i'm going KL!!!

okie... i'm like super excited... leaving for KL lata in 6 hrs time.. and where is bao bei.. he is enjoying himself and his company in ZOUK!! hehee... should like him enjoy himself larx.. fair and square... hope he dosen't drink that much and can wake up lata.. his coming over to my place after he washes up and changes... heehee

father gave me 400RM... grandmother gave me 150RM.... m other gave me 100S... my goodness... i juz had to pay for my tix.. isin't that cool.. heehee... got loads of things to get for myself and for ppl.. heehee... i'm sure i'm gonna enjoy myself there... prepared camera.. heehee..

packed my stuff.. hope i didn't miss anything out... i'm gonna miss my sweethearts.. padmaa... wei ping... sarah... heehee.... love u guys!!! muackz!!! i'm phoneless there... so get in touch with me on the 11 th...

MISS U GUYS!!!!!!!!

i passed my TP

omg... i actually managed to pass my license!! omgoodness...

i did strike the curb, but then the instructor actually gave me 3 chances.. and the third time i managed to park properly... i was so scared that my hands were sweaty lorx.. then the other circuit routes were okie i tink.. ahah...i took route 4.. simple route... everything was keeping left.. so nothing wrong... seriously the instructor that took me was GREAT!!!!.. he actually covered one eye throughout the whole test... then on the way back to cdc, he started to do the ticking.. i was like so scared that he will tick a lot of times.. when back he was like in a hurry.. he opened the door before i even stopped the chair totally... haha.. then he walked up so fast... went into the room and sat down... was so scared and excited.. then i saw the instructor tick the failed box first.. then after that he tick the passed box.. then he wrote 14.. when i saw that.. i was like flyng already lorx@!!!! i went down.. called mummy and daddy... haha.. they were so happy for me... heehee....

I CAN DRIVE!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!

i passed my TP

booking confirmed!!

okie... i'm extremely happy... everything is going according to plan and it is confirm that we are going overseas on the 8th to the 11th of december.... going to KL... OMG... i reallie can't wait for that day... sort of planned like where we going for the 4days 3 nights... and also how much we going to bring.. but i am afriad that stuff there are not nice.. i dun wanna buy food come back lorx.. tt will be so sianz lorxz.. haha.. bao bei also excited...

it is like 10am in the bloody morning.. coz yesterday we were contridicting bout whether to go to bangkok instead of KL.. coz the things are like more cheaper over there... hai~.. dunnoe how also.. maybe we should juz stick to KL and enjoy there.. then maybe next year then we go to bangkok.. and next we will not book peak period.. no way lorx... it is either no flight back or no space in the hotel or the price will be super expensive... hai~..

i'm going stay excited bout the KL thingie and also muz remember that i got my TP test like tml.. wad the hell lorx.. i have no mood lorxx.. sianz.. half.. haiz...

we are going to KL!!!

i'm super excited becoz my mum actually nvr disagree bout we going overseas.. i even discussed it with her lorx... omg.. i was so excited till i am like earning fro the time to pass by fast so that i can be with him in our own world.. that will be so cool lorx!!!!

he is going to POP on the 6th of Dec'05.... then maybe on the 8th or 9th we will be going to KL to do some shopping and enjoy ourself lorx... i have nvr been overseas without my parents lorx.. it will be dam cool lorx!!! omg.. i am bloody dam happy lorx... but the most important thing is that he go renew his passport first.. then we can go... then somemore he is like coming back on at 11am... arh.. cnanot wait lorx... hai~.. dunnoe whether to wait for him there at pasir ris.. hai~... i juz need slp larx.. been pushing myself in work... trying to work as much as i can so that dec pay i will not suffer.... hai~`... i gt thing one lorx...

love that guy to pieces lorx!!!

feel like flying

everybody say that this is our honeymoon period... but then i dun tink so... i can't find anything bad bout him accept for he bets soccer larx... it's like a total fairytale.... so sweet and lovely...

although he is like in camp and we are apart.. but i can feel then we are like '2 hearts beating as 1', neva can we part... juz sweet words like calling me 'sweetheart' or 'sweetie pie' feels like heaven to me... hai~... say i'm childish or imature for a relationship... but of all the relatioships... i have neva met someone who understands so much about me or wad i do... or even wad i wan... his small surprises juz make me wanna fly high up to the sky.... or even float to my ceiling... we will have a lot of things to say everytime we tok on the phone... it's like there's not a moment we are like lost of topics or something... the convesation juz goes on and on.. and we can tok for hours.. not keeping track of the time lorx...

i reallie love him to the max and reallie hope that things will turn out fine in the long run....

wad a long day

been working night shift for sat and sun.. wow... tiring... yesterday 6pm to 6am coz i extend... then today 6pm to 6am coz i request.. heehee.. and then later i'm working at 11am to 5pm.. coz bao bei is coming out camp.. and now i have onli 2 hours to slp but then i dun dare to slp.. i scared later i cannot wake up and go to work late.. then kana scolding again then die... will not be a veri nice sight lorx.. they will terminate me lorx... somemore lynn and the boss is like eyeing on those who come late for work lorx... i gotto be a saint for today lorx... 'dong' until later int he night.. i tink i can lorx.. heehee.. it's not the first time i am doing this... heehee...

reallie excited that i am going to see my bao bei after like 8 days of being alone.. he will be out until fri.. heehee.. then he will be going to the jungle... then the most sianz part is that he cannot use the phone... so i will be like total handicap and lost without hearing his voice or even 'reporting' to him lorx... it will feel totally horrible for sure... hai~... but i gotto 'ren' lorx.. hai~..

