~-_ aLl bOuT mE, mYseLf and mY LiFE_-~

2nd time

2008-08-18T02:11:00.002+08:00

It happened again... Hai... bout his ex-gf... Tot he made it clear to her the other day... but the fact is he did not tell her the full pic and just let her dangle int he air without a reason about their breakup.

Finished watching Mummy 3 with him and Zelgen... was looking at his phone for the time and saw 11 msges and 14 miss calls... i snached the phone from him and read the msges.. saw from it that he actually met up with her on thurs and that was the day that i was doing OT. Was freaking angry and pissed and at the same time my heart was crying... He called the ger and i did manage to talk to the girl.. seems nice... Told her wad she wanted to her and she said that she won't contact him anymore.. It still leaves a big question that will he do the things of wad he did to her to me... Haiz... It's so hard to find someone whom u reallie love.. but y must that someone do this type of things to even break that simple trust... Is it so hard to be honest... Honesty just reallie sucks... haiz.... How long do u regain somebody's trust?? 1 day? 1 week? 1 month? 1 yr?

Contridicting.. but i believe that this quarrel will make us stronger... I wan him to feel how is it to lose someone u reallie love.... KARMA>... I TOTALLY BELIEVE IN THAT!!!!

Grandpa passed away

2008-08-02T15:33:00.002+08:00

Sad... my grandfather passed away on wed... been busy at the wake entertaining ppl and doing crowd control.. but at the same time is a good reuion for the cousins untied.. heehee... missed the times when all the cousins are together..

Grandpa lived till 88... but i just feel that this is not a good yr... many misfortunate are bound to happen soon... hai.. A lot of ppl visited on thurs and fri.. but tonite... i'm asking my buddies to come down to play MJ... spice up the scene... heehee... gonna take some pics to post up...

Bugis with vyvy

2008-07-29T00:53:00.003+08:00

Had headache after when i was delivering policy at IMM... but it wasn't that bad.. so i perservered till i met vyvy.... went to eat dark rice for dinner.. at the coffee shop opp mos burger.. then i happen to see the orangey sky.. nice scenery and i tink my photography skills are inproving...

Then after which we headed to bugis village to do our eye lashes... this time round i had actually open my eyes properly without worrying that i will tear... the workmanship is good... my eyes didn't stick to each other!!!

Final Showdown for Singtel Grid Girl

2008-07-28T01:28:00.011+08:00

It's the last episode of the show.. venue was at the singpaore flyer... we had the chance to be on the race track... super hot day... totally burning... stood under the sun for like 2 hours while waiting for the 4 contestants to finish their race... took tons of pic.. Happy!!!

The Scene of the Shoot..

The Crew

GorGeous Babes!!!

The Reception

With the lime light!!

my Babylove....

2008-07-28T01:13:00.003+08:00

It's just like we are so fated to be together.. my parents are starting to accept him... at least they noe of his presence... even my mother's sis and husband noes.... heehee... said he was younger looking... but wad the hack... i'm in love with him and not them... Been wanting to post some pics of him... Here they are...

Our first pic together in the MRT..

Taken at StarBucks at Suntec..

Pic a bit too bright.. but we love to be in the lime light!!!

At Budget Terminal. waiting for his cousin to touch down SG!

Taken at GRASX...

4th day....

2008-07-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

I'm reallie contented with wad i have.... Someone who loves me more than i love myself... Someone who reallie treats me like a princess and consistantly telling me how much i'm been loved and how important i am in his life...

Finally i can put my heart arest and dun need to tink that i'm not being love...

He just suddenly said 'do you noe wad i look forward to now?'.....' I'm looking forward to stay together with you, able to hug u to slp and smell u..'

He even said that he didn't wanna bath cause my smell was liguring around him.. he is just so sweet... Nothing can doubt his love... when he whispered 'i love you'... the feeling was like cloud 9... flying mood... now i can't slp... that's bad but i have to... haix... I also wish that i can cuddle in his arms and lye on his chest and slp till morning.. But i guess i have to wait till we are official to me and his parents....

No turning back in this... It's going to last and i'm going to make it last... let this 4 days be 4 yrs.. and 4eva....

I've found my MR RIGHT!!!

2008-06-07T13:17:00.002+08:00

All alone it has been him... and i've finally gave the green light... Ppl and my colleagues have asked and it just simply came outof my mouth that he is my BF... so i doubled confirmed that he is not going overseas to study and gave the green light...

He was so happy and kept smiling and rattling nonsense stuff... hahah.... been really stick to him as in i'm trying to noe him more... but the basics as name, b'dae, hp no... can remember... haha...

He is going to start work n wed!! OMg... finally somebody can take care of me!! and going out will be so much easier for me...

All the best for my committment!!! JUICE by me!!!

Long Holiday

2008-05-19T09:42:00.002+08:00

3 Days of relaxing.. OMG.. it's supendous....

I can reallie say that bee is totally out of my life so as alvin... so relaxing....

Now i got my frens like "uncle chocolate", ah lun, ben, ping, vyvyan, and my darling colleagues for me to love and also for them to love.. it's just so easy going about with my everyday life... doing the things i like... going places with whoever that i wanna go.. that's how everybody should like.. not in misery but in shere enjoyment... Now i can relate to ppl about my past and advise ppl about it.. cool ah... Finding the right one is really tiring... i rather let and love many ppl then worry about 1... heeehee... think i'm going to be a nun... haha..

just home from mahjong at terry's fren, wellson's place.. lost $21.. heehee.. think it's because i play too much wahjong and forgot how to play the real mahjong. so nice cuddle in his arms... hai... those were the timees... memories... can only be recalled...

goanna be a boring VESAK DAY today.. no plans so i gues i'll just take today as hibernating day... SLP, SLP AND MORE SLP...

