honeymoon peroid is OVER

okie.. it's over.. all the lovey dovy thingie is alreadi over.. started on the 14th jan.. our first quarrel juz becoz of me going out with dixon.. next... it is today... i'm not feeling well... been sneezingand coughing the whole day.. msged him and told him about my sickness.. and wad do i get when he call.. an angry tone and scolding..

wad i msg to him is juz nothing? tellign him my day and wad i was feeling is no use.. he can't like ask me how is my sickness or something.. the first thing that he did was to scold me for eating mac.. wad the heck lor.. that's not call concern or care lor.. he thinks he is the onli one that is du lan.. soorie lorx.. i am the one who is sick.. i feel du lan also lorx...

then i juz barely starting saying bout going to chinatown around 3 plus to buy cheap stuff.. and wad happened to that conversation.. another quarrel.. saying that i onli listen to my frens and not him.. wad the freak.. he juz state after midnight and i juz barely told him the time.. how would i noe wad he meant by after the countdown.. i haf nvr been to chinatown on chinese new year before..

btw.. i'm home and i was suppose to call him when i reached home.. but then i see myself in a small fault onli.. now he says that his scolding was a form of concern.. wad concern do u get out of scolding.. to me i tink wad u get out of scolding is a negetive answer and i reallie dun wish that to happen.. i juz hate quarrelling.. it reallie sucks and make the love not stronger but the other way around... juz hope that tml will be a betta day...

our first quarrell

We had our first small quarrell... on the 16th jan 06...

went out with dixon to bugis then bao bei not happy.. but is he call me out then juz nice that toopid jackal not free lorx... dixon was farking late lorx... du lan... went to buy clothes... got a dress, a halter corcep top and a green singlet.. with green necklace..hehee...

then about 11 plus took the last bus home...before we took the bus tok to bao bei for 1 hour lorx... hehee.. then bao bei lecture me here and there until i got a little frustrated... but then after some tok we were oki larx...

i'm going KL!!!

okie... i'm like super excited... leaving for KL lata in 6 hrs time.. and where is bao bei.. he is enjoying himself and his company in ZOUK!! hehee... should like him enjoy himself larx.. fair and square... hope he dosen't drink that much and can wake up lata.. his coming over to my place after he washes up and changes... heehee

father gave me 400RM... grandmother gave me 150RM.... m other gave me 100S... my goodness... i juz had to pay for my tix.. isin't that cool.. heehee... got loads of things to get for myself and for ppl.. heehee... i'm sure i'm gonna enjoy myself there... prepared camera.. heehee..

packed my stuff.. hope i didn't miss anything out... i'm gonna miss my sweethearts.. padmaa... wei ping... sarah... heehee.... love u guys!!! muackz!!! i'm phoneless there... so get in touch with me on the 11 th...

MISS U GUYS!!!!!!!!

i passed my TP

omg... i actually managed to pass my license!! omgoodness...

i did strike the curb, but then the instructor actually gave me 3 chances.. and the third time i managed to park properly... i was so scared that my hands were sweaty lorx.. then the other circuit routes were okie i tink.. ahah...i took route 4.. simple route... everything was keeping left.. so nothing wrong... seriously the instructor that took me was GREAT!!!!.. he actually covered one eye throughout the whole test... then on the way back to cdc, he started to do the ticking.. i was like so scared that he will tick a lot of times.. when back he was like in a hurry.. he opened the door before i even stopped the chair totally... haha.. then he walked up so fast... went into the room and sat down... was so scared and excited.. then i saw the instructor tick the failed box first.. then after that he tick the passed box.. then he wrote 14.. when i saw that.. i was like flyng already lorx@!!!! i went down.. called mummy and daddy... haha.. they were so happy for me... heehee....