it's gonna be our 2nd month in like a day's time.. time reallie passes so fast and it's like our second month... i have not planned wad to do.. but i feel liek going shopping at bugis village then maybe go to the new tim sum resturant and eat then maybe go catch the andy lau movie then go K Box... heehee... then the skelton plan larx... but must also see wad he wans to do also... this time i will treat coz i am the one who got my pay... must pamper my bao bei once in a while larx.. heehee...

okeiokie... going to play maple to pass my time before i have to head straight back to work again... sianz to the max... onna change job next year for sure... wait till i find a job lor... heeehee...

yoh yoh..

i'm back.. heehee... i noe it's been long since i wrote in...

been busy with work and missing my bao bei... without him i feel so lost... i geel like a part of me is not functioning well... hai~... that's the feeling when u get when u are in love... it's like coming to our 2nd month.. and i am reallie looking forward to it... exactly on deepavali.. heehee.. and i'm so taking off on that day... gonna give him the thing that i made for him...

3 more days till he come back from tekong.... i find him reallie well planned and the type of person that will plan fir his future... a person who noes how to plan and also to do things in advance and not last minute like me.. heehee... that's y we click.. like opposite poles attrack...
wad love can reallie do to a person... change a person's life and noe the true meaning of life... hai~.. it's such a beautiful thing..

wanna say reallie soorie to all my friends... soorie for not having the time to meet u all... if got the time... do drop me a msg okie... will be looking forward to see ur msges... dun call me coz when i working i can't answer phone.. heex....

LiFe iS sO bOrInG wItHoUt u BaO bEI!!

me and bao bei in the bus... goign back to hougang.. 

bao bei's new hair style.. so cute looking lorx!!! arh!!! 

1 more day!!!

it's like so fast 2 weeks have passed by....juz 1 more day till i can see his new looks.. heehee.. he's gonna be like a new born baby with new hair.. haha.. sounds cute!!! hai~... miss him dearly man.. it's like being independent for 2 weeks... and making myself busy by working and working.. till like i have no time to go for my driving prac... betta start this week or next week man.. cannot wait.. 30th is my re test.... gotto get that farking license and be over and done with it.. or else i will be stuck at this last stage ...

it was lydia's wedding today... wad a busy and tiring day... went over to her place for lunch.. her place is like an ant hole.. super cramped... had to sit outside to have my lunch.. then chatted with colin... he's a changed person.. that's cool.. in poly and everything after going to jc then army... he didn't do that well in poly so he decided to go poly and take up a course.. seems to be like enjoying it.. so good... then after lunch went over to the church wedding... the service was kinda short.. then after that we all headed home... was kinda tired.. and wanted to head home to slp.. but apparently mother wanted me to paint her nails so couldn't slp... kept myself awake playng maple... heehee... then after getting changed and everything... we headed to hotel continental.. at bugis... it's a reallie cool hotel.. the room was like great and the ballroom was great too.. not too cramped or big.. but juz nice.. the food was nice... and ever dish was like served to each individual... wasn't that full after the dinner.. during the dinner.. we were like crazy.. i took the rose and place it on my mother's hair.. haha... dam crazy.. then my cousin, aunty and me took a orchid and placed on top of our ears.. heehee.. after the dinner.. we actually took 6 roses home and ppl actually followed us.. my goodness.. it was totally mad... heehee...

goign to bed soon.. got work tml and gotto go work early.. can;t be late... or else sir will scold... nitez ppl!!!

MiSS u LOAdS HuBBy!!!

i'm bored.. off today..

wad a boring day.. not working today... seriously i just feel like working lorx.. hai~... keep me occupied... these 2 days of working nites is reallie great fun lorx... last nite was reallie interesting...

there was this prank caller MR YAN... he is a serious prevert lorx... he called up.. asked whether u can speak chinese and then ask u wad ur name is and then ask wad panties colour we wearing... it's reealie sickening lorx.. he called like a million times lorx.. and non stop... even we try to threaten him... he still calls... and disturbs us lorx... everybody was like so worked up.. and so noisy... nobody was even tinking of slping man.. the whole office was all noisy and purked up... haha... but it was reallie fun yesterday nite... hahazxx....

long long time...

it's been long since i actually wrote in here!!! hai~... been busy with work and so on... and missing him...

he went in on the 7th and i have been like handicap and lonely... sad sad... been busy occupying myself with work and try not to tink bout him too much... hai~... got to 'ta han' till the 21st then can see him... wad the heck... so long lorx... somemore he will onli be out for 2 days... sad... and i still haf to work lorx... wad shit~!!!hai~.. wad life i am having now... tink it's juz a test for us... to see how strong we are to be alone and not to see each other... hai~...

went swimming with padma today.... heehee... then now working lorx.... heehee.... working graveyard shift today... quite a lot of ppl lorx... heehee.... ppl here are beri friendly and nice.. heehee... can click with them quite well larx.. heehee... dunnoe how i am going to 'taa han' till 9am lorx.. i will surely knock out when i reach home.. heehee... hai....

anyway... anybody wanna order mac tml nite between 11pm-9am... look for me okie.... heehee.... call 67773777.... and look for me!!!!

i miss shao wei!!!!!!!

taken at billardbar.. while watching MAN U vs FULHAM 

closer view of the necklace.. 

card given to me by my bao bei... sweet siah 

our ann gift from kervin.. heehee.. the one with the strawberry is the best...  

bao bei's main course... crispy skinned Australian wild barramundi with steamed eggplant with prawn stuffing - $36 

my main course... grilled prawns, crayfish, scallops with capellini pasta, asparagus and red pepper cream -$30 

for my starters... half a dozen oysters with tuna and scallop tartare- $18 

the table setting... 

