg back. Waited for his call for like until 5 plus. Called him, still didn't pick up. Tried again, he picked up. Said he was busy. While the whole time he was waiting for the "ti ti" to come, he could hae made the initiative to call or even msg. But no.... Msged him and told him off. Then did he call back. Called back and he asked me wad the msg i sent was all about. Confronted him bout it but he just state that he was busy and when we toked i was toking to someone else. Then was bout me, everytime i toked to him i didn't even complain that his frens were toking to him. Wad a selfish freek. Just tinking of himself!!! Asked him where he was and he said he was on his way home. Asked if he was meeting me for dinner and wad time he was coming back. He just told me to go have dinner with my colleges. I got pissed off and said will call him when i get home. After finishing dinner, my colleges and i just toked and joked till like 12 plus. Then he msged and asked me whether i was home. I replied no. He added and asked which guy i was with. I said a lot of guys. And asked y we ate till so late. Then i told him that we were celebrating my PR's birthday. Then he said everytime go eat dinner with them surely got something on. I was like wad the hell. If u dun believe me then forget it. I got reallie pissed off. While at zouk, he msged me and said still dun wanna go back right?... i didn't bother to msg back. wasting my brain cells to get angry. I will just try nt to msg him or even clal him that much tml. It's reallie frustrating. Wanna have dinner with him and he gives me this type of attitude to see. It's liek he tinks he is not in any wrong. I'm tired... I wanna move on... HELP!!!!!

KBoxing 10.06.2006

Not many ppl notice that today is 20.06.2006... isn't it cool.. But the day seem to go pass rather fast.

After work went dinner with Peter, Ray and Wendy. Then after that Wendy initiated that we go KBox and sing.. Without hesitation, we all went. Sang and laughed our lungs out.. Took some reallie crazy and insane photos... We all laughed til our teeth nearly dropped out. I bought this magic chain and ring. Managed to figure out how to do the trick.. Hee.. Practice makes perfection..


The Twister Family


Me & Wendy darling


Ray & Me


Crazy Pet & me


Peter & Wendy


Ray & Peter



Nerdie Pet


Nerdo Peter


Cutie Pet

finally i went out....

Oh my.. this whole week i've been such a goodie two shoe.. Been home the whole time.. I can't imagine myself doing that.. But i serously did.. I didn't even sneak out to club or anything.. Once home i'm like dead beat.. I'll be slacking at home.. Lying on my bed, watching tv and playing maple.. Then i'll get tired and i slp at like 1 plus... That's total madness to me..

Today's sales was utterly gd.. $2,6++.. Saturday is normally like that but as for our salon is newly opened, it's considered to be rather gd. I chased away a lot of ppl.. We can even reach $3k if the stylist were quick and could do. The stylist were rather slow in doing their stuff. Conflicts happen and ppl dun like each other. One of our technician is leaving and tt's sad. She didn't like one of the other stylist. The fact is we can't let anybody go.. as sales is slowly improving and we are getting more and more customers every single day.. But she said she will be leaving at the end of the month.. or until we find someone to replace her.. We just employed 1.. But he is reallie veri slow with his hands. It is not the speed that we want. As for her, she does things faster and is able to help out the stylist. After work, some of my colleges and i went for dinner at "5 star". We were toking bout how is the working style and habits of the other stylist. Ranging from their bad points to their good points. Enlightening to hear and reallie feel that i am like a part of the big family.

Went to Yishun Dam with him to meet his frens. Was someone's b'dae. They were drinking. I managed to drink Vodka Resberry. Took haof a cup as i was driving. Unlucky that i was driving, tt i could drink much. Many ppl were at the dam. Ranging from Big "kong long's" to small little bikes... Eye opening. After slacking there we went to yishun 848 to have supper then went home. Felt tired.. Tml i'm working.. Oh yah.. I forgot... Tml is FATHER'S DAY!!

"HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY.... STAY HANDSOME AND FIT ALWAYS.. SOME ONE WHO I CANN'T LIVE WITHOUT... LUV YAH ALWAYS!!!"

shao wei brought things over my place

OMG... Shao Wei is still doing what he has been doing.. He actually came over my place yest and gave my mother some biscuit thing. And he even gave me chewing gum. OMG.. Ha ha.. He is as sweet as ever. Oh No.. am i starting to like.... On My.. I dun dare to think..

Today's total sales was $2,200.45... Highest since we started. I was shocked when i saw the total. Everybody was working like mad today. Nobody had time to even rest. But i had.. Hee...

Dixon is out of camp. He msged and told me so i called him for a chat. Then went to have my bath. Feel slpy.. Tink i'm gonna talk a early nap.. Nitez.

spent the day at his place..

Yest(sat), went to work at HEATWAVE coz the salon director was on leave. Called Wei Ping over, as she wanted to buy the jacket that i had. But instead, she bought jeans. After work walked around Marina Square to look for "braun buffel" wallet for him. As of fact there were no such shop in Marina Square. But instead, i bought the bath scrub(purple) frm body shop for him. Then i headed to Suntec to try my luck.

Total maddness in Suntec. Everywhere was crowded, packed and discounts. Choatic and squeezy. Managed to find the shop but it was like onli 10% discount. No big diff. Couldn't find a nice one and the price was rather steep. After that i went shopping. Bought a silver bag for $25 (usual price was $39). Went to levis but ut was packed. Giordano was same. Even watson was crowded!! Couldn't find anything nice in TOPSHOP.. So i gave up and went to Starbucks to have my ice blended cuppacino with caramel and a ugly curry puff. The ugly curry puff was nt bad but the drink was totally gd.. HAhaha... Sat there alone and slacked. Played my Suduko to entertain myself. Bout 11 plus started heading to city link.. Was suppose to catch the train but ended up shopping.. Hahaha.. Went to SERIES.. got myself a lacy top and another kind of see through off shoulder... total bomb.. $60+... That's after discount. By the time i took my eyes of those discounted items, there was no train.. Hahha.. Had to take cab home. Sad... The taxi stand "q" was LONG, didn't have the patience to wait so decided to call my fav SILVERCAB. The operator told me i had to wait for 12 mins... Wad the heck.. so long... but i still waited. The driver came in like 5-10mins. He said he was nearby and was standing by for ppl to call cab. Smart driver..

Upon reaching home, he told me to go over his place. So after my bath i went to hougang plaza KOPITIAM to buy supper for him. Mee Pok dry, a little chillie. The headed over to his place. Helped him to clean his air fresherner thingie.. Then while watching tv, he took out a packet of jelly and wen sat down to eat. After that i felt tired and fell aslp.

Was suppose to go for work today. But i woke up late. Ivy called me and i had to tell a lie.. Hee... Slept till bout 1 plus and i woke up.. Went to the living room to read newspaper at the same time took notice of the movies that were on. When we were leaving for lunch at Rivervale Mall, it started to rain super heavily. Totally blur vision. I couldn't even see the blocks opposite his place. Though the heavy rain, we took the boggest umbrella he had and headed to the mall. Was practically drenched from the hip down despite having the umbrella. Went to the food court and ate Tom Yam Soup. Shiok!!! Cold weather, with a bowl of tom yam. The feeling was good. Then went downstairs to meet with jerren as she was working there. After chatting i took a bus home.

Was practically stoning away at home playing maple.. Bout 10 plus i went to meet him for my dinner. We went to Yio Chu Kang rd's prata shop and ate my fav "plaster and mutton soup".. We had no plans so after dinner, we headed to MUSTAFFA and did some shopping.. Bought my Herbal Essence's shampoo and Clean and Clear facial wash. As it was still early i juz drove anywhere where there was road. Ended up at Kallang's Mac. Kelvin came along and we sat till bout 3 plus then with my heavy eyes drove him back.

horrible day

I dun wanna tell anybody bout my trouble coz i tink it's of no use. So i rather vent it here where i can juz put in lay mans term and then read through.

