weather report.... it's a sunny sunday....

*yawnZ*.. super tired lorx... heehee... last nite wwas super interesting lor... OMG... bout 6.30 went over to dar's place to dl song... den bout 10.30 he said he felt sleepy so i went home.. but when i was at dar's place... alvin called and asked me if i wanted to go out chiong... i said no coz i tot i will be at dar's place for a long time.. but when i left dar's place...i msged andrew coz i didn't have alvin's number... i asked him where was he.. den he said he was at double O.. i had a hunch to chiong.. so i told him i wanted to go rush.. but then he said he didn't wanna go coz they were at double O... so i said i go home then... and no reply.. so i dropped the idea of going chionging...

but then.. when i was toking to ping at 11.45, alvin called me.. he asked me whether andrew gt ask me out to chiong anot... den i told him nope.. then he himself ask me out... so i was like okie lor... and i asked him to come down and pick me up coz he drives....he gladly agreed lor... he told me he coming in 30mins lor... den i chatted with ping for a little more... den suddenly he called at 12.05 that he reaching soon... i panicked lor... den quickly had to end up the phone with WP.. soorie wp... den gt changed in 15mins... blahhHh blahHHh bluHHHhhblUhhHH... then rushed to hougang plaza to meet alvin and andrew....

then we went to MS... went Madam Wong to meet their frens... den gt tis ger who was their fren.. she irritated coz she waited for veri long.. and then somemore she gt regetted by 2 clubs.. and gt veri frustrated lor.... then she insisted on going home... so wei xiang sent her home lor... after that i insisted that we go rush.. heehee.. and they agreed so we went lor.. and when we were going to order drin.. guess who i saw.... JIMMY!!! with his new gf... like crap lor... cannot stand it.. he like pretend nvr see me lor... idiot bastard... then alvin bought me a jug of beer.. hheehee.. den we went to the door there and sit...

while i was drinking and admiring the ppl and song... andrew started to guy around with his fren... then the interesting thing happened... he dared me to kiss alvin lor... but first he had to kiss his guy fren... heehee.. farnie lor.. then when they kissed.. i slowly counted to 10... after that they both nearly vomitted... then it was my turn... the first time when me and alvin kissed the kissed my cheek onli... but then andrew saw it... then we had to kiss again.... the second kiss was reallie power lor... but i was shock that alvin actually 'french kiss' with me lor... it was reallie nice lor.. haha... until now i cannot forget that moment... haha... farnie lorx.... then after that we started dancing and playing around.

then suddenly at one part of the dancing..andrew pull one of his fren to the dance floor... then me and alvin were playing blowing smoke lor.... den i blowed smoke directly into his mouth ... haha... he nearly choke..hah... he was reallie close to me lor.. arh... die... i tink i gt a bit like him lor!!!! arh!!!!!!!!!! BUT!!!!!!!!! he gt gf one lor... hate it lei!!!! everytime like that one!!! hai~... tis yr is nt my love yr... but i had a fabulous time yesterday!!! heehee....

wad a boring day...

i am bored to the farking core... arhHHHhhh... was suppose to meet my dar dar after class... but then all of a sudden he had a change of plan... nt coming to tamp alreadi... make me happy for nothing... now i am stuck in the lab with sam... he is playing game.... arh... outside is so farking hot lor... i dun even wanna step out...

toking bout yesterday... i said that terry came over again correct... he came over around 3 am... i was alreadi half asleep alreadi... luckily he called me and i woke up or else he had to stay outside... haha.... he kept apologising for coming so late... i was alreadi in a half awaken half asleep mode.... after toking for bout 10 mins... he finally went to bath... that was when i could send the last blog... after he bathed... we both lyed down on my bed and he started to tell me that he had a chance to advance up to kitchen head... and he also said that he might be going to transfer to CPF building.... i onli noe one place that has a CPF building which is at tampines... haha... but there is no secret reciepe there... haha.... maybe by the end of the month then he will noe the result... we were like how we were last time... loving and hugging each other.... so nice lor.... hai~... reallie miss him siah?!!!! i am missed up and troubled lr.... i juz dunnoe wad i wan or wad i am doing lr... everything is so messy.... hai~.... thought of wad to give sarah for her b'dae... but i tink i will buy tml... today dar dar nt free to go shopping with me... hai~.... sarah will surely love wad i am going to buy for her... heehee....