closer view... 

taken out the fine dining restaurant 'PIPPO' 

while waiting for him it actually started to rain!!! 

dyed hair for him

haha... juz dyed hair for him.. but the colour doesn't seem to come out.. sad... can't see the colour clearly... but who cares... his hair will be gone in like 4 more days... sad... he going to army liao... wad the hack.. i will be alone... i will surely miss that guy... totally will lorx... i will surely be looking forward to see him when he comes out.. hai~.. we juz ordered mac.. heehee.. first time i order at nite siah.. haha... going to eat now.. will be downloading the pics lata.. hehehe

wad a 1 month ann i had

i feel so dam lucky to find my love.. he is truely one reallie romantic loving guy that i have ever met...

first i went to dye my hair in the afternoon at 'educe' at amk.. then after dying my hair.. we headed to taka to find things to eat... coz i was bloody hungry... then after that we headed to fort canning.. he actually planned the whole evening... then he brought me to this fine dining restaurant 'PIPPO' we had like a expensive but sumptious dinner.. ate like over $130+++... hehee.. 2 person onli lorx.. then after that we went to bilardbar and watched soccer... MAN U vs FULHAM.. he gave me one ball... and the final score was 3:2.. so no win no lose.. then after the soccer match... we went to ps and watched 'dark waters' it was a reallie sucky show.. tot it was nice.. not recomended to anybody to watch... it is not even scary.. that's the worse thing.. plot was toopid... pls ppl... totally not advisable to watch... then after that we headed back to my place... we took like tons of photos.. but reallie enjoyed the time.. and he gave me a SK necklace with 5 diaomands lors... so touched.... i can't believe he actually did all this for me and was so willing to spend so much on me.. i feel reallie dam lucky!!!!!!

first time go KBox with bao bei

wad an interesting day i had today...

first was at work... i am now gonna learn how to multi task... i am doing mac delivery and also singpost.. gonna start tml.. omg... cool siah.. but the pay is the same lorx.. nvm.. at least i can make full use of my time at work...

after work met up with his parents for dinner at mount faber 'the hill'.... was tensed and scared... but after meeting them... it all went away... thou their not friendly but they still did talk to me in a way or 2... we took a cable car there and took the bus back to harbourfront..

then we all took mrt back to hougang... me and bao bei went to KBox!!! cool siah.. first time with him.. although he doesn;'t noe how to sing.. but then it was reallie romantic and sweet... we sang like 4 hrs... now voice a bit change.. haha... from 11 to 3.. haha...

now gonna slp coz tml got wa=ork from 9am to 6pm... then after that we watching movie.. yeah yeah!!!!!!!

busy

busy with work ppl... currently working for MacDonalds delivery... call center... heehee.. nice working environment.. ppl there are veri nice and friendly... come are older.. some and older.. some are younger.. but can work with them well...

but the thing is i recognise their face but not their names.. heehee.. onli some.. heehee...

to my best buddies.. soorie but if wanna meet me out or something.. plz tell me a week in advance so that i can plan my schedule for the next week...

if anybody wan a part time job.. dun hestitate to tell me.. my this job can accomodate to ur schedule... cool siah...

okie.. gonna paint my nails and then go to slp... heeex.. tml got work at 9am to 9pm.. niteZzzz...

stayed with bao bei...

after bao bei's work we went to 401 to eat supper.. been eatign and eating these few days.. horrible lorx... going to be fat... heex...

after that went to his palce... i played maple to up level for another 10%... FINALLY I AM LVL 38...heehee....

we slept till 4 plus siah.. more than 10 hrs.. heex... then we went to eat then he went off to work...

orchard is borig for me

went orchard with padma and bao bei today..

paddy ma wanteed to get her 'thumbellina' skirt... and she found it one after going pass so many shops..

bao bei wasn't feeling that well.. his nose kept on runny and he was feeling kinda tired.. poor thing... but he still went for work.. he wasn't that good of a condition and complained that his nose reallie is a bother for him.. but he had to work coz today he was alone.. when going back he was still in sick mode.. i was like lost and didn't noe wad to do... so i went to harbourfront and bought panadol for cold relief and got chicken macaroni for him. then i took a cab up to mount faber and then passed him the stuff i bought.. there was a lot of ppl there.. so i juz left it somewhere near the kitchen and i left.. didn't wanna bother him... then he msged and thanked me for being so sweet.. heehee... at least i tink i did my part as a gf to care bout him..

oh yah... i got the job jerren introded to me... the person confirmed the training time... fri 9am to 9pm.. whole day of training but there will be breaks... so need not worry there won't be food or something.. heehee.. i still haven't tell bao bei.. he is so busy...

love my bao bei.. hope he gets well... 9 more days to our first month today and 16 more days till he goes for army.. sad for the army but happy for the first month thingie.. heehee....

tragic

i FAILED my TP and that's that... got to wait till 30.11.2005... wad the fuck... i hate test route 7....

tml is the day!!!

omg... tml is the day of my TP... i am so excited... scared... i dunnoe wad feeling lorx... i dunnoe wad to feel... i realliee hope to get that license one shot and do my best... drive safe and careful and remember to check the blindspots and 'pa' signal....

my bao bei is wanting to make breakfast for me lorx.. so sweet lorx... i was super touched...

tml got to wake up at 7am.. then father going to fetch me there... heehee... maybe bao bei coming along... dunnoe lorx... see how lor... heehee...