Singtel Grid Girls (17.05.08)

2008-05-17T17:32:00.000+08:00

The Big Day has finally come... It was a blast... Seeing so many sexy beautiful ladies at the interview... reallie an eye opener for me....

Reallie showed wad i got today... I just was MYSELF.. no fake.. wadeva i said was from me... Being able to act on camera.. WOW... nerves wrecking... i was shiverring a little during the interview... many questioned they ask was about ur personality and wad do think it takes to be a grid girl... and also something about FHM girls.. I kinda forgot the question but i tink i answered a bit too directly but i hope i conveyed the correct thinking to the judges.. Come on F1 is a worldwide event.. U gotto have beautiful babes but not always in bikini and doing slutty poshes.. there should be a variety of outfits and also to suit the audiences that will be watching worldwide!

I really tot i did my best and reallie opened up myself... See how it goes in 2 weeks time... Cross my fingers... "LEt My RaCe BegIN!!!!"

2 months of harvok...

2008-03-10T04:11:00.002+08:00

It's been total up and down this 2 months... Been wanting to write but didn't have the time..

Now arnold has disappeared into thin air and that's freaking good. Finally he is gone for good. Bee has been slowly gaining trust back towards me and he has been treating me with more love and show now...

Just celebrated is b'dae... Morning went to JB to get him sport seats... SSCUS... dam nice... then had "bak Ku Teh" for breakfast.. rather heavy thou.. then we headed to city square to get my eyelash glue and he bought underwear... After that we headed home to rest first... About 7 we headed to Suntec convention hall for the IT fair... where i got my cooling fan for my labtop and a optical mouse for my boss... after that we had steamboat at bugis... then we headed to fort road to meet his frens to chit chat.. there was when i brought out the heart shape cookie which i got as a birthday cake... could see that he was veri happy and surprised.. then headed to mustafa with his fren to get some daily stuff... then went to "Punggol Nasi Lemak" to drink then headed home..

Super long day.. i'm freaking tired.. hai... But i had loads of fun... And a memorable 1!!!

He also mentioned something about when i wanna "Q" up to register for a flat... I was so shocked that he even popped this question... But after that... I found out that 1 of his fren has already got a flat... and is planning on getting married.. Then it made me think that he is just influenced by them... Hai!.. Puzzled again.. I dunnoe where i'm heading to now...

Tot about changing job... Doing wad i wan... Bee told me that y i onli aim for SIA and not other airlines like budget airlines.. Actually, frankly i didn't tink of that... But i have asked around and is still waiting for any openings.... See how it goes lar...

Now the thing that is bothering me is that my parents will have a hard time accepting bee if we ever went on serious and plan to get married.. Mum said before that she doesn't like him.. But the fact is that i am attached to him not my parents.. But another way, it's best that ur parents like that person.. then at least everything will go on fine in the futre... Confused.. Reallie hope that there is someway to noe where i'm heading to... Cause i'm reallie lost and i dunnoe wad to do.. I'm scared that i will ruin my future and regret my whole life... So much to tink about.... Suddenly feel so EMO... Hai... "Walk 1 step see 1 step".. Hai....

The last day i noe Arnold

2008-01-24T05:00:00.000+08:00

Before i start anything.. Just wanna aplolgise for the tons of spelling mistake i made in the last blog entry.. Hee

Kinda sort things out with Arnold.. So he is finally disappearing from my life.. But he will return the stuff and my money... Not that hard to put down thou.. Cause the chemistry is just pure friendship.. But since he has a deeper feeling for me.. But i don't.. so i could easily let go.. Sometimes i reallie hate myself.. I give ppl the wrong signal and end up in deep shit.. Have to seriously change..

Me and Bee are going fine as off now.. Did another make over today.. Was delighted by all the pictures and i took a outfit with boxing glove.. isitn't that cool.. Just love the pictures.. I love the photographer LISA LUM.. She's the best.. she adjusted the lighting and everything till the effects were so nice.. But i will onli collect the pictures maybe next week or so.. I did take pictures on my outfit and make up and hair do onli.. Heeeee...

Sporty outfit
Smart Casual outfit
Venne and me

Wad a long and tiring day of ups and downs..

2008-01-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

Really been a tiring day...

In the morning, my GD( grandmother) fainted in the toilet.. When i heard the loud thud i was shocked.. Then i heard my mother calling out to my GD seeing if she was ok. I carried my niece while my mother calmed my grandmother. Then after my GD went back to her room. My dad brought my niece home and then send my mother and GD to the hospital.

My mother stayed at the hospital the whole time. When me dad and bro went there, mother told us wad happened when they arrived there in the morning. When they arrived at the clinic, GD's face was very white. The mother saw that, she quickly called the nurse to help and when the nurse came, my GD fainted on the nurse's shoulder.. Mother cried. The after doing some scans, the doc said that GD's artery was 70%-80% clog, so there is little blood going through the brain. Doc gave 2 suggestions, one was to inject a medication that will not make the artery clog up anymore, the other is to operate to remove the clogs. Mother told GD about it and concluded on the operation.

Operation took about 3 and a half hours... was so eager to noe the outcome.. When the surgent asked all of us to go into the meeting room, his first words were so reliefing. He said that all the clogs were taken out and he even showed us the pictures. We were all so delighted. The we had to wait for like half and hour to take a glimpse at GD. She was still under the morphine, but we just wanted to see that she was alright.

When i saw GD, i nearly teared. She was all wrinkled and there were so many tubes on and in her. So painful to see.. hai...

But i reallie hope she can recover fast and get back to the pink of health..

I LOVE YOU GD!!!

Arnold moved my heart

2008-01-14T04:33:00.000+08:00

Actually we started out like frens... but it took abother step which was a scary part for me...

He touched my heart just now by cycling to my place and handing me a cup of warm honey water that he made from his place.. He put in a thermostat mug and brought it over.. I didn't even realise when he was chating with me... When he arrived i was like shocked and touched.. Haha... Couldn't stop smiling... He did that cause i was sneezing badly while camming and chatting with him... So sweet of him... Hai...