can't slp

at tis veri moment... terry is bathing... he came to my place again!!! arh!!!! so happy... but i am alreadi in a state of half awake half sleeping... my fever gone siah!!! arh~!!!! hahahaa.. hope it's gone for good, so that i can be boost up to go to my Kuti's b'dae BBQ!!! heehee.... hai~..

OMG.. he bath finish alreadi.. can't tok too long.... will continue some other time... sayonara...wish me all the best!!!

sick bUT super happy!!!!

u may tink y i was happy yesterday... very simple... coz.. TERRY LIM DAO RONG came over to my place.... hahha... was happy.. went to fetch him from the mrt... then we went over to joe's corner to eat... i was still having fever lor... heehee.. but when see him.. all the sickness gone away lor... heehee... den after eating... he came back to my place and drop bomb... heehee... den while toking.. he played his game...

that night i had fever... den we on the fan... he started to tickle me lor.. haha... felt like we were back to our last time.. after tickling... my fever went down from 39.1 to 38.5 den to 37.5... haha... but after watching and tickling and toking... den we went back to slp... but in the morning when woke up... the fever came back becoz i wrap myself under the blamket.. heehee...

but i was reallie happy that he could stay at my place again... arh.... high siah!!!!

Happy Valentine's Dae!!!

oh well.. tis yr's Valentine's day was a bit boring without terry... hai~.. or my dar dar.... but i spend it with Jackal...Jerren...Jason...John and his GF... OMG.. all 'J''s.. haha... tt's cool... getting mad soon... haha..

firstly met up with Jackal at city hall.. went to Gelare and drink water.. at the same time i passed him the present i did for him.. it was a hand made card.. and a forever friends bear... heehee.. juz something small for him... then he gt me a bouque of 6 blue roses.. the wrapper also blue lor.. dam nice... after drinking... we took a train to Doby Ghaurt... then went to PS to buy tix for them.. 6 tix to watch 'Racing Stripes'... theatre 10... seats C 1-6.. heehee... the sitting arrangement was... john's gf..john..jackal..me...jerren...jason... heehee... the show was rather interesting and cute... the ending was the best.... the moral of the story is... " so what u are different.... be strong and u will succeed".. that's was i tink is the moral lar.... hehex... den after the movie... john went to send his GF home coz she had to be home for dinner.. then we walked down to CENTERPOINT mac and had dinner there... after john sent her home... he came down to look for us.. after dinner.. we went walk walk... went cine.. loads of ppl!!!! then walked down to far east... the shops were alreadi closed lor... but then we walked round the first lvl then went outside to sit... leg tired... walked the whole day... they can't figure out where to go.. so we finally decided to play pool at parklane... took a bus from lucky plaza to PPS.. den jerren followed me to PS to pass terry a Valentine's dae card that i made for him... he was doing some countign of stocks.. then asked him if he wanted to come over to parklane to play but he said he was tired.. so okie lor.. after playing pool, i msged terry if he was coming over to my place.. thought can spend V'dae together... and also to spend time... but then he said he was tired... but wed he can make it. coz he working 10-6... i was tinking.. even thoguh he comes over... we will be doing our own things lor... nothing much to say or do lor.. hai~.. but in my heart, i still wish we could be like last time.. loving and sweet.. hai~.... den.. jackal and i hired a cab.. and he fetched me home...

that was how i celebrated my V'dae... was suppose to meet sarah... but... hai~... she had to meet her parents.. so sad... but nvm... tml is another wonderful and brand new day... nitez nitez!!!

