was angry.....

i betta start to write bigger font words then can read... sometimes too small even i myself also cannot read.. heehee...

okie.. i am suppose to be angry... that heartless person is with that bitch at her place...doing wad i dun bother... he can dun call or dun msg.. i dun wanna bother... gotto stop hurting myself for nothing... y make myself so depressed and angry... be happy with my life and enjoy the love and care i am getting...

bee such an ass lor... everything i do is for him but i am not getting anything in return.. dun feel the care or concern or love from him... kept asking him whether he wanna meet me or have dinner together.. he will surely say see first... i dun get any definate answer from him wan.. it's like using one hand to clap the air... getting reallie irritated with that answer he has been giving me....

tink i should try to stay a bit apart from him.. i cannot let myself fall too deep in love with him... i dun wanna get too hurt if one day something horrible happens.. i am not afraid of losing him.. i should not give him the idea that i love him a lot and cannot leave him.. make his ego big onli... and from tml onwards.. i will not ask him whether he wants to meet me for dinner or so forth... see whether he wants to ask for himself...

tml's plan is to meet dixon after sch... maybe go bugis to retrieve my pencil, eraser and pen knife... heehee.. and see whether my product money come already anot.. heehee...

had loads of dun with ping today at changi airport mac.... not yet started eating my chocolates.. heehee.. tml i will eat..

my ai ai not home yet... called him twice say going home.. heehe.. dunnoe y i keep forcing him to go back... reallie dun like he hanging out too late with small di di's lar... waste money onli lor... say he will be back by 12.30 latest 12.35...see how lor... ah yah... angry for wad....hai~....

got driving lesson tml... excited siah.. hehee...

going to slp... nitez ppl