WISH ME MYSELF AND I ALL THE BEST!!!!!

the kids hanging on the spider like thingie... 

my cute baby cousin.. keane... cute horx!! 

kinda blur... mooncake festival celebration at bishan park.. on the 19-09-05 

did this for my bao bei... handwritten horx!! 

wad a day...

today i went to lavendar with pingz and bao bei...

meet wei ping at bus 51 at 12pm... then we took 51 to eunos mrt then took a train to lavendar... wei ping and i were playing all the way.. like it's been long time since we have met... then i gave her the friendship band that i bought for us and she wore it on her left leg same as me.. heehee.. then upon reaching lavendar.. we had to walk to the army mrt.. wei ping kept complaining y so long time to reach... noisy lar she..heex.. then we went to eat lunch then after that we searched around the army shops to find a fisable shop that sells the dog tag thingie... then we found one that was cheap... one dog tag with engraving was like $7.. cheaper then then the first one we asked... then we had to wait for like 2 hours.. went golden mile and walk walk for 2 hrs.. sianz half man... then we sat down at some coffee shop and me and pingz started to take pix... heehe.. my digi cam is power.. the flash is totally solid!!! then juz nice when we were going back then the aunty doing the engraving called... after taking the stuff.. ping headed to orchard.. i and bao bei went bugis... had some free time so went there to walk walk... was surprised that the monsoon ppl lik wang, jasper, roy, jimson.. were like wishing that i was back... touched... but if i had a chance.. i wish i could lorx... hai~... it will be fun... to be laughing and answwering phone again... then i got my first purple top... kinda flare at the bottom of the top.. cool larx.. bao bei said i looked nice in it.. hai~... gotto give it a try lorx...
then after that... we left and i sent him to work.. then i went to hougang mall "MAD" shoe shop to get a white shoe.. heehee.. then headed home..

now i'm tired after the long day outside.....

i edited my blog...

was at his place after i went back from my home to bath... then while he was slping... i went to edit my blog... heehee... managed to finish and change everything...heecx...

okie that's not the part but i tink something not good happened... something that shouldn't have said and started the flame i tink it has started... and we are both speachless lorx... i dunnoe whether to meet him lata... dunnoe lei... hai~... shit lorx...

3 more days to my TP... i reallie pray and hope i can pass...!!!!

tiring day

it's juz PMS days... hai~.. yesterday my menses came.. in the bloody morning... lucky tink nvr stain the bed.. toopid iron tablets... realliefast siah the effect.. like boost my blood flow like that.. haha...

today second day... sianz.. got the attitude thingie goign along and it totally sucks... hate it man... was irritated by my mum.... kept askign em to do this and do that when i alreadi had the planning of mopping and sweeping my room.. then grandmother also started saying this and that... got me even more frustrated... sickening lorx... hai~...

tml got driving lessons in the morning 8.30... bao bei planned wad time i should wake up and everything.. haha.. hiw reallie a sweetheart lor... hai~...

wad an enjoyable day i had

bao bei came over to my place to slp yesterday nite... he went home to take his stuff and change before he came over.. then after that i cooked the japanese maggie mee for him and made him coffee... he was seeign his soccer thingie... then after that i let him see my digital cam and bluff him to see the pics inside... then he saw the letters of him name and asked how i took his name... then i showed him and he was totally touched lorx... he nearly cried... heehee.... glad that he was happy.. then after that he carried on with his soccer and i went to slp...

the next day we woke up bout 1 something then rushed and changed to get ready for my driving lesson... he followed me to driving lesson and helped me to queue for my PDL renwal... i went for my lesson then after he made the payment.. he passed to me my book... then my instructor said that i was fortunate to have a boyfriend like him... after lesson we went to cini leisure orchard to watch longest yard... that show is totally recommanded for all to watch... ***** 5 stars... touching, farnie.... must catch that show... then after that we walked to far east to take neo print and he bought for me my first GREEN top... nice lorx... love it so much.. then after that we went whellock place to eat Sake Sushi... then after that we headed to ChinaBlack to wait for jerren... lucky thing vanessa never come... she was at Moo Moo...... i couldn't stand chinablack so after that i headed down to Ying Wang till bout 4 plus then went home... the techno at Ying Wang was fantastic and also the R&B... heex... totally enjoyed it...

now home.. going to slp....

took in the mrt on 13-09-05 

omg.. i nearly fainted yesterday!!

hai~.... yesterday was kinda a lazy day but in the end in the afternoon had to run a few errands and do some stuff...

afte in the afternoon, we went to cdc to top up my driving account.. then after that went to his fren's funeral at mount vernon... then about time we left and i accompanied him to harbourfront then i went back to hougang to meet padma.. she wanted to change her phone.. so i brought her to xhang jie gor gor's shop at hougang.. then she was like so determined to get a phone lorx... in the end she bought a second hand 7610... at least i can change themes with her coz hers and my phone are competitable... then maybe on monday then i teach her how to use the phone... heex....

after buying her phone we went to hougang mrt the shop there to buy sweet.. then after left that shop... i nearly fainted outside the shop lorx.. lucky thing padma was there lorx.. i squat down and closed my eyes for a while... then padma went to buy water... then after resting.. we walked to the block where michelle stay... i couldn't walk on so we sat down ther... my vision was also blur lorx.. then after padma met thiru, we went back to my place.. took my blood pressure... it was like 98 lorx... low... normal is 120+...... hai~.. then after padma had her dinner.. she left with thiru and i went to rest... slept about 10 plus to about next day 12 plus.. heehee.. more than 12 hours of sleep.. felt so good after that.. heex... bao bei came over to my place around 1 and bought liver porriedge.. so thoughtful of him lorx!!! hai~.. touched.. then he spent the whole day with me and then around 4 plus we went houhang mall to get my iron tablets.... then went back to his place.. about 5 plus he changed then i sent himt o the mrt.. then he went for work...

