horrible day

I dun wanna tell anybody bout my trouble coz i tink it's of no use. So i rather vent it here where i can juz put in lay mans term and then read through.

We quarrelled. Nothing special but it's getting annoying. Today's quarell is juz becoz of nt meeting me for dinner. Maybe i juz expect too much from him. Juz wanted to meet for dinner and he states that if we meet after that he will go out and sometimes he is veri tired. But the thing is not always. Like yest, we met jerren and mark for dinner den went back. Then he stated that they can meet then go each others place and asked can we? I mean, like i'm onli toking bout meeting for dinner and if he is tired then we can both go back. I'm okie with it.

I dun tink i'm expecting too much. It's like simple common sense wad a "BF" should do for his "GF". It totally make my "feeling" distant away from him. I may understand that he may be tired but the fact is everytime it happens that i wanna meet for dinner, he will either work till veri late or juz wait till i get home then he gets home. It reallie pissed me off. To think that he is so called avoiding me.

He's suppose to come over my place and i told him that once my parents slp i will call him. And i will onli call 3 times. My parents slpt like 12 plus coz they were watching some VCD. Called him and indeed he was already slping. Tired reason again. I myself am tired of hearing his reason. I juz msged him and told him off..

"Knew it u can't wait.. U should noe that my parents dun slp early wan.. i'm reallie tired.. Tink we juz remain as frens is the best.. nitez"

Now i regret that i said that i wanna to be together and to start afresh. We should juz remain as frens and go seperate ways. He does his stuff and i do my stuff. Juz come out enjoy when he is free. It's juz not my type at the moment. I wan frens... I want o be busy going out and enjoying. Yeah!!! That's wad i wan!!!!!