i shivered non stop

this is a rellie totally bad experience for me... got beaten.... got scolded... wadeva lorx.... now have to bare the nasty bruises.... wad the hell lorx.. farking not worth it... regretting now is no use for sure... but at least it's over..

today was the day for sharon to settle with bee... but it turned out i was the victim for the beatings... it started at around 8 plus.. elaine asked me to go to punggol park to meet her to settle her relationship stuff... i was freaking scared and didn't noe wad will happen... aorund 9 plus bee turned out.. he and sharon started arguing... then when i turned out... everthing was even more horrible... he mood totally change coz he noes that it's all out alreadie.. he started scolding me and blaming all on me... that i pester him and everything... then after confining with sharon... he started to chase me.... he pushed me to the grass and i rowed.. luckky thing nothing happened... i started to shiver non stop.. then i hide behind elaine... coz he will surely come and beat me again... then me and elaine tried moving away from them and closer to the car... then elaine asked his fren to take my bag and i hide behind my back... he was still trying to patch things back... then i told the fren to hail a cab so that i can run... but when i was going to board the cab he saw and ran after me.. pushed me to the curb and i bruised my neck, knee, and a bit on the ankle.... then his fren pulled him back... i quickly stood up and ran for the oncoming cab... he wanted to chase the cab but in vain coz sharon was there... then i rushed to hougang plaza to meet dixon... i was still shivering in panick... i cried and the bruises just hurt lorx.. then dixon got mad that he used force on me and called his father down to beat bee... bee waited for me at the street beside my house... he then walked opp my house the block.. then he disappeared... dixon was running here and there trying to find him.. then qian li called and asked me wad happened... i told him everything and he said he was coming down... qian li was nice.. he wanted to help.. but also in vain they couldn't find bee... then dixon saw bee sqating at the block beside my place and waitng there.. then he was like juz waiting for his father to come down and beat him up.. i called david... david told colin... my goodness... now i noe that there are so many ppl who cares bout me... then i didn't dare to leave hougang plaza... just sat there till things cooled down and waited for him to get out of sight.. then when dixon's father came... he was kinda angry coz they couldn't find the place and also couldn't find bee... i apologised to the father for making the trouble for coming down.... then after trying to find where he is... he called.. he was crying when toking to me.. kept asking y i muz do this type of thing to him... it's plainly juz his revenge larx... to other words to say... it's for the tons of girls he played and also for playing sharons feelings... then after the search of trying to find bee... dixon's father went back... qian li was a bit worried and troubled coz both sides are his frens... after that jerren, james, jason, dixon and me went to KBox... first part of the hour me dison were searching aimlessly for bee.. seeing if he was nearby.. but not... so i went back to hougang plaza and sat at the staircase toking to qian li.. filling him in the loop holes.. then he understand... also asked him bout y the break up between him and mei jun... then he told the whole story out.. almost half an hour or more of talk lorx.. then finally i kinda cooled down after the shock and went back to KBox to sing... feelings changed... was just singing my heart out... then bee msged.... i dunnoe y i said soorie to him.. but the thing is that i feel that i have done something good for sharon... at least she would be miserable.... around 4 plus then we headed back home.. dixon walked me home...

to all girls who are being the third party... PLZ and i repeat... PLZ stay away and dun end up like me... this is one farking good lesson that i will nvr forget till the day i dun stay in hougang anymore... hope nothing will happen tml... i am even scared of leaving the house.. scared that he will be camping at some area and waiting to bash me up... he will one lorx.... i am totally shagged and my emotions are drained... i feel sad for creating so much trouble for dixon as it was his burfdae... hai~.. but he is happy... that's a good thing... now i juz wanna concentrate on studying coz exams are like next week.. and if anything happens... i noe who to call.... gonna haf a bad dream lata...