3rd day of CNY!!

it's the third day of CNY and it'a s friday.... where i am now... i am in sch.... IN SCH i repeat myself!!!! hai~... when ppl are enjoying reievign more hongbaos... i am here staring at the comp and dreaming away... where gt mood to study... sickening... hai~... i wan to leave tis confined hole... and fly... heehee.. tink too much siah...

let me recall of wad happened on the second day of CNY... morning woke up around 1 plus... ate luch and den bout 2 went over to my elder cousin's place to meet up with all my other relatives...after meeting up with my relatives... altogether there were 4 cars.... squeezing 13 kids includign me and of coz adults lar...we went to some aunt's house at pasir ris.... den left around 6... everybody came over to my place for dinner... but i didn't stay for dinner... i went out with jackal to visit his collages place at TPY... super near jason's house... before leaving the house.. all my cousins practically swamp into my room and started to play the comp... the older cousins and 3 of my aunts were busy painting their nails... heehee... then after that i left to meet jackal who was alreadi at KOPITIAM waiting for me... then after he ate his dinner.. we went hougang amll to walk walk... my goodness... no shops were open except MAC and KFC... hhahaha... swamp with ppl!!! we were suppose to wait for KELSON... but then he couldn't make it so we went to TPY by cab... when at his collages place, we bumped into KELSON..HIS WIFE and his son, MAKSIM.. heehee... dun tink that small little guy looks innocent and sweet... he is one of the most notorious kid i haf ever seen!!!! cannot sit still...cannot stand still... he will jump and run all over the place... heehee... but i clicked well with him and another boy, EUGENE... me and EUGENE played "buan luck"... he is reallie good in playing that... my luck was with him and i onli lost $6... haha.... if nt for him.. i would haf alreadi lost $12... hee hee.... after 'buan luck' we played mahjong... i onli played like 5 or 6 rounds then i left to meet jason and jerren at the void deck... at the same time waiting for dar dar to come... we went to the market to wait for him... after finish drinking my green tea... i went to meet dar dar...

hai... we quarrelled a bit on the phone issue but everything cooled down once we reached mt faber... went there to cool down... watch 7 hardly davidson ride pass... and one group of ppl let out illegal fireworks.. it was so nice lor... but they were ver 'sway'.. when they were putting out the fireworks, a police car came by.. haha.. but the police couldn't catch them becoz no evidence.. haha.... first time ever witness this type of thing... heehee.... then after that... i felt sleepy and went home.....

that was my second day... heehee... oh yah.. tonite is CHINABLACK nite!!! heehee.... jerren'''me'''dar dar'''chris'''jacq'''and somemore ppl coming... tonite will be happening!!!!!!!!! looking forward for later!!!

orh.. KEANE crying!!! coz he dun wanna change!!! but he's still so adorable!!! arh!!!!! my GODBRO... cool siah.. i become aunty alreadi!!! 

me and terese..... heehee... look carefully!!! we wearing the same necklace!!!! 

my baby cousin KEANE... heehee 

tHe fIrSt DaY oF CNY!!!!

It's the end of the first day of CNY!!! arh.. so sad... tired... but still gt the energy to at least write downall the fantastic things that happened... heehee.... early morning.... recieved a $10 hong bao... nt a bad ting to start the momentem for the day... then the rest of the day was just eating drinking and collecting more hong baos... heehee... isit that cool... stay hm and wait for ppl to come and gimmie hong bao!!!! wad is more gd then tt... tell me!!! heehee... then int he night went over to my aunt's place and eat steamboat... i ate 2 times man!!! OMG!!!! going FAT lor!!! but had fun lar... heehe.. played with my baby cousin KEANE... then took some photos of him... after that went to play cards with my younger cousins.... played 10cent...20 cent '21'... heehee... won $4.10... nt bad siah.. heehee... then in the night went to meet jackal and played pool... i won.... 3-2... of coz the 3 is me lar... heehee.... den came hm bout 3 plus... heehee.... had a super long day man... heehee... OMG.. can't wait to collect more lor!!!! arh!!!! i LOVE CNY!!!!! heehee....

my b'dae celebration!!!

