saw things that i shouldn't see

Just came back from jb..

Did my new set of nail art today.. it's PINK... Hee... kinda like the colour and the design.. One and onli design..

After finishing my stuff.. I went down to Braddell to meet him and his kids.. They had something to tok about.. Went there to accompany him for a while cause the whole of yest i didn't meet him.. Actually the main thing i wanna say is that i was looking through his phone and i saw things which i shouldn't see.. Pics are okie with me that he took with his ex.. But videos.. That's a big NO NO!! I was stunned, shocked, sad, confused.. Wadeva the feeling was i was angry for that spilt minute while watching it.. I tot to myself, y should i be angry with this type of things when it's already the past.. Hai~.. Lost and feel like breaking down... I even asked him y he still kept the videos in his phone.. He just asked y?.. I'm like thinking... Come on... That poly ger's videos already rocked the country.. U wanna be the second one.. Then he asked me where i keep my stuff.. I juz told him back.. I don't video this type of stuff down, and he kept quiet...

For the whole journey to JB, my mind was rewinding the videos over and over again.. It just wouldn't stop... Told him to slp early, he didn't want... Then when i went to bath, he sent me a msg..

He: Dear dear.. i off my comp liao.. Actually i was thinking about just now.. cause i know surely got problem lor.. Cause i see your face change liao.. Since just now u say the thing still in ur mind liao.. I also dunnoe what to do.. Haiz.. Good Nite..

Me: Anything u just say, No need to scared wan lr.. Like how i opened and tol u was i saw.. The past is already the past.. Who u fucked or suck is not my business.. But wad's my business is nobody can touch or suck except me...I dun wanna see those videos in ur phone lr.. U wanna keep for memories can.. I burn a dics and u keep it.. Most importantly i dun wan anything to be like the poly ger's video to be passed around lr.. U dunnoe wad will happen when ppl see it.. i will nt let this type of small thing obstruct our relationship lr.. I Love u and onli u.. Hope u won't disappoint me.. Muackzz.. Nitezz.. (9 msges)

I hope wad i told him will get into his brain and also heart.. I am being very open bout the matter.. I dunn wan to be a small gas and quarrel with every small little thing that gets into our way.. As for now, the thing is still bothering me.. I hope that i can just forget bout it and throw it away... I reallie miss him.. I dunnoe y.. Hai~... Can love be that strong to overwrite the things that i saw.. I reallie hope so...

Sat will be going to Sentosa... Hope i can wake up early to catch the bright sun...