thanks for all those who cared

Everything is settled... Had a huge quarrell at first ut then he told me that he deleted the videos already so everyting is fine.. Back to normal.. A burden taken off my shoulder... And it was reallie a huge burden.. I'm glad that everyhting is okie already..

Went to his place after ACOUSTIC.. Nothing happen... Was too tired... Then we woke up in the afternoon.. He went to work and i went home.. But lata on we are going to meet.. Got "jia tok".. at Clementi.. So he going to bring not onli me but us.. hehe..

Got to pass up report on monday but my partner dosen't seem to be doing anything and i am also doing nothing about it...

saw things that i shouldn't see

Just came back from jb..

Did my new set of nail art today.. it's PINK... Hee... kinda like the colour and the design.. One and onli design..

After finishing my stuff.. I went down to Braddell to meet him and his kids.. They had something to tok about.. Went there to accompany him for a while cause the whole of yest i didn't meet him.. Actually the main thing i wanna say is that i was looking through his phone and i saw things which i shouldn't see.. Pics are okie with me that he took with his ex.. But videos.. That's a big NO NO!! I was stunned, shocked, sad, confused.. Wadeva the feeling was i was angry for that spilt minute while watching it.. I tot to myself, y should i be angry with this type of things when it's already the past.. Hai~.. Lost and feel like breaking down... I even asked him y he still kept the videos in his phone.. He just asked y?.. I'm like thinking... Come on... That poly ger's videos already rocked the country.. U wanna be the second one.. Then he asked me where i keep my stuff.. I juz told him back.. I don't video this type of stuff down, and he kept quiet...

For the whole journey to JB, my mind was rewinding the videos over and over again.. It just wouldn't stop... Told him to slp early, he didn't want... Then when i went to bath, he sent me a msg..

He: Dear dear.. i off my comp liao.. Actually i was thinking about just now.. cause i know surely got problem lor.. Cause i see your face change liao.. Since just now u say the thing still in ur mind liao.. I also dunnoe what to do.. Haiz.. Good Nite..

Me: Anything u just say, No need to scared wan lr.. Like how i opened and tol u was i saw.. The past is already the past.. Who u fucked or suck is not my business.. But wad's my business is nobody can touch or suck except me...I dun wanna see those videos in ur phone lr.. U wanna keep for memories can.. I burn a dics and u keep it.. Most importantly i dun wan anything to be like the poly ger's video to be passed around lr.. U dunnoe wad will happen when ppl see it.. i will nt let this type of small thing obstruct our relationship lr.. I Love u and onli u.. Hope u won't disappoint me.. Muackzz.. Nitezz.. (9 msges)

I hope wad i told him will get into his brain and also heart.. I am being very open bout the matter.. I dunn wan to be a small gas and quarrel with every small little thing that gets into our way.. As for now, the thing is still bothering me.. I hope that i can just forget bout it and throw it away... I reallie miss him.. I dunnoe y.. Hai~... Can love be that strong to overwrite the things that i saw.. I reallie hope so...

Sat will be going to Sentosa... Hope i can wake up early to catch the bright sun...

pics

home early today..

was suppose to go see fireworks at 9pm.. but then something cropped up and he had to go "jiak tok".. with gary they all.. sianz half lorx..

so planning to go see the doggies... tink i am not taking the dog.. Hai.. I have no time to take care of her.. Hai.. Tink i shall get my own when i get married or settle down.. I tink having a dog can teach a person what responsibility is.. Reallie sad that my parents dunnoe bout it... Inside of tinking that it is noisy or troublesome to take care... Y dun they tink of the love and care that the family can actually cultivate.. To be together like one.. Hai~.. tT;s wad i tink...

Went to seee the doggies.. They are so cute and fragile.. Like babies.. My goodness.. So cute!!! But too bad.. i've decided to not to have... I shall wait...

Went to boat quey to have fried rice.. Must tink i'm mad.. It's actually becoz all the pubs were packed... So we just hopped from ACOUSTIC to BUMBLE BEE.. Boring...

Going to post some picx..


Together Forever since 18.06.06

New Hair style


Taken at bus stop..

Something that Jerren drew for us..

Muackzz.... Love Yah!!!

happy

juz gt back frm jb.. Jerren and David finally went steady... Hahaha.. at least she has company nw..

It's been exciting, fun, scary.. this 1 month plus with him... I already got so called close to his frens, fren's gf.. Now his on the wanted list.. so going out maybe sometimes rather sccary.. It's like anything can happen.. Juz pray and hope nothing does... One thing good bout him is that he is nt the type of guy who just go with u for free sex.. Even though we slp in the same bed, we juz cuddle each other to slp.. He doesn't snore..That's wad i like... Hope thinks won't end up till i have to wait for him to come out from jail or something... I don't want to worry.. Sometimes worrying too much will have side effects.. Heeheehee..

Juz started my new subject... Account and Finance... Headache.. scared that there will be a lot of maths or formulae that i have to now or remember... Juz finished my Marketing exam.. Not enough time for me to finish 5 qns in 2 hrs and all the answers must be a page and a half long...

Got many pics to post.. But it's all in my hp... Guess i got to post some other day... Still waiting for my K800i to come... Arh!!! Can't wait to use it..

Maybe i'll be getting a dog.. A mix breed golden retriever.. 2 months plus.. Female.. But the time is i'm not always at home.. Then it's like taking care of a baby.. Come to tink of it.. I can't take care of myself.. Where will i have the time to take care of her.. Hai.. Maybe i can leave it to my bro to play.. Kinda got to discuss with my parents first..

juz posting pic

Just feel like posting this pic... I edited it from his N70.... Designed in and from a N70... Cool siah!!! Love him and Loke it like crazy... We both have it on our phone's background....


Love Ben Loads!!!!

exams are like next week.. arh...

i can't believe that it's coming a month and i'm having my exam next monday!!! It's super fast!!! I'm finishing my first module.. 8 more to go... Still going strong!!!

Rushing to finish my project, due date thurs... Haha... 2 more days.. Got a few more slide to finish.. Rehearsal to do and letting Mr Dave go thorugh to see if there are anythings that we left out..

Posting my nail design... Fianlly managed to dl it into my comp...


Isn't the jewel cool...

Altogether on 10 nails i have 45 jewels which cost me $35 !!!