The mug

The sweet warm hearted honey water..

Updates

2008-01-11T02:32:00.000+08:00

Had so much fun with ping, sarah and padma... Sad news is Dave is already gone to New Zealand to work... But Sarah need not worry coz she has me and padma to acc her.. I'll miss my Ah Boo a lot... wad's more me sarah and padma have been going out.. like t fashion bar and everything so it's been like dam interesting and exciting...

Been finding a job lately.. kinda difficult.. Searching for something in the hotels...

I'm still with ah bee.. moods have been up and down.. but i feel that he is treating this relationship to a different level.. but i'm still the same... heehee...

Feelings for james are like going down.. I dun have the urge to meet or call or even msg him.. but he is not letting go...

Don is already gone.. I dun care about his existance.. he tried to talk to me but i didn't bother...

Now there's another... Arnold... He's Jerren's ex's fren.. He just stays 7 mins away from me.. we have been going out consistantly.. dinner... going out shopping.. following me to dye my hair... having supper.. watching movie.. and now on his webcam and let me see him slp.. He is like 170... tattoos... soccer player... part time waiter at swissotel... 26 this year.. has a mother, sis and younger bro.. He sleeps so soundly and cute.. haha.. But i can't.. Hai...

This just sucks lar... I wanna get a sutible job for myself.. get all my dreams done.. hai...

partying with sarah padma and james at Fashion Bar

2007-12-28T03:19:00.000+08:00

Me and my Love

Tongue out..

view form below

Cousins untied

3some...

5 Babes!!!!

Kisssing my KUTI

6 Blowjobs..

licking the cream..

The whole gang

Cool day... went out with sarah and padma... Had dinner at Thai Express.. then headed to Fashion Bar... then james and joseph came... It was a blast at Fashion Blast... padma left early with her bf... we headed to Arena..then sarah left about 2 plus... but me james and joseph continued on... can u believe that me and james actually slept outside Arena!!! and it's like after puking... hahahaha... Unforgetable nite!!!

Hapoy day with james....

2007-12-24T06:31:00.000+08:00

Such an interesting and fun time..

Met james after his game and supper at AMK then fetched his fren home.. Headed to T2 to slack while waiting for his cousin, Joseph, to touch down at the budget terminal. Took pics and ate mac while waiting..

Joseph's flight was delayed for 1 houur... long wait.. there was like nothing to do at budget terminal.. When his cousin arrived, it was like 4am... when the flight was suppose to reach at 2.50am... The reason they gave was technical fault.. But i tink it was just bullshit.. After recieving his cousin, went to Jalan Kayu to have supper.. After supper, fetched his cousin back and then headed home..

James kept thanking me and kept saying that he was dam happy.. was touched thou.. his actions and words just moved me... heehee.. Reallie shacked.. Tml will be a long day of shopping, celebration and drinking... hahaha..

Christmas is finally here!!!!!!!!!!!!

Getting ready to go...

2 with the christmas tree!!

James with the tree

Me with the tree!!

Mac for supper

At budget terminal

Went Vivo with james

2007-12-17T09:19:00.000+08:00

Went Vivocity after work on sat with james.... Told him to wear red.. So both of us were walking ang bao's.. I was like a mad woman... Talking non stop and crackign toopid jokes.. Haha... But really enjoyed myself.. Had marche for lunch and it was fabulous!!! Heehee.. He was like so totful... Hai~ Makes my heart move.. Took some pics at the top floor over looking sentosa... After lunch it rained... But we were sheltered so not a big issue...

At the top

Big SmilezzZZzz

Took this myself.. Good position!!

James with the christmas tree on his head...

Making farnie faces!

Our Superub Lunch!!

The Best Cranberry Sauce i had!!!

The Christmas Tree of Vivocity..

Mini Waterfall at Vivocity

Going back in the train.. Actin Cute...

Me ping and mel

2007-12-16T04:33:00.000+08:00

Finally we met up.. It's been very long since 3 of us met...

went far east 5th level, wasabi something japanese restaurant... My goodness. the food there is just simply heaven!!! The boss is the first fierce boss i ever seen.. There were onli 16 seats and operated with only 2 staff.. the boss and his wife.. Price ther is reasonable and the food is top!!!

After which we headed to Cini, Hong Kong cafe to slack.. Too 100 over pics.. Haha...

Had loads of fun, hope that we can do this often...

Padma's 21st celebration

2007-12-16T04:19:00.000+08:00

8th Dec 2007

It was such a fun day...

Got so excited and went all out to dress up and made my hair... James was so nice as to accompany me to the party... We were both in white and when we went there, not many ppl wore white. We were like limelight.. Heehee.. there were games and prizes also.. Totally memorable party... I will nvr forget!

Work problem

2007-12-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

Can't seem to find myself now at work.

Situation is like this...

Now the PA position here is empty and since i have a chance to upgrade then i tried. After consulting my senior about it, i decided to give it a try.

Asked boss in the morning and told him what i felt. He said he was also thinking about it. Then i told him to give me till next year then to confirm me. He was like okay about it.

At 10am he had an interview with a candidate and he took a long time. He came out halfway of the interview and talked to the corporate controller, then he went back into the interview. After when he came out he asked me to go to his room to chat. Then he told me that he is employing the lady cause she has experience and is more senior than me. I was like.. wad the hell... u told me that you will regect the candidate. Hai... Had the feeling that my leg was being pulled. After which he told me that when talking to the corporate controller, they came up with a 'solution'. I would try to assist the accountants and may increase my pay. When i told my senior about it, she told he that he only likes to talk no action. I'm still pondering whether to wait on and see how it goes or just treat this job as a stepping stone in my career. To learn the basics, try out for 1 year or so then see how it goes.