9 more days to my TP.. so excited!!

omg... i have nvr et such a sweet person b4 lorx...

i am totally touched by his sweet actions... i have nothing to say about how he treats me but juz that he is reallie a thoughful and loving person...

i told him to print notes for my paper which is today... then he printed 16 slides in one page... see till i nearly became crossed eye.. was studying at MARRYBROWN... then bout 10 padma wanted to meet me at hougang... so we sat down at joe's corner for a while and then left... i went back to continue on with my notes... bout 2 plus then i noticed that that wasn't all the things i need to study... there were like 4 more lecture notes that he didn't print.. truthfully i was kinda angry coz i asked him to print all the notes after lecture 8... then i throwed a little temtrum and he kinda felt bad... then bout 4 plus when i was like going to pack my stuff and head to bed.. he msged and asked me to go out of the house.. then he called and told me that he had the things i wanted which was the remaining notes... HE ACTUALLY PRINTED IT OUT JUZ FOR ME.. AND HE BROUGHT ALONG SNACKS FOR ME TO EAT TO KEEP ME AWAKE WHILE STUDYING... omgoodness.. where to find such a sweet bf!!!! i am so dam lucky lorx... haha.. he is mine!!! all mine!!!

i have nvr seen such a loving person in my life.. maybe he is the one.. or maybe it's the starting so as they say blooming period.. i dunnoe.. i haf to see and feel for myself after he goes into NS next month on the 7th.. arh.... so fast lorx.. hai~....

2 more exams left...

had my MDBS paper today...

bao bei came over to my place to stay yesterday night.. heex.. i thought him to play maple... he finally got an account and understand what game i was playing.. then we slept around 4 plus.. was suppose to wake up at about 9 plus 10.. but then i was reallie tired, so i kinda woke up like 12 plus.. heehee.. bao bei also slept till tat time.. hee... he hugged me to slp... so sweet lorx... hai~... love that guy siah.. then we went to have our lunch at 5 star coffee sshop again.. i ate the economic bee hoon while he ate chicken rice... after lunch, i took a bus to sch... was suppose to study in the bus but then i fall asleep while studying...

reached sch juz in time... the exam was in a classroom.. the aircon at first was just nice then that fat teacher when to increase the air con... i was practically freezing after 1 hr sitting in the ice cold room... then i told after invigilator to turn off the air con.. she was nice and she went to off... but after a while, that fat ass went to on it back to full blast... bloody hell lorx... tink his skin too thick... was shivering again... the invigilator was veri nice and she asked me whether i was still cold.. she was so nice.. then i told her that i was going to finish the paper.. then she smiled back.. but i did the paper till bout 4 then i quickly left... couldn't stand the coldness.. it was total madness lorx... heehee...

after my exam i wen to interchange to meet bao bei.. while i was on the bus, bao bei told me that he got something to tell me... so when i reached i kept pestering him to tell me.... he at first didn't have the guts to say.. but then he finally said it out... he was actually tinking of putting together a photo album of our relationship... and writing comment at the bottom of the pix... so sweet of him to event ink of this type of thing lorx.. totally touching... love him to the core man!!! where to find such a loving and sentimental type of guy.. heehee... i found mine!!!!

14 more days to my TP.... arh.......

wad a sunday

bao bei finished worked already met me then went over to his place.. finally could see where he leaved.. #07-540... heehee... remembered siah.. then was suppose to come home around 5 plus but then i dunnoe y i was tired then i slept till after noon lorx.. heehee... bout 2 plus then bao bei changed and left his place.. then i brought him to my place.. first time i brought him here siah.. then he was looking at his scoccer thingie while i went to change and dress up... about 3 pplus we left and we went to 5 star coffee shop to eat.. ate 'kuay chap'... he was si sweet siah.. he took away the green garnash from his bowl and gave to me lorx.. so sweet lorx!!!

then after lunch we t0ook a train to city hall.. wanted to go suntec... but then the escalator to suntech stopped working.. there was a huge human jam... when we went there was like 4 plus and we didn't have time to wait for he crowd to slowly walk.. so we left the crowd and went to walk walk at city link mall... then after that was bout time for bao bei to go for work so accompanied him to harbourfront mrt... when reached, he didn't wan to leave... kept hugging me lorx... so touched...

then after he left, i went back to hougang to meet padma.. went to her place to eat... her mother cook rasam, sambal chillie and fried bitter groud... her mother's fried bittergroud is the best lorx... at least i dare to eat.... then after dinner... we went to rivervale mall to eat ice cream... i ate traffic light and she ate paddlepop... then around 10 plus then i went home.... studied till now... tired siah..

bao bei tokign to me on msn... tml we goign to tamp.. he accompanying me to study b4 he goes off to work... so sweet...

study again.....

suppose to wake up at 1 but i slept late... woke up around 1.30pm... then went to bath and changed then around 2pm then went to meet my bao bei... he waited for me at my house beside.. then after that we went to my house the bus stop and took 72 to tampines... went to the small mac to meet jerren... she was shocked that we are together lorx... heex... now got to juggle with vanessa... we were so scared that vanessa will see us.... hai~... then about 3.30 me and bao bei went to zhang jie gor gor's shop to give him the phone... he check the phone then said that the phoen a lot of problem... but he said he will ask some dealer to buy the phone at least a higher.... then i must wait bout 5 days like that.... nvm lorx... wait lorx... then while waiting me and bao bei went to eat chicken rice... then after zhang jie gor gor suddenly came and tok to me about the phone... hehe... but zhang jie gor gor nvr ask whether bao bei is my bf anot.. haha...