Haha… had such a hell of a gd time yesterday… I mean on my b’dae… suppose to a lot of ppl come… den in the end… those who came where … PADMA, who came the first… DENISE who came next…SARAH AND DAVE who came next….. JERREN AND JASON came then.. they took a cab down somemore.. den was FARHANA who came frm orchard after seeing her so called gf… last person to come was PING… idiot fellow… she came juz nice for dinner… bloody idiot ping came frm bball at woodlands… toopid… waited till 8 plus den we started our dinner… will continue later… now waiting for dar dar to come.. hehe.. hai~ he nt yt come… toopid idiot… 1:43am… heehee waited frm 1am…

I am back.. nt hm yt actually… in the van typing while dar dar is snoring away.. heehee… bored lr… we are at east coast… some car prk… hee… let me gt back to the birthday celebration… was super sad that dar dar cld nt come coz he had to accompany tt bitch.. she wasn’t working the next day so he had to accompany her lr.. so idiot lor… hate her… spoil my b’dae!!! Hai~… but it was also gd lar.. he nvr come… haha.. when wei ping came… we started our dinner… while having dinner.. we laughed and laughed… denise and farhana were back to their normal lameness… haha… couldn’t stop laughter and joking… at least jerren and Jason did nt feel tt out of place.. they also laughed at the lame jokes they said… haha.. wei ping laughed till she teared… heehee…I was busy taking ice and pouring drinks for them heehee…. It was super fun lilke a gathering like tt lor… then after eating we redt for a while and den cut cake… was playing with jerren and Jason… wanted them to bit the chocolate in their mouth.. but they die die also dun wan… hhaha… had to run around chasing after Jason.. then farhana and denise were taking pic with their cam… laughed and laughed till they could take a pic properly….den we took a few pics wif sarah’s cam… heehee… den after everything.. we wanted to go smoke, and it was also late.. they scared they cannot take the last bus home.. so we left…. Sent them back…. Jeeren, Jason and I went to KOPITIAM and drink… Jason called dix along… haha.. the frinks dix paid lor.. heehee.. then we went up to K BOX to sing.. while there I saw terry’s fren.. can’t remember wad name… then I asked him if he was the one who saw me at HP and told terry he said yes… hate him man… toopid fucker… all his toopid fault… den we all went to sing.. I sang like a frog lor.. so diguisting.,.. was surprising tt I was nt drunk… drank 3 cups.. heeehee… after KBOX… we went to play pool… I can’t believe it lor.. I actually won

sad and heartbroKen!!!!!!!

On this day.... tis very day.... i have been dumped by my bf... TERRY LIM DAORONG!!! i am sad... super sad... he left me... he juz wanna be frens... Y?????? y?????? y must tis happen..... i gave him time..... time to tink... yesh tink and tink.. for 2 weeks.... and tis is the answer he gave me... i feel played... i feel toopid... i dunnoe wad to tink.... i had high hopes bout us being together... BUT... wad answer i have.. i have been dumped... thrown and juz spanked down on the floor....

i tried to make things betta for him... care bout him... but it still does nt work... y??? i cannot be with him to take care of him and understand him betta.... y???? am i nt gd enough for him??? am i so horrible??? y???? i am horribly terribly very sad... i can't slp.. the thought of nt calling or even msging or nt seeing him is so dam horrible...

he said he feel like being single is the best solution for now... y? am i so troublesome... i took the time to noe his family to get well with his siblings... brought him over to my place... noe my family and even my relatives..... i did my best.. but this is the answer.... i am devastated!!!

but.... after pouring out my sorrows.... i feel so much betta.... hai~... i am okie now.... actually half half... hai~... i can still be frens with him.. tt's nt bad.. hai~.... i still gt my dar dar... heehee.. hai~.... my love life is in a total mess.... arh.....