We quarrelled. Nothing special but it's getting annoying. Today's quarell is juz becoz of nt meeting me for dinner. Maybe i juz expect too much from him. Juz wanted to meet for dinner and he states that if we meet after that he will go out and sometimes he is veri tired. But the thing is not always. Like yest, we met jerren and mark for dinner den went back. Then he stated that they can meet then go each others place and asked can we? I mean, like i'm onli toking bout meeting for dinner and if he is tired then we can both go back. I'm okie with it.

I dun tink i'm expecting too much. It's like simple common sense wad a "BF" should do for his "GF". It totally make my "feeling" distant away from him. I may understand that he may be tired but the fact is everytime it happens that i wanna meet for dinner, he will either work till veri late or juz wait till i get home then he gets home. It reallie pissed me off. To think that he is so called avoiding me.

He's suppose to come over my place and i told him that once my parents slp i will call him. And i will onli call 3 times. My parents slpt like 12 plus coz they were watching some VCD. Called him and indeed he was already slping. Tired reason again. I myself am tired of hearing his reason. I juz msged him and told him off..

"Knew it u can't wait.. U should noe that my parents dun slp early wan.. i'm reallie tired.. Tink we juz remain as frens is the best.. nitez"

Now i regret that i said that i wanna to be together and to start afresh. We should juz remain as frens and go seperate ways. He does his stuff and i do my stuff. Juz come out enjoy when he is free. It's juz not my type at the moment. I wan frens... I want o be busy going out and enjoying. Yeah!!! That's wad i wan!!!!!

1st day at TWISTER

Today is my first day working at TWISTER by MONSOON.

Walking distant away frm my house coz it's onli at Hougang Mall. Ha!! Ppl there are freiendly, love to smile, love to joke. So time flies veri fast. I feel like i am a full time/ part time for MONSOON. I have moved from MONSOON at Bugis to HEATWAVE at Marina Square to TWISTER at Hougnag Mall.. Hee..

After work went to trim my eyebrows then met jerren mark and him for dinner then off home.

happy day

Woke up early in the morning and accompanied him to the bank. At the same time i went to activate my POSB debit master card. After that went to UOB and he went to deposit money. We headed to the coffee shop outside Hougang Mall to have lunch. The mee there was totally horrible. The nooble was hard and the taste of the whole dish was terrible. Will never eat from that stall again.

After lunch we headed to the VCD shop in Hougang Mall to change my cd. The person verbally told me that nothing was wrong it. But when she tried playing it, the cd skipped a lot of times. She didn't allow me to change to other disc and said she will call me when extra set was avaliable. Then headed to the handphone shop on the 4th lvl. Twister which is open by Monsoon had already started businiess. But their offical opening is on the 14th June. Saw Ivy there. Went to ask about Nokia 6280 price and it's function, but came to the final decision that i won't buy that phone. Too lousy. No Symbian. I rather take the N80. Looks nicer and it's 3 megapixals!!!

We headed to Sungei Kadut to see spare parts for his "kong long". Bought a ROV mirror. It was a bit rusty and didn't have that chrome look. I polished it and turned out to be super shining. Heehee... He then fixed it right away. After that we Headed to sengkeng where he went to spray paint red(33) on his front spot light's cover. Looked kinda nice and fierce. When we were there, we heard toy racing car sounds. Juz then i knew that some ppl had converted that unwanted land into a toy racing monster truck track. Kinda cool. After which i went home and he went to meet his insurence agent.

In the night, went to have dinner at "sissors cut". Then while waiting for Jerren to come back form JB, we went rounding the area. Bout 3 we met Jerren at "sissors cut". Since he had to work the next day, i sent him home first. Then me and Jerren went to Cini Leisure's KBox. Sang for bout 2 hrs. Then headed home.

headache day

Today, went out with Mark & Jerren. They couldn't tink of anywhere to go so he decided that we went to Marina South to play pool. As usual they were late and we waited at the car park for like 1/2 an hour. Haha.. It's actually okie coz we are liek used to it.