then after that we went to mrt there and walk walk.. then when we walk pass the salon we saw vanessa and bao bei got a shock seeing her lorx.... he juz quickly push my hand away... haha.. i was kinda shock larx.. but i didn't care lorx... then after that i rushed back to the small mac to accompany jerren... and hide the fact the i was with him even thoughg if she saw or something.. then i juz studied and jerren continued slping coz she was veri tired... then after a long while vanessa came and she bought dinner to eat.. i didn't buy as i wasn't that hungry... after a while jerren and vanessa went to buy things and they took like one hour plus... i was alone studying larx.. at least i studied... then bout 10 plus i got worn out and talked to vanessa ... she was goign on with bangkok and so was i... we were tinking of going bangkok for a holiday... trip or something to celebrate their b'dae.. jerren's one also... but still need to reconsider larx... then after the toking bout 10 30 plus we went back.. then paddy ma say she wanted to say at my place.. so i waited at the interchange for her.. then came over to my place...

now she is like listening to her tamil songs... and lata after bao bei finishes his work... we goign out to meet him.. miss bao bei so much!!!!!

loving u alwayz... 

my sweetheart!!! 

kinda blur pix we took in the cable car on 01.09.2005 

first time sitting on the cable car.. cool siah.... 01.09.2005 

this is my bao bei.. took at hougnag tim sum stall  

my bao bei and me!!! in the mrt 

a brand new chapter for my love life...

today is a start of my new chapter of LOVE... me and my new love ZHOU SHAO WEI... heex....

went out on a date today... first we met at 12.30 at hougang 7-11 then went to hougang mall to haf our lunch... lunch was ramen which didn't taste that nice... then after that we took a train to plaza singapura.. bought tix to watch 'the maid' as it was not showing 'bewitched'. while waiting for time to pass by, we went to the arcade to play game.. then a few mins before the show we went to 'kopitiam' and he got a cup of coffee... then went up to buy my ice lemon tea then we went in... went into the cinema juz nice timing.. they juz started the introduction of the show....

Comments about 'The Maid':

enjoyable and frightening movie, the sound they put in was scary and it reallie scared the hell out of me and him... heeehee...the plot of the show was okie... not confusing or anything... there was a bit of hanging thoughts... but then the reasons were then said in the later part of the show... the movie was mainly 1/4 in teochew but they still had chinese and english subtitles... not onli chinese ppl went to see the movie.. saw some malays watching the movie.. but at the end of the movie was reallie filling... loved that show... a must watch show...

then after the movie.. we went to herren to walk walk... saw li juan, she working at some shop on the last second level... she kinda grew a bit chubby... but still as cute as ever... then about 5.50 like that we went to john little to wait for sharon... then bout 6.10pm then sharon came and we exchanged the box... still frens larx.. toked a bit then left...

then we headed to habourfront ... and i first time took cable car!!! then took a few pix here and there.... then after the fantastic cable car ride we walked to his restaurant "The Hill Bistro"... food there was great... we at scallop for starters... then i had beef steak medium done... and he had chicken stuffed with cheese... and we ordered 7-up and pepsi... and the bill was like $84 but he had 50% off.. coz he was like a staff there... while eating he actually asked if we were in a realtionship.. heehee.. so cute the way he asked... can't forget... so adorable lorx...

then we headed to this open space pub "Faber Rock"... i drank china blue and he drank blue lagoon... he got a bit tipsy.. but still stable lar... juz acting a bit farnie.... bout 12 plus we then left.. went downstairs and waited for a cab.... waited dam long lorx... then in the meantime we were hugging each other... ah yah... so sweet lorx... then a cab came , but then the ppl in the cab took so long to tink whether they wanted to alight... at that same time the free shuttle bus came so we took the bus.... it took us to habourfront... then we took a cab back and he fell asleep in the cab.... i also did... heex....

now home and missing him... heex....... muackz darling....

study day again...

woke up quite late today... heehee.. then bout 5 plus 6 like that went to tamp mac to study and waited for jerren... jerren came and juz flipped her notes... haha.. and ate her fries.. she didn't have the mood to study... hehhe....

then all out of sudden i saw john from lip.. his bitchy gf and gabriel.. haha.. then i finally got yani's number... heex... then after john lee came then jerren left for home to change and head down to moomoo.. haha.. she arh... say wanna go there and relax... haha.. then studied till bout 10.30 then i left for home... sianz now..

tml going out with shaowei... hehee... going orchard then bout 6 gonna meet sharon at john little somerset there and take the box from... then maybe the next day i go and sell the phone.. heehee.. tired....

i actually studied...

heehee... today i actually had a thing to study... didn't go far to study.. i went to blk 301, which is juz opp my place.. heex.. it is super windy there... love the wind.... study was like a breeze.. hheehe...

around 9 plus in the morning ah bee msged me...

ah bee: i'm so soory to hit u yesterday... regarding the hp.. c wad u wanna do about it than tell me..

me: say soorie for wad... u already hit me lor.. u should be happy

ah bee: sorry about everything.. i dunno wad i was doing

me: u juz like me getting injured and end up in hospital..

ah bee: y wan do all these things when u throw yourself at me.. u can just leave lor...

me: i was tinking of sharon ...

ah bee: u should be the 1 that's happy now..