Hai~… another sad day… terry finally gave me an answer… was playing maple.. den I asked him how was decision… he still told me tt he dunnoe but I insisted he gave me an answer… he said this “ I feel that single is the best at theis moment”… reallie sadden me lor… didn’t noe that he will give a negective answer.. I did not vry… couldn’t cry out.. I dunnoe y…. I am sad inside but no feelings seem to pour out… told him that I couldn’t slp and will cry… he just sadi “soorie”… told him soorie does not change the relationship… but he said that we can still be frens… I still cannot forget him for real… but tink in a happy way.. I still gt dar dar… hai~… it is going on again like last time lor… after musang was joehani… after joehani was terry….. after terry is ah bee… I have not been single yet lor.. so saddening… miss being single… but nt yt have the chance lor…. Sad…. Hai~… told terry nt to come on sundat for my birthday celebration… didn’t want the whole thing to turn bad… everything will be happy…. Nothing is going to make my mood change… it’s my day on sun… if he doesn’t get me anything will be fine.. I won’t say anything coz we are juz frens… now… been tinking whether there is chance for us to be together’?? hai~ tt’s for next time to tink.. dun wanna tink bout it… now I juz enjoy myself with dar dar… and dun tink so much…
Hope Sunday he will come to my house for the celebration… dunnoe whether dar dar will come anot.. hehee.. realle excited bout my b’dae… everybody will be here lor… all my sec sch frens…

Oh yah… juz now jackal asked me whether he could be my bf .. of coz he beat around the bush lar… but that was wad he was wanting to ask… I also dunnoe wad to tell him… feelings for him have nt established… I dun feel anyting for him… I am still in love with dar…. Hai~ confused… puzzled!!! Hai~ I also dunnoe how long can me and dar dar be 2gether…. I dunnoe….. it’s been onli 2 mths lor.. but everything seems all right …. If tml which is fri.. he goes with me to rush.. then sat he accompany me at night… den sun I accompany him after my lesson at ubi… den at night he come to my house for dinner… tt means he 1 week nvr see his lao da… good progression lor… den after tt he can be mine lor… heehee… so selfish of me… but den tis type of thing cannot share one lor… how can!!! Heehee.. wad’s mine is mine..

I started a blog yesterday.. alex intro me… he broke up with his gf yesterday…. Haha… den he wrote everything on his blog… I started one the webby is http://xxgongzhuxx.blogspot.com
Hehee.. put pics and wrote 2 blogs already… heehee… forgot to tell ping I got the blog.. tell here another day….

Okeioeki… tink tt is all for the day.. need to get some ret or else tml cannot wake up for sure… I am feeling alright… nuthign wrong… dun worry…

me and my darling kuti sarah!!!! 

took tis at suntec 

me and mel.. took tis outsde M8 eating house at MS... tis was taken on her b'dae.... 

look up in the sky.... it's a bird... it's a plane.... NOoooo.. den wad is it??? 

look like S.H.E... heeheee 

denise..ping..me at sentosa!!! 

ping ..me...mel. 

ThaT iS JuZ mE!!! 

my first ever BLOG!!!!!

the first thing i wanna say is... are... i can voice wat ever i wan here.. heehee..... OMG.... ping will be super happy that i gt a blog of my own... heehee.... she has been asking me to sign up a blog thingie but always i rejected the idea... heehee... soorie lar ping....

BTW!!! my b'dae is onli like 3 days away.... omg... have already planned wad to do... heehee...... let's see.... oh yah... firstly.. the ppl that i will be going to invite are: *ping* *mel* *sarah* *paddy ma* *farhana* *alvin* *toby* *elieen* *terry* *jerren* *jason* *maybe dave* *eng meng*.... cool... 13 ppl... hope all can come lar... it will be a dinner celebration... maybe eating sabu sabu.... den after that... we can start our mahjong session... heehee... the onli thing is tt i scared too many ppl and not enough table... heex.... but gt enough mahjong set...

haha... reallie excited man!!! looking forward to moi b'dae!!!! heehee...