I have no aim now. Adminstration work is just so simple to get use to it. All the while i want to find a company that has a propect in advancement and good welfare. But it seems like, both are not implied into this company. I like the environment and the people here. But staying with the pay i have now is not going to substain me.

Talked to people about it, they all said i should just work and see how things go and gain experience.

Kinda getting low here... Stoning

Just had a chat with my corporate controller. Asked him wat were the stuff that he wanted me to learn. He is very motivative and i feel comfortable with learning accounts stuff. There's another door opened to me and he told me to grab the oportunity and learn. He even told me about his life story about his wife nagging that he always reach home so late last time cause he had to stay back. But after a few years he got the result that he wantd and he achieved it. You wouldn't noe what you want until you try it out.

So i'm going to take is advise and try it out. Who noes what is installed for me. Take a step at a time....

errands

2007-11-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

Ran some errands just now. Went to Taka, Singapore Post, to do some posting. While at Taka, i took some pics of the huge, tall, bright lighted, red christmas tree on display.

After which i headed to Tangs to get glass cups for the pantry as some of the glasses cracked.

Then went to SECRET RECIEPE to get CEASER SALAd for lunch then back to the office.

Purple room

2007-11-27T11:01:00.000+08:00

WHen i got home.. i was like.... "OOooomMMmggggGGG"

My room is like so dam purple.. Simply LOVE IT!!!

Had to slp withour curtains... The whole room felt so hollow.. haha...

Sunday Shopping

2007-11-26T12:32:00.000+08:00

Went shopping on sunday.. was a wet day thou. Started of at Wisma went to sony ericsson customer service to service his phone. Then we headed to taka to do some shopping. Mother gave me $50 dolloars worth of Taka voucher to went to make use of it. Got myself a purple slipper and he got a everlast slipper. All were cheap and i still left with a $10 voucher. Hee. Then headed to pepper lunch for dinner. Had my fav 'shimofu' steak and he had chicken and beef. After that we headed to the toys fair.. I was glued to BIG EEYORE i saw... OMG.. i kept pestering him to buy for me but he didn't want to buy for me. Then i gave that angry face. But before we left, he bothered to ask if i wanted to get it.. But i was already in a state of low moral.. Hai.. then we just left.

After that we headed to MUSTAFA... went to get some pen for office. The journey there was horrible. Those indians were like walking like the whole road is their grandfather's. We stopped at MUSTAFA for a while then headed home cause he was tired. I was tired too.

I got home and packed my room. Cause the painter was coming on mon to paint my room purple!!! heehee... can't wait.. will post my new room colour picture when it is done.

i'm back again

2007-11-21T10:10:00.000+08:00

Tink i MIA for a very long period of time and it's time for me to do some updates....

1) Got a new job
2) New and old people in my life (a: DON) (b:BEE)
3) Closer to family members
4) Ping has gone perth to study

Elaborating on the following points:

1) I am now working at COMO Hotels & Resorts (Asia) Pte Ltd as admin cum recep. Been working for 5 weeks and 1 day... The learning journey has been going on smmothly and adapting to the new envinment as well. People here are friendly and helpful but don't go too their limits or they will come around and backstabb... that's wad i learned. My partner, Joyce, has been very very kind and helpful to me. Reminding me to do this and do that... teaching me every step of the way... She's my mentor!! But the thing is that she is leaving on FRI (23 Nov) and i will be left alone to do 2 positions at a time. I will be like admin cum recep cum secetary... It's a heck lot of load on me. But wad the heck, i still have to hold on before they find a new person to take over her position. There is no increment of me taking up an additional role and it totally sucks! Boss, Kuno, is a nice fellow but then if anyone were to make if angry, i and my mentor will be the ones who will get the scolding. That's working life i presume. I have bought many eeyore stuff to decorate my workspace..Been arriving early for work and having my breakfast, lunch and dinner. Healthy me.. heehee...

2a) Know this gy DONNY YEO from tagged. Knew each other for about 3 months before i offically called the shot.Let me describe DON a bit.. He is thoughtful, sweet. Gives me encouragment in life and also work. Comes to accompany me for lunch when he is free in the afternoon. Have already seen his family members. His sis loves me... Mum seldom talks to me but she showing the liking for me. The thing is i don't like people with a messy family background. His parents are living together but they each have an affair outside and both parties know about each other's affair. His sis is divorced. Had a son with the first husband. First husband went to jail so the son is staying with his grandmother who is senile and he is like taking care of himself and the house. His sis got married again and gave birth to 2 daughters. She dotes her but then me and don don't seem to like her husband. He is rather quiet and don't tend to mingle with the family. But there was a small quarrel that happened a few days ago. He sort of blame me for being drunk and claims that he doesn't like his gf to be drunk. But the thing is that he was with me the whole while. At least i didn't go to some other ppl's place to slp or something. There were times when other ppl call and i told him to keep quiet. That's just plainly cause i haven't offically accepted him then. Now it's like we are mild quarreling in our conversations and saying each other. I also blamed him for not taking down the pictures from his wall about his ex gf. He just gave me an excuse that he didn't have time to take it down. I don't know how things will work out but let's just see.... I am not putting any hopes to this relationship.

2b) Bee is back and he got a MITSUBISHI LANCER GLX grey colour. We are in a position of gf and bf but the thing is it's not that offical. He actually put the pillow i gave him in his car. Heehee.. He even gave me the authority to decorate the car... I bought a fur cloth to put at the dashboard and he took the effort to cut the cloth and fit it nicely on the dashboard. He already changed the rims, suspension and exhaust. I going to chip in and change the lighting inside... I feel a closer relationship now then last time. Now i'm a bit closer to his frens... be it conversation or meeting up. But he is still unromantic and not concerning to wad i want... heehee... We have been going to JB to eat and buy DVD and pump petrol.. And it's really very fun. Being in the car with him and taking really openly about his work or my work or his work or his frens or wad's going on. I seldom wanna hang out late at nite so mon i actually asked him to slp early and didn't pester him to meet me.. heehee.. I've grown up... yeah.. Now my feelings for me has increased and i dunnoe whether it's a good sign or nt.. Let's just let time tell.