ah bee: i dunno wad u gain by doing this.. y wanna be a slut like pamela and mei jun

me: dun tink we should keep in contact.. bye

ah bee: so u intend to keep the hp liao is it

wad lame shit lorx.. apologising for hitting a GIRL.. this is call 'ah gua' lorx... total bull shit.. not even fit to be a guy... was pissed off larx... the hp he wait long long that i will give him... he don't even treasure the things i give him lorx.. still give the phone to sharon... total shit lorx this guy... can't believe that i was so farking blind... can't even noe how to differentiate his character.. feel that i am such a failure in relationships.... but then in the nite.. elaine was online and she told me that haron actually scolded ah bee for using force on me... coz it was his fault and like using me to vent his anger coz he just doesn't wanna blame himself for cheating on her... then elaine also apologised on behalf of sharon for creating the trouble.. but i still feel that i haf done something good lor.. like a good deed to tear both of them apart and to see wad ah bee's character is... but dun worry... me elaine... her sister.. sharon are still frens... good larx... dun wan tis type of small things then break of friendship... heex....

about 3 something went to meet shaowei for a tok cork session... tok from like 2 plus to 5 plus lorx... haha.. he realllie noe how to tok lorx.. he can be my personal advisor lorx... reallie tok a lot of sense... too long to write larx.. i will write a veri long essay lorx.. haha...

tml going to mac to study with jerren and john.. but i tink i will reach there first... heex... study again... cool siah...

i shivered non stop

this is a rellie totally bad experience for me... got beaten.... got scolded... wadeva lorx.... now have to bare the nasty bruises.... wad the hell lorx.. farking not worth it... regretting now is no use for sure... but at least it's over..

today was the day for sharon to settle with bee... but it turned out i was the victim for the beatings... it started at around 8 plus.. elaine asked me to go to punggol park to meet her to settle her relationship stuff... i was freaking scared and didn't noe wad will happen... aorund 9 plus bee turned out.. he and sharon started arguing... then when i turned out... everthing was even more horrible... he mood totally change coz he noes that it's all out alreadie.. he started scolding me and blaming all on me... that i pester him and everything... then after confining with sharon... he started to chase me.... he pushed me to the grass and i rowed.. luckky thing nothing happened... i started to shiver non stop.. then i hide behind elaine... coz he will surely come and beat me again... then me and elaine tried moving away from them and closer to the car... then elaine asked his fren to take my bag and i hide behind my back... he was still trying to patch things back... then i told the fren to hail a cab so that i can run... but when i was going to board the cab he saw and ran after me.. pushed me to the curb and i bruised my neck, knee, and a bit on the ankle.... then his fren pulled him back... i quickly stood up and ran for the oncoming cab... he wanted to chase the cab but in vain coz sharon was there... then i rushed to hougang plaza to meet dixon... i was still shivering in panick... i cried and the bruises just hurt lorx.. then dixon got mad that he used force on me and called his father down to beat bee... bee waited for me at the street beside my house... he then walked opp my house the block.. then he disappeared... dixon was running here and there trying to find him.. then qian li called and asked me wad happened... i told him everything and he said he was coming down... qian li was nice.. he wanted to help.. but also in vain they couldn't find bee... then dixon saw bee sqating at the block beside my place and waitng there.. then he was like juz waiting for his father to come down and beat him up.. i called david... david told colin... my goodness... now i noe that there are so many ppl who cares bout me... then i didn't dare to leave hougang plaza... just sat there till things cooled down and waited for him to get out of sight.. then when dixon's father came... he was kinda angry coz they couldn't find the place and also couldn't find bee... i apologised to the father for making the trouble for coming down.... then after trying to find where he is... he called.. he was crying when toking to me.. kept asking y i muz do this type of thing to him... it's plainly juz his revenge larx... to other words to say... it's for the tons of girls he played and also for playing sharons feelings... then after the search of trying to find bee... dixon's father went back... qian li was a bit worried and troubled coz both sides are his frens... after that jerren, james, jason, dixon and me went to KBox... first part of the hour me dison were searching aimlessly for bee.. seeing if he was nearby.. but not... so i went back to hougang plaza and sat at the staircase toking to qian li.. filling him in the loop holes.. then he understand... also asked him bout y the break up between him and mei jun... then he told the whole story out.. almost half an hour or more of talk lorx.. then finally i kinda cooled down after the shock and went back to KBox to sing... feelings changed... was just singing my heart out... then bee msged.... i dunnoe y i said soorie to him.. but the thing is that i feel that i have done something good for sharon... at least she would be miserable.... around 4 plus then we headed back home.. dixon walked me home...

to all girls who are being the third party... PLZ and i repeat... PLZ stay away and dun end up like me... this is one farking good lesson that i will nvr forget till the day i dun stay in hougang anymore... hope nothing will happen tml... i am even scared of leaving the house.. scared that he will be camping at some area and waiting to bash me up... he will one lorx.... i am totally shagged and my emotions are drained... i feel sad for creating so much trouble for dixon as it was his burfdae... hai~.. but he is happy... that's a good thing... now i juz wanna concentrate on studying coz exams are like next week.. and if anything happens... i noe who to call.... gonna haf a bad dream lata...

hubby is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY HUBBY IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE FINALLY LANDED IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAITING TO HUG U.. SQUEEZE U... KISS U!!!!!!!!!!!!

AFTER 2 WEEKS OF WAITING....