Played a few rounds with them but one thing is nobody could beat him. Haha... Mark got so frustrated that he lost so many rounds that he decided to play with me and Jerren.. Haha.. We played for an hour or so then we went back.

When reaching his place, asked him if he wanted to slack out or i go his place. He juz said anything so i decided to go to his place. When going up the multi story carpark, he said that if went to his place he wouldn't have time to slp... But in fact i would be the one that will not slp coz i got to go back at 5... He could still slp for that few hours. Then after that go back to slp lor.. Was not happy. Felt that he was like hiding something from me. Feeling depressed for nothing i went round punggol then went to KOPITIAM to get myself a cup of hot TEH'O.. then went back. After my bath i felt so refreshed. He called my phone 3 times but i was bathing. Then called him. His reaction to my questions was so slow, so i juz told him to go slp. After putting down the phone, he msged..
"Since u dun even bother to talk.. than y bother to call"
then i msged back..
"U dun wanna say anything wad.. Ur response so slow.. Wad u wan me to continue."
I added on..
"I dunnoe i'm the one angry or u lor.. u gimmie that attitude for wad.. Like i said before u can't lower ur ego lor."
He didn't reply back so i guess he fell aslp. I dun wannna tink so much.. Like wad i said, it's onli a game.

yik feng's 1 yr b'dae

Managed to recover from yesterday's fever but the diorhea is still going on. Ran to the toilet 3 times in the morning. Is like everything i eat comes out in liquid form form my ass hole. CRY... Hai.. I will nvr eat at the Jap resturant at Cini Leisure. Bad experience.

Today, i drove to Jurong West via KJE. Drove the whole stretch of KJE. Something different from the normal PIE, CTE.. But it was like faster from that way then going by CTE. Went to his college's son 1 yr old b'dae. Food there was okie but didn't had appetiate to eat much. Everytime i try eat i will have to go toilet. Horrible feeling. Ppl there were friendly. I have to say one thing. There were so many kids!!! My goodness.. Small little active nincompops... running and shouting and crying.. totally made the house upside down. His frens and him and I had to hide in the master bedroom to escape from the noise. We watched "gu hua zai" part 3. The scenes that were showed in the MTV. Nice to the max!!!

The farniest thing was that when time to cut cake, the mother, CANDY, didn't prepare film and wanted the father to go down to get. When i told them i brought, they were so happy.. I juz happily snapped every single happy moment of their son and also the relatives. After cutting cake, the son had to bath. I also snapped shots of him playing water. He was playing reallie happily, splashing the water, trying to stand up. The most important thing is that he was smiling.

After that CoCo called us to go outside for drinking session. I was driving so i didn't touch. He drank together with his frens. But mainly y i didn't drink was becoz of my stomach. I was afraid that if i drink it will get worst. Then after the drinking session, everyone helped CANDY to clear up the place and also the food. It was reallie a waste that she throw all the left over food away. After sitting for awhile, we left.


Yik Feng's B'dae cake

Happy Family

Fever, Headache, Stomach ache, muscle ache

Yesterday 27 May 2006, was an super enjoyable day. Me and jerren had to go to cini leisure to do the promoting of ACTIVADE.

Met Jerren at Somerset MRT, then went cini food court to eat. I ate beef rice with miso soup and coke, jerren ate mee wrap egg and coke. After eating, we quickly went to change. The wind that day was string and our skirts nearly flew up.. HahA... We requested tht we change to our own skirt or jeans. We started giving out around 2 plus. We had to give in small cups and there were lots of rejection cause i tink the ppl find it troublesome tt they need to throw away the cups. But around 4 plus, we started giving out in the packets. Ppl were grabbing like mad. They were taking like 10 over packets. It was reallie a disaster.

After finishing all the cartons, my feet was like jelly and was perspiring profusly. I was also sensing a sharp pain in my stomach. I qucickly went to change. The moment i stood up the pain came and came. i couldn't stand it so i took a cab home. I vomiitted and had dirohea. Was feeling totally uncomfortable. But in the end i still went to watch DAVINCI.