3)Since i have started on this job, i hav been closer to my family members like sharing with them my job and everything. I would even take the initiative to iron my clothes or pack my stuff or filing my bills. All things are like in place.

4)My sweetheart ping has gone to Perth for sudies and she is coming back today (21st NOV), i'm reallie very excited. I'm going to fetch her from the airport and then maybe we are going to have our pig organ soup. It's been 104days since i last saw her and i reallie miss her to bits and piecees... Done for her a belated card and i hope she will like it. Will be meeting her tml (22nd NOV) for lunch and short shopping cause she wanna get clothes to go clubbing on sat. She growing up too. I'm happy for her.

To add on, i'm still in contact with ben, terry, shao wei.... heehee... played MJ with shao wei, went to watch movie with terry, went to watch movie and went drinking with ah ben. s many incidents happen... tink i will continue another day.. too much for 1 to absorb in one long letter.

Beeen Awwaay Loonnggg.....

2007-04-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

I'm Back...

Plenty of things happen and i have no time to update.. Dun wanna write the whole story down.. It will take ages!! Heehee.. Think i can write a story book about the stuff that happened. Let me just state the main points and summarize..

1) I broke up with Ben
2) I tink i'm single and not avaliable
3) I'm contacting back with ah bee, with him again seems diff again.. I'll explain wad i mean..
4) Doing full time admin now at aljunid

I'll add in more when i tink about it..

1) Why a break up all will ask.. Firstly i can't stand his pride.. HE tinks too much on how ppl tink of then tinking about himself. 1 month his been graduated from ITE and for 1 month, he has not even found a full time job. And all he can say is "I'll find", "Not that i dun wanna find, it's because i got record and i scared how ppl look at me when they noe about it".. See.. What toopid excuses he gives.. It's not like he is going up to managerial position.. They are jobs which dun even care whether u have a record or not.. Secondly i HATE ppl to imflict pain on themselves.. This point when the first time we broke, he cut his wrist.. I was hurt pain and i warned him not to do it again.. But the second time he did it again.. and this time he did it in front of me.. which totally disgust me instead of me feeling hurt for him. I just let me do wadeva he wants to do.. It just makes me even more hate him or dun feel like seeing him. He keeps waiting to explain but there's nothing to explain.. It takes 2 hands to clap.. which i believe. I dun even have feelings for him anymore so why should i continue to try to go back. It will just hurt the other person more.. He has troubled all his friends.. Worrying his sister... Such a useless guy who depends on girls to live.. Not independent.. Hasn't woken up to reallity and still living in his gangster world.. It's not the type of person i'm looking for.. He dosen't even gimmie the confidence and security that every bf should give.. Keeps saying but not doing things.. He has been stalking me, waiting outside my place.. It makes me more hate him and i dun even tink of giving another chance.. No way..

2) & 3)....
Why i say i'm single but unavaliable.. I've been with ah bee.. and it seems that he is treating me very nice and giving in to me when there are problems.. Haha.. I dare not think too much where this will go and dare not tink of whether we will stay long or wad so ever.. He has been saying that he wants to spend every time with me.. haha... But he is doing what he said lr.. Then i just take a step at a time lr.. Dun wanna tink too much about it... His been giving me that closeness again.. Hai.. We know each other for like 2 years coming 3... My goodness... Time seems to fly by freeking fast.. But it has been on and off lr.. Hai.. Just see how it goes lr..

4)..
Changed job... I am now doing admin work now.. Filing, filling up on application, buying drink, sourcing.. pratically everything.. Haha... Been very fun.. sometimes i can do nothign and serve net the whole day.. Sometimes i'm busy till i dun even have time to msg.. But i enjoy.. that's the important thing...

okie.. that's all.. my boss has been seeing and saying me.. so that's all for now

i'm finally 21

2007-02-08T04:59:00.000+08:00

I'm 21 and i'm happy about it..

Firstly i wanna thank my dearest Wei Ping for helping me out on sun (4.02.07). Without her help all things cannot be put in place.. Also to my sweethearts.. Sarah, ah boo(Dave) and Paddy Ma... Wanna thank my darling dar who helped me throughout the whole event.. Love him loads...Am very glad that they took time to come and celebrate this special event for me..And also all those who took the time to come and brought all the interesting and touching presents for me.. I'm reallie greatful that god gave me such loving and caring friends..

it's all because of the haze

2006-10-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

It's all becoz of the haze!!

Now i'm suffering from runy nose and cough... Bloody Hell... Feel like my nose run to India then came back... Can't eat much and my sneezing can't stop... No matter wad medicine i take is of no use.. I just can't stop sneezing... Help!!! Isn't there any remedy to this... Tink i muz wear an oxygen mask wherever i go.. Arh...

Depavali is coming and i can't wait to go to sarah's place to eat!!! HeeHee...

Hope my nose will recover soon....

pics of my sch fren..

2006-10-14T07:28:00.000+08:00

Val and Ash

Wad the heck is Val doing???

Me and Ash

Kiss.. Hugs...

driver day

2006-10-14T07:18:00.000+08:00

was driver today.. didn't have much fun thou...

went to colour my hair for FREE today... chocolate base with redish orange highlight.. The highlight ain't that obvious.. But i tink the base colour is nice.. My mother even say it looked like a more decent colour.. Haha.. Not that i always dye my hair bright red.. Haha...