I CAN DRIVE!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!

i passed my TP

booking confirmed!!

okie... i'm extremely happy... everything is going according to plan and it is confirm that we are going overseas on the 8th to the 11th of december.... going to KL... OMG... i reallie can't wait for that day... sort of planned like where we going for the 4days 3 nights... and also how much we going to bring.. but i am afriad that stuff there are not nice.. i dun wanna buy food come back lorx.. tt will be so sianz lorxz.. haha.. bao bei also excited...

it is like 10am in the bloody morning.. coz yesterday we were contridicting bout whether to go to bangkok instead of KL.. coz the things are like more cheaper over there... hai~.. dunnoe how also.. maybe we should juz stick to KL and enjoy there.. then maybe next year then we go to bangkok.. and next we will not book peak period.. no way lorx... it is either no flight back or no space in the hotel or the price will be super expensive... hai~..

i'm going stay excited bout the KL thingie and also muz remember that i got my TP test like tml.. wad the hell lorx.. i have no mood lorxx.. sianz.. half.. haiz...

we are going to KL!!!

i'm super excited becoz my mum actually nvr disagree bout we going overseas.. i even discussed it with her lorx... omg.. i was so excited till i am like earning fro the time to pass by fast so that i can be with him in our own world.. that will be so cool lorx!!!!

he is going to POP on the 6th of Dec'05.... then maybe on the 8th or 9th we will be going to KL to do some shopping and enjoy ourself lorx... i have nvr been overseas without my parents lorx.. it will be dam cool lorx!!! omg.. i am bloody dam happy lorx... but the most important thing is that he go renew his passport first.. then we can go... then somemore he is like coming back on at 11am... arh.. cnanot wait lorx... hai~.. dunnoe whether to wait for him there at pasir ris.. hai~... i juz need slp larx.. been pushing myself in work... trying to work as much as i can so that dec pay i will not suffer.... hai~`... i gt thing one lorx...

love that guy to pieces lorx!!!

feel like flying

everybody say that this is our honeymoon period... but then i dun tink so... i can't find anything bad bout him accept for he bets soccer larx... it's like a total fairytale.... so sweet and lovely...

although he is like in camp and we are apart.. but i can feel then we are like '2 hearts beating as 1', neva can we part... juz sweet words like calling me 'sweetheart' or 'sweetie pie' feels like heaven to me... hai~... say i'm childish or imature for a relationship... but of all the relatioships... i have neva met someone who understands so much about me or wad i do... or even wad i wan... his small surprises juz make me wanna fly high up to the sky.... or even float to my ceiling... we will have a lot of things to say everytime we tok on the phone... it's like there's not a moment we are like lost of topics or something... the convesation juz goes on and on.. and we can tok for hours.. not keeping track of the time lorx...

i reallie love him to the max and reallie hope that things will turn out fine in the long run....

wad a long day

been working night shift for sat and sun.. wow... tiring... yesterday 6pm to 6am coz i extend... then today 6pm to 6am coz i request.. heehee.. and then later i'm working at 11am to 5pm.. coz bao bei is coming out camp.. and now i have onli 2 hours to slp but then i dun dare to slp.. i scared later i cannot wake up and go to work late.. then kana scolding again then die... will not be a veri nice sight lorx.. they will terminate me lorx... somemore lynn and the boss is like eyeing on those who come late for work lorx... i gotto be a saint for today lorx... 'dong' until later int he night.. i tink i can lorx.. heehee.. it's not the first time i am doing this... heehee...

reallie excited that i am going to see my bao bei after like 8 days of being alone.. he will be out until fri.. heehee.. then he will be going to the jungle... then the most sianz part is that he cannot use the phone... so i will be like total handicap and lost without hearing his voice or even 'reporting' to him lorx... it will feel totally horrible for sure... hai~... but i gotto 'ren' lorx.. hai~..

it's gonna be our 2nd month in like a day's time.. time reallie passes so fast and it's like our second month... i have not planned wad to do.. but i feel liek going shopping at bugis village then maybe go to the new tim sum resturant and eat then maybe go catch the andy lau movie then go K Box... heehee... then the skelton plan larx... but must also see wad he wans to do also... this time i will treat coz i am the one who got my pay... must pamper my bao bei once in a while larx.. heehee...

okeiokie... going to play maple to pass my time before i have to head straight back to work again... sianz to the max... onna change job next year for sure... wait till i find a job lor... heeehee...

yoh yoh..

i'm back.. heehee... i noe it's been long since i wrote in...

been busy with work and missing my bao bei... without him i feel so lost... i geel like a part of me is not functioning well... hai~... that's the feeling when u get when u are in love... it's like coming to our 2nd month.. and i am reallie looking forward to it... exactly on deepavali.. heehee.. and i'm so taking off on that day... gonna give him the thing that i made for him...