I wouldn't say the show is simple. It's very confusing for those who are not catholics. I find it interesting and knowledgeable. It reallie tells me more of the LAST SUPPER, HOLY GRAIL, MARY MADALENE, THE SYMBOLS OF MALE & FEMALE... and other theories or mythes.

After the show i was having the feeling of vomitting. So i quickly rushed to the toilet. Vommitted all my BIG PRAWN NOODLE out. The noodle had not digested and was in it's solid form. CoCo followed me to the toilet. She was having the same problem and she too vommitted. After that we left for the the KOPITIAM. They were feeling hungry and i wanted to drink something hot. There i saw JUMALI and TERRY'S BRO (DAO WEI). Hee... We didn't sit long and left after i drank finish my tea. I had a difficult time walking as my head was very pain and my muscles were aching. When in the car, i popped in 2 PANADOL EXTRA and slept. He was so sweet as to let me slp even though he had already reached my place. heehee. But after a nites slp with no air con and fan, i feel much betta. Fever went up to 38.1 degrees.

Now the fever is gone but the diorhea is still going on. I bet it's the beef rice thing i ate that is causing my stomach upsetnesss. Neva gonna eat there again.

dinner at bedok 511

After work everyone was so exited for dinner. Rachel drove and and her fren mel to bedok blk 511 to meet the rest. It's suppose to be some farewell dinner for carol but to me i tink it was like a gathering. We ate sting ray, "la-la", pig organ mee sua, "cheng teng"and others.. Had great time sharing our experiences and cracking lame jokes for everyone. Before we left, we took a group photo. Find it kinda nice myself.

Will be at Cini leisure tml. From 1pm to 7pm. Promoting the drinks. Me and jerren and Mel will be there. If anyone sees this do come down and see me.. Haha..(thick-skin)...


The big ACTIVADE family!!!
(Front: Left to right Rachel, Me, Carol, Angela.
Back: Left to right Jerren, Rachel's sis)

i'm happy again

Starting off this entry with a smile. Everythings seems like going well after yesterday's quarrell. He sent me this SMS...

"If u tink a couple can't share everything n everything nvr say is ok n keep everything to yourself than i tink is meaningless to be together."

First of all the couple thing shocked me. Secondly i'm surprised that he tinks we are together when i didn't give any answer. Thirdly, after wad he said, the next day morning, he was so caring as to ask me to remember to bring small umbrella as it was raining. Like ErH.. i feel touched he changed, but i'm nt sure whether it will be long lasting. Sigh~.. i'll just wait and see.

After work walked to central POPULAR to buy SODUKO book. I left mine at MONSOON. Then went to the small shops to look at accessories. I came across this square shaped ring and thought it was nice so decided to buy 1 for him and me.. heehee. I find it farnie giving a ring to a guy, but wad the heck i already gave. HaHa. In the early morning, went to BEDOK 85 to eat minced meat mee. Asked jerren and Mark to come along too. Between the guys conversation was just totally so bikey. Between the girls conversation was about work.


Our ring..

Accident at Telok blangah

On the 24.5.06, evening time, an accident occured at Telok Blangah. A contianer truck loaded with a trailer was travelling on a 2 way traffic small lane near a temple. When trying to avoid hitting a oncoming SUBARU in the opposite lane, the container on the trailer hit the big branches on the tree and came crashing down on the SUBARU. When the branches came crashing down, it hit on the lamp post and the lamp post collaspe in front of the container truck. The wires attached to the lamp post was pulled causing another lamp post to slant. No damages was caused to the container truck but unfortunately the SUBARU was badly crashed. The driver in the car suffered injuries and was sent to the hospital. The status on the driver's injuries are not clear. About the charges that the containter truck driver will be charged are not clear. Will update for any new news.

Below are pictures of the accident sence.

Front view of the accident scene. The bright light is the lamp post that crashed down.

Side view of the lamp post that crashed down.

The broken tree brach.

Back view of the accident scene. View of the SUBARU that was crashed.

The SUBARU's car plate. SGG547 U. New car.