After that rushed home to have dinner then went to "son's" fren chalet.. I dun even noe the person.. Haha.... Half way through mahjong, Jerren called and said that David was drunk. So we went down to resuce him.. Dar drove David back and i followed.. After bringing David back, i headed to BQ, while dar went to fetch his frens.. Went to Acoustic but it ws dam boring.. Me, Jerren and son played all sorts of games from cards to dice. Then after that we headed to Mustafa to get some stuff... Me and Jerren were shopping while dar and son were bored and hungry sitting at one side rushing us to go off... After shopping, i sent Jerren home while dar fetched son to the chalet first. Met him at the chalet, then we headed home.. I'm tired.. and didn't enjoy myself.. Sianz!! Hai..

But i still like my new hair colour.. HeeHee...!!!!

2nd day of chionging

2006-09-30T04:43:00.000+08:00

After sch.. Was suppose to meet Ping at 7pm but she was late.. Caught up with work.. So i stayed at "Twister" to kill time.. Was suppose to get a present for ping but i couldn't find anything that i feel like getting for her.. So i decided to treat her sushi as her birthday gift.. We took 14 normal plates and 2 abnormal plates!! Hahaha... Total was like 20 bucks plus.. Super cheap for 2 person... Enjoyed myself totally with ping.. We laughed and giggled and played like the whole place was ours.. Took pics.. Love her to bits!!!

Ping and Me...

Me and My darling apple.. (Chopsticks can be good props)

Went to boat quey "Sassy Bar" today.. Boon Teck was there like 9.30pm with his frens.. I went there like 12.30.. Jerren came like 1.30.. Haha... All the latecomers... Didn't drink much as i was driving.. Sad... Juz took like 1/2 a cup...
Now home... He doesn't wanna bath so i'm slping on the floor.. Haha..

Menes are here to visit me.. Wad the fook lor.. But it's onli a little.. Haha.. I'm abnormal that's for sure... Attitude is kinda farnie also.. I'm angry but then i dun show it out.. Beats me!! I also dunnoe y.. That's y i'm slping on the floor.. instead of forcing him to bath.. Hee... Totally farnie..

His like tosing and turning in bed.. But i'm so not going to slp by his side.. Haha...

chionging days...

2006-09-29T02:58:00.000+08:00

Yest went over to sarah's place and had loads of fun... Playing with padma's hair.. I curled her hair with rolls and hair spray while sarah did padma's make up.. The after effect was nice.. HeeHee... Totally satisfied with my work!! HaHa.. Miss my babes... Bought each of us an anklet with 3 diamonds.. Each diamond represent each of us... Always together!!! Never apart!!!

today was a boring day.. Ash introduced me and some of my classmates to some job. Until when we reached raffles then she told us that it was some MLM company called "HerbelLife"... Wanted to kill her on the spot. But i saved the killing spree and went to her a lady Jasmine, talk... She made it so convincing but i'm not falling for her.. Haha... Wanted to kill Ash for bringing us there...

After that went when my son and him to Boat Quey to have dinner... Ate some Thai food.. It was not bad... Then after dinner we headed to TPY to meet up with the rest of his ppl... Had a talk until his fren came, after which we headed to serangoon garden "bulldog", a ktv pub, to meet up with some other frens... Left 2 plus...

Tml will be going "Sassy Bar" at boat quey with boon teck.. HeehHee... Then on sat going Hard Rock Cafe with my son... Chionging Days!!! Hai.. I'll still have to work on sat and sun... Saddening.. No choice... Got to earn the extra bucks...

haven't been writing for a seriously long time

2006-09-23T06:26:00.000+08:00

Okie Okie.. Everyone is coomplaining that i haven't been blogging.. So soorie bout it..

Been totally busy with him and sch and work and going out... My goodness.. Totally lost track of date and time...

We are already in our 3rd month... Still sticking like glue... Mon- Thurs he will be at my place then somtimes Fri & Sat i will bung out at his place.. Been going to boat quey (acoustic , bumble bee)... Live impact... DEVILS!!! Totally drinking like crazy... Starting to noe more indept of him and also his family and relatives... Happy bout that... It;s like we have been together for a long time.. Hee...

Sch has been having with another new intake... I passed my previous 2 modules.. Had 66 for Marketing and 53 for Accountings... Was shocking that i could pass Accounting.. I tot i would fail.. Miracle.. total miracle... Now in my 3rd module.. Quality and Control Management.. Lecturer sucks... totally hate him... And from this module onwards, all our exams will be closed book... Sad cause... Now passing exams will be a more difficult task... Got to noe more new SINGAPOREAN classmates... They are totally cool... Ashvin(Evil Twin Sister) and Valerie (son)... Me and Ashvin gave names to some of our classmatees.. Like Ms 60s.. Chan yok (In korean, meaning slut)... but that's juz joking.. But one thing are the foreigners.. We have Nepalise, Thai, Indians, Korean.. totally mixed like rojak.. And some are reallie hard to group along with.. They don't understand and all they do is to say yes... HaHaHa... Wonder how they will pass...

Work has been more and more boring... But reallie touched that he comes down and accompanies me while i am working... Besides that he will fetch me back from work... Boss has been losing money for the past 2 weeks due to the shortage of air purifiers.. But hope sales will slowly boost up...

Will update new pics soon... Oh yAh.. I cut my hair at "De Elements" at TPY... the stylist there sucks.. Rude and aren't that friendly.. Their lady boss Chen Li Pin.. Is totally super stuck up... She is totally not friendly....

Went to catch a movie with Boon Teck, Guo Jing, Kent, My bf and me.. Went Cini to catch "Little Man".. The show is totally awesome and farnie.. Couldn't stop laughing and every single toopid thing Little Man does.. Good show to reccommed to ppl... Then went to Boat Quey as there was some matters to handle..

Now home.. trying to slp.. Got to accompany jerren to warehouse and help out as well as to drink wine!!! Hee!!! Hee!!!

thanks for all those who cared

2006-08-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

Everything is settled... Had a huge quarrell at first ut then he told me that he deleted the videos already so everyting is fine.. Back to normal.. A burden taken off my shoulder... And it was reallie a huge burden.. I'm glad that everyhting is okie already..