I LOVE U HUBBY!!!!!

awwwhhhhh...

another 2 hours plus plus and hubby going to be back... reallie can't wait... i haf alreadi waited for 2 weeks... it's all going to happen...... yeah!!!!!!!!!

swimming date...

wad a swimming date... first we went to hougang swimming complex... but then as it's a sunday and swimming lesson were like going on so we didn't thought it was possible to even swim a proper lap.. so we headed down to serangoon swimming complex... took a cab down.. and it was hell like rubbish chut smell in the taxi... the taxi driver juz stink to the bloody core... we nearly vomitted after leaving the taxi... my goodness.. his odour was horried... totally overwheming to the MAX... padma quickly got off the cab first.. she also couldn't stand it...

then was swimming... we only swam like 6 laps... reallie little.. the whole time we were like toking and she was like doing her dance steps in the water.. hahah.. fun larx.. swam for like for over an hour... then we went to some coffee shop beside the bus stop.. and had a drink... then after our drink we headed home for dinner... was hungry... heex.. as usual...

onli like 5-6 hour till hubby gets back from bangkok... rellie miss that guy totally... miss hugging him... oMGOODNESS....

wad a day of shopping...

hee... padma woke me up at 1.40pm... when i'm meeting her at 3.30... heehee... totally awaken up by 2.. then went to change and get ready.. then took 51 to eunos mrt then to take mrt to bugis station...

after that we went to the duck rice shop to have lunch... something happened then.. this big build tattooed man stood in the middle of the road and didn't let cars go pass... then police came and handcaffed the man... me and padma were eyeing on the policeman when they walked passed and both of us stopped each one cute looking guy .. hha... we kept looking at the policeman lorx... OMG... man in uniform certainly turns us on..

after lunch... we started our shopping.. went to bugis junction third floor then walked passed monsoon and saw jimson and the new receptionist.. jimson was like quite happy to be with me... could see from his reaction... we chatted for a while then went round bugis junction.. after all the walking i got tired so we went to starbucks to have a seat.. when padma went to the toilet, i actually saw my dalring kuti with her mom and her bro... i practically ran to sarah and gave her a huge hug lorx.. tink a lot of ppl were looking.. heehee... then after resting we headed to bugis village... walked up and down and she bought a green shirt... a belt .. a bracelet.. and a chain... i bought a pair of shorts... then after shopping finish at bugis village, we went over to topshop to look at expensive clothes.. heeheex... then her mum called and she asked her mum to cook extra rice coz i was comign to eat.. then we went to take 80 back to her place... had to walk all the way from the rivervale plaza stop... went to buy bread then got back to her place for dinner... her mother's rasem was great and the fried bitter gourd ... ahhHH.. i finally could eat bitter gourd... heehee.. the fried flour she used juz covered the bitterness... then after dinner we played tai ti.. we played black jack... we played 21... haha... then accompanied her to rivervale mall to draw money for her mum.. then she took me to the bus stop and then went home...

juz had a long conversation with hubby... seems like he is tinking of leaving his lao da lorx.. i feel farnie larx... like i'm the coz of his tinking... i was shocked that he even had tis thought... he and her can even settle down..... but for me.. i have nothing to offer... i have nvr tot of seriously being with him and even to the extend of settling down... my parents especially my mum hates him... haha.. hai~... but i still do miss him... waiting for him to be back and spend time with him... hai~... 3 more days till is back...

heehee... went out today with simon...

had a full day today ....

went sch to meet lay yan for luch at techno... then we went library to read books then i fell asleep for half an hour.. heehee.. so cold in the library siah.... then after that we went for WAPD tut... got a shock when we went into the lesson.. everybody was like saying class over liao ... we were shocked lorx... then noticed that mr yap didn't teach anything but juz ask us to copy the tut which was practically on the board.. after copying... i called lilian to ask her whether she wanted to come and then go for a smoke break... she came down to my class and me, lay yan, william, lilian and mr yap juz sat there toking nonsense lorx... heeeeheex... yap is reallie a good teacher... lets me eat in class... go class late and so on... heehee... he even don't mind that we crack jokes with him lorx...

then after that me and li lian went for a smoke break, then i proceeded to WAPD lab... fucking boring siah.. was there doing nuts and rotting lorx... so i kinda got a bit closer with the group of yr 2's... we cracked jokes and played... heehee... farnie lorx.. then i went to disturb william... he was doing his IN3D... heehee... he was doing a 3D on a snail walking it's way to a sunflower.. dam cool and interesting the way it moved...i mean the snail walking.. then gave him some ideas like to make the snail's eyes move up and down when it sees the big sunflower.. heehex... then after he finished doing.. we went to MWNK tut... tut was fast and we finished it early...

after class i went bugis to meet up with simon... he was sitting outside starbucks and using his mac to send messages lorx... so cool... then after that he started chatting about anything under the sun lorx... his frens... to his customers... to the ppl around.. to his crushes... his love life... a lot lar... then we went to the malay coffee shop to eat dinner... the interesting thing is that i he brought me to this place at 'Arab St'.. the place is called... Café Samar... rather cool place to relax and i tried the shisha laban.... oMG... it's great lor... at first i didn't dare to try... but after the first time... i was like enjoying myslef... haha... the cooling feeling is just great lorx... simon took many huge puffes and he got a little dizzy... hahah... knocked down the shisha laban when he was trying to sit down... the place is kinda an arabian kind of deco.. with nice draps hanging around... i juz sat comfortably and enjoyed the shisha laban.. heehee... we didn't order any food... juz drinks... i ordered Laban Wardah, or Rose Milk... my goodness... the first taste was not that nice lorx... but after that... the disgusting taste juz went away... simon took a couple of pics of the place.. i'm sure that i will be returning back.. heehee....

now home watching some midnight movie on channel 8... tml will be meeting padma for skirt shopping at bugis.. heehee...

haha.. playing around with the curtains.. heeheex