ACTIVADE

Currently i'm working as a part-time promoter for this new sports drink "ACTIVADE". It is made of 100% natual ingredients (coconut juice). But the flavour is a bit limey. Some pple like it but others either find it too sour or has a farnie taste. Y coconut juice, some ask. Mainly becoz coconut juice contains electrolydes which are easily absorbed into the body. This will help ur body recover the energy after a work out. Some ppl give feedback that the packaging is not friendly and they find it hard to drink every sip from the package. Some dun noe how to open the cover. Farnie ppl with farnie excuses.

That's me in my uniform.

My boss Rachel and Me

18,19,20.... Catherine, winnie and me

That's our stand at the main enterance of SAFRA toa payoh gym. Catherine and me.

That's me and an actor. Sadly i dunnoe his name. But i remember his looks. Big eyes, huge smile.. He's tall & friendly.

ah tio's 50 th b'dae @ ritz calton

My mother's sister's husbands birthday on 21.5.06. I call him "Ah Tio".. Dun ask me y, i have no idea. Heex. Went to Ritz Calton to have buffet. Second time i've been there. The first time i went there was when my mum turned 50. That was lik 2 yrs ago.. Now is my uncle's turn. So they decided to go back there to eat.

Food there is some or rather the same. Nothing new. Different types of food but the same variety. Kinda boring. Dessert was interesting as some came in small cups or saucers. But i managed to eat every single type there had there.. small portions of course. Bought my uncle a key pouch whereas my bro got for him a nose hair cutter.. haha.. Didn't see the bill as my aunt paid for it. Hai!....


singing b'dae song

mum and dad

My aunt & uncle

BIG FAMILY

happy

went to HEATWAVE at marina square to help out as part time recep.. worked from 11am to 8 pm.. tiring but enjoyable. Rejected quite a few ppl coz there were nt enough manpower. Not too many fussy customers. Not too many customers had to wait that long. So it was a good sign. Sales was okie 3k plus.

After work went to get a new blue jeans skirt. Dun even expect it to be long. The sales ger said i look betta with short skirt. Heex... The while walking to take an escalator to the City Link, bumped into my TP mates. Chatted for like 1/2 an hour then both parties had to go off. Took a train back to hougang. Went home took a quite bath and quickly called ah bee before he falls aslp.

Drove over to his place. Before going off i asked him

Me " remember the cross stitch i was doing?" Do u tink i shld frame it up?"
Bee " yar. Frame will be nice"
Me " But do u tink it is nice that i made it like tt. (taking out the plastic bag)."

His reaction was all he needs to make me happy. He was shocked and at the same time touched. I could feel it. Then he gave me a peck on the cheek. He started to ask if i made the pillow. And i said yes. I mean the cross stitch by me but making it into the pillow case i had to get someone to do for me. Told him that everytime he hug or see the pillow, he will remember and tink of me. He smiled and started to hold my hand. That moment, i couldn't stop smiling.

After that, we went to lavendar to have my fav "pig organ soup".After my dinner, which was his supper, left for Lower Pierce Reservoir. He drove. Took the route to balastier to Upper Thomson Rd. Bought drinks at the petrol station juz in case we got thristy. Then headed to the car park. Pitch Black but plenty of cars. Got out of the car and walked to the park. A long "L" shaped lane with benches and lamps. Bright and visable to see anything. Sat down, enjoyed the wind and talked. He started to fall aslp after a while cause it was rather boring. I started to go nuts. Kept whispering into his ear " testing 1 2 3...(x2) anybody there" he kept laughing and laughing. Was happy and enjoying but also frustrated cause he wanted to get some rest before we headed back. Then i stopped for a while and then continued " Hello (hello... hello) echo." We both laughed reallie hard. I was totally enjoying the moment. After a while i suggested that we head back as it was rather late.

Before he left the car, he gave me a goodbye kiss, and i reminded him to put the pillow in his truck. Then i left. On the way back, i couldn't stop smiling and recallign that moment. Wad a great night.

Off tml so i can stay up so late. Was doing my nails before writing this. Here is my design...