Went to his place after ACOUSTIC.. Nothing happen... Was too tired... Then we woke up in the afternoon.. He went to work and i went home.. But lata on we are going to meet.. Got "jia tok".. at Clementi.. So he going to bring not onli me but us.. hehe..

Got to pass up report on monday but my partner dosen't seem to be doing anything and i am also doing nothing about it...

saw things that i shouldn't see

2006-08-17T04:32:00.000+08:00

Just came back from jb..

Did my new set of nail art today.. it's PINK... Hee... kinda like the colour and the design.. One and onli design..

After finishing my stuff.. I went down to Braddell to meet him and his kids.. They had something to tok about.. Went there to accompany him for a while cause the whole of yest i didn't meet him.. Actually the main thing i wanna say is that i was looking through his phone and i saw things which i shouldn't see.. Pics are okie with me that he took with his ex.. But videos.. That's a big NO NO!! I was stunned, shocked, sad, confused.. Wadeva the feeling was i was angry for that spilt minute while watching it.. I tot to myself, y should i be angry with this type of things when it's already the past.. Hai~.. Lost and feel like breaking down... I even asked him y he still kept the videos in his phone.. He just asked y?.. I'm like thinking... Come on... That poly ger's videos already rocked the country.. U wanna be the second one.. Then he asked me where i keep my stuff.. I juz told him back.. I don't video this type of stuff down, and he kept quiet...

For the whole journey to JB, my mind was rewinding the videos over and over again.. It just wouldn't stop... Told him to slp early, he didn't want... Then when i went to bath, he sent me a msg..

He: Dear dear.. i off my comp liao.. Actually i was thinking about just now.. cause i know surely got problem lor.. Cause i see your face change liao.. Since just now u say the thing still in ur mind liao.. I also dunnoe what to do.. Haiz.. Good Nite..

Me: Anything u just say, No need to scared wan lr.. Like how i opened and tol u was i saw.. The past is already the past.. Who u fucked or suck is not my business.. But wad's my business is nobody can touch or suck except me...I dun wanna see those videos in ur phone lr.. U wanna keep for memories can.. I burn a dics and u keep it.. Most importantly i dun wan anything to be like the poly ger's video to be passed around lr.. U dunnoe wad will happen when ppl see it.. i will nt let this type of small thing obstruct our relationship lr.. I Love u and onli u.. Hope u won't disappoint me.. Muackzz.. Nitezz.. (9 msges)

I hope wad i told him will get into his brain and also heart.. I am being very open bout the matter.. I dunn wan to be a small gas and quarrel with every small little thing that gets into our way.. As for now, the thing is still bothering me.. I hope that i can just forget bout it and throw it away... I reallie miss him.. I dunnoe y.. Hai~... Can love be that strong to overwrite the things that i saw.. I reallie hope so...

Sat will be going to Sentosa... Hope i can wake up early to catch the bright sun...

pics

2006-08-12T04:57:00.000+08:00

home early today..

was suppose to go see fireworks at 9pm.. but then something cropped up and he had to go "jiak tok".. with gary they all.. sianz half lorx..

so planning to go see the doggies... tink i am not taking the dog.. Hai.. I have no time to take care of her.. Hai.. Tink i shall get my own when i get married or settle down.. I tink having a dog can teach a person what responsibility is.. Reallie sad that my parents dunnoe bout it... Inside of tinking that it is noisy or troublesome to take care... Y dun they tink of the love and care that the family can actually cultivate.. To be together like one.. Hai~.. tT;s wad i tink...

Went to seee the doggies.. They are so cute and fragile.. Like babies.. My goodness.. So cute!!! But too bad.. i've decided to not to have... I shall wait...

Went to boat quey to have fried rice.. Must tink i'm mad.. It's actually becoz all the pubs were packed... So we just hopped from ACOUSTIC to BUMBLE BEE.. Boring...

Going to post some picx..

Together Forever since 18.06.06

New Hair style

Taken at bus stop..

Something that Jerren drew for us..

Muackzz.... Love Yah!!!

happy

2006-08-11T04:14:00.000+08:00

juz gt back frm jb.. Jerren and David finally went steady... Hahaha.. at least she has company nw..

It's been exciting, fun, scary.. this 1 month plus with him... I already got so called close to his frens, fren's gf.. Now his on the wanted list.. so going out maybe sometimes rather sccary.. It's like anything can happen.. Juz pray and hope nothing does... One thing good bout him is that he is nt the type of guy who just go with u for free sex.. Even though we slp in the same bed, we juz cuddle each other to slp.. He doesn't snore..That's wad i like... Hope thinks won't end up till i have to wait for him to come out from jail or something... I don't want to worry.. Sometimes worrying too much will have side effects.. Heeheehee..

Juz started my new subject... Account and Finance... Headache.. scared that there will be a lot of maths or formulae that i have to now or remember... Juz finished my Marketing exam.. Not enough time for me to finish 5 qns in 2 hrs and all the answers must be a page and a half long...

Got many pics to post.. But it's all in my hp... Guess i got to post some other day... Still waiting for my K800i to come... Arh!!! Can't wait to use it..

Maybe i'll be getting a dog.. A mix breed golden retriever.. 2 months plus.. Female.. But the time is i'm not always at home.. Then it's like taking care of a baby.. Come to tink of it.. I can't take care of myself.. Where will i have the time to take care of her.. Hai.. Maybe i can leave it to my bro to play.. Kinda got to discuss with my parents first..

juz posting pic

2006-08-02T03:59:00.000+08:00

Just feel like posting this pic... I edited it from his N70.... Designed in and from a N70... Cool siah!!! Love him and Loke it like crazy... We both have it on our phone's background....

Love Ben Loads!!!!

exams are like next week.. arh...