3 more days till he come back from tekong.... i find him reallie well planned and the type of person that will plan fir his future... a person who noes how to plan and also to do things in advance and not last minute like me.. heehee... that's y we click.. like opposite poles attrack...
wad love can reallie do to a person... change a person's life and noe the true meaning of life... hai~.. it's such a beautiful thing..

wanna say reallie soorie to all my friends... soorie for not having the time to meet u all... if got the time... do drop me a msg okie... will be looking forward to see ur msges... dun call me coz when i working i can't answer phone.. heex....

LiFe iS sO bOrInG wItHoUt u BaO bEI!!

me and bao bei in the bus... goign back to hougang.. 

bao bei's new hair style.. so cute looking lorx!!! arh!!! 

1 more day!!!

it's like so fast 2 weeks have passed by....juz 1 more day till i can see his new looks.. heehee.. he's gonna be like a new born baby with new hair.. haha.. sounds cute!!! hai~... miss him dearly man.. it's like being independent for 2 weeks... and making myself busy by working and working.. till like i have no time to go for my driving prac... betta start this week or next week man.. cannot wait.. 30th is my re test.... gotto get that farking license and be over and done with it.. or else i will be stuck at this last stage ...

it was lydia's wedding today... wad a busy and tiring day... went over to her place for lunch.. her place is like an ant hole.. super cramped... had to sit outside to have my lunch.. then chatted with colin... he's a changed person.. that's cool.. in poly and everything after going to jc then army... he didn't do that well in poly so he decided to go poly and take up a course.. seems to be like enjoying it.. so good... then after lunch went over to the church wedding... the service was kinda short.. then after that we all headed home... was kinda tired.. and wanted to head home to slp.. but apparently mother wanted me to paint her nails so couldn't slp... kept myself awake playng maple... heehee... then after getting changed and everything... we headed to hotel continental.. at bugis... it's a reallie cool hotel.. the room was like great and the ballroom was great too.. not too cramped or big.. but juz nice.. the food was nice... and ever dish was like served to each individual... wasn't that full after the dinner.. during the dinner.. we were like crazy.. i took the rose and place it on my mother's hair.. haha... dam crazy.. then my cousin, aunty and me took a orchid and placed on top of our ears.. heehee.. after the dinner.. we actually took 6 roses home and ppl actually followed us.. my goodness.. it was totally mad... heehee...

goign to bed soon.. got work tml and gotto go work early.. can;t be late... or else sir will scold... nitez ppl!!!

MiSS u LOAdS HuBBy!!!

i'm bored.. off today..

wad a boring day.. not working today... seriously i just feel like working lorx.. hai~... keep me occupied... these 2 days of working nites is reallie great fun lorx... last nite was reallie interesting...

there was this prank caller MR YAN... he is a serious prevert lorx... he called up.. asked whether u can speak chinese and then ask u wad ur name is and then ask wad panties colour we wearing... it's reealie sickening lorx.. he called like a million times lorx.. and non stop... even we try to threaten him... he still calls... and disturbs us lorx... everybody was like so worked up.. and so noisy... nobody was even tinking of slping man.. the whole office was all noisy and purked up... haha... but it was reallie fun yesterday nite... hahazxx....

long long time...

it's been long since i actually wrote in here!!! hai~... been busy with work and so on... and missing him...

he went in on the 7th and i have been like handicap and lonely... sad sad... been busy occupying myself with work and try not to tink bout him too much... hai~... got to 'ta han' till the 21st then can see him... wad the heck... so long lorx... somemore he will onli be out for 2 days... sad... and i still haf to work lorx... wad shit~!!!hai~.. wad life i am having now... tink it's juz a test for us... to see how strong we are to be alone and not to see each other... hai~...

went swimming with padma today.... heehee... then now working lorx.... heehee.... working graveyard shift today... quite a lot of ppl lorx... heehee.... ppl here are beri friendly and nice.. heehee... can click with them quite well larx.. heehee... dunnoe how i am going to 'taa han' till 9am lorx.. i will surely knock out when i reach home.. heehee... hai....

anyway... anybody wanna order mac tml nite between 11pm-9am... look for me okie.... heehee.... call 67773777.... and look for me!!!!

i miss shao wei!!!!!!!

taken at billardbar.. while watching MAN U vs FULHAM 

closer view of the necklace.. 

card given to me by my bao bei... sweet siah 

our ann gift from kervin.. heehee.. the one with the strawberry is the best...  

bao bei's main course... crispy skinned Australian wild barramundi with steamed eggplant with prawn stuffing - $36