2006-08-02T03:49:00.000+08:00

i can't believe that it's coming a month and i'm having my exam next monday!!! It's super fast!!! I'm finishing my first module.. 8 more to go... Still going strong!!!

Rushing to finish my project, due date thurs... Haha... 2 more days.. Got a few more slide to finish.. Rehearsal to do and letting Mr Dave go thorugh to see if there are anythings that we left out..

Posting my nail design... Fianlly managed to dl it into my comp...

Isn't the jewel cool...

Altogether on 10 nails i have 45 jewels which cost me $35 !!!

7th month

2006-07-25T03:47:00.000+08:00

Today is the starting of the 7th Month...

Went to do my infills for my scrylic and also did another new nail art.. Now it's blue coz ben chose.. Hee.. I find it nice.. It's a mixture of light blue, pale blue and also pearl glitter white... With 45 jewels on 10 fingers.. Hee... I even counted how many jewels i had....

Ben sick... Fever with cold and cough... He was already feeling unwell in the evening when i met him... But it grew worst when in the later part of the night.. Bought panadol for him and then send him home first..

Father bought new car on sat.... Honda Civic 1.6L v-tec... outside is pearl white and the inside is black... I chose the colour of the car... Will be sharing the car... Father pay full... But i share the usage of the car... Hee....

Juz found out on sun that ben went jail for 2 yrs... Was shocked but was tinking it's already the past. At least he thought of studying to learn a neew skill.. But he is still troubled with money... Happy to hear that he is the kind that saves..

first 4 days of sch

2006-07-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

First 4 days of sch.. Wad can i say.. I'm being to like it.. But it's hell torture waking up like 7.30am very morning.. But i tried.. I noe it won't last long.. Haa.. That's me...

Been going jb these few days.. He doesn't nag or stop me.. Juz worry for me.. Bought a percious moment sewing.. Still in process.. Gonna make into a pillow.. So that he can hug when he sleeps... Hee...

lost $30

2006-07-10T05:32:00.000+08:00

tried my luck on the last match... Bet $30 1X2 away FRANCE... Hai.. now it's all in the pocket of the government... Wad the freek... Wad i guessed all wrong.. WRONG to the MAX!!!

Going to start sch in like 8 hours time... Can't wait to meet new ppl and venture a new schooling environment.. Where i tink everything is on ur own.. To blend well with smart ppl and most importantly the teachers... Hee...

Kulai... 10 ppl... 6 bikes

2006-07-09T06:01:00.000+08:00

Went kulai today... reallie a super long journey... My neck nearly broke off from my shoulder... But had a superb dinner... hehee... There were like 10 ppl with 6 bikes... heehee.. Cool siaH!!!

Managed to buy my bubble gum... Finally i can blow bubble!! Hee Hee....

Tml's my last day of work and i'm going to start sch on monday... Hope i can get my permed hair.. Hee hee.. Wanna look diff for my brand new day of sch... Hee...

sheer madness

2006-07-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

Toally sheer madness this few days... Been going home late..

Went to get my scuplted acrylic nails done... finally... spent like 130 on the nails... then bought myself a bag for school use...

Went East coast with zhen long and jerren.. then we went to party world.... Stayed at his place the whole day of yesterday... Now home coz he had to go work...

Shacked...

pics of me and ben

2006-07-03T05:39:00.000+08:00

Been wanting to post pics.. Hee...

Our first pic together..

Marilyn & Benjamin

3rd july' 06

2006-07-03T05:27:00.000+08:00

Juz got back from eating supper with ben and his frens...

He came to my workplace to meet me and i took rather long to get out of the salon coz there were some problem with the $$.. He waited for me like 1 hr.. So sweet of him.. Then i went to get myself a new pair of shoes At U.R.S... After that we took a cab down to bugis as i wanted to get a bag from ZINC... Went there in vain... coz they onli had one piece left.. and the bag was faulty... sad... Nvm.. Will be going back next monday.. Heex.. After that met up with his frens and we went to the coffee shop to have dinner. Then we headed to bugis village to look around.. After window shopping we headed to Marina Square and me played LAN games... Hahah.. Each person onli spent like $1.50 on It coz they had to close shop.. Wanted to play pool or even bowling but all was closed by the time we left.. Then after much discussion on where to go.. Me, Ben and small Ben went to BQ... He had to pass his fren money.. Hanged out at AFRO bar.. After so called clubbing, we went off to have supper with Roy, Roy's bro, Roy's bro's fren and 3 other philipino gers.. At some thai food. The waitress sux to the core.. She can't even take our order properly... Most of us got pissed off by her service. After eating.. we all headed home.. Will nvr go to that thai resturant to eat ever again...

Been feeling kinda getting to like Ben more... Finally got to now his full name... BENJAMIN BILL CHAN CHEN HAO.. Hahha.. BBCCH.... His b'dae is like stuck in my brain... I finally felt the true meaning about gf,bf.. The feeling of holding hands when walking.. Hugging each other.. Kissing each other.. OMG.. That feeling is totally awesome!!! Undescribable... He is a catholic too.. and there are many things that not only i can do.. But he can too.. amazed.. totally amazed... Hai... juz hope that this is nt honeymoon period...

someone new.. Ben

2006-06-28T04:08:00.000+08:00

May not know this person long.. But find him interesting.. His name is BEN...

Knew him from Jerren... 2 weeks ago on a friday at "attica".. He is david's fren... Tall.. not that good looking but average to me... Been calling me dear and darling and wife... Hahaha...

Went out with him today to boat quey to watch soccer.. I drove coz his fren was driving the car... He is a catholic.. but he so call worship biddhistism.. Stays very near my primary sch... terrace hse also... Currently studying at ITE AMK... Wants to go overseas to study.. Has a 4 yrs plus fren call Ah Roy.... He is a bouncer at Xchange at boat quey... Ben is working part time at an Indian pub, Ragawoods.. This is the place where Paddy Ma goes to.. Haahha...

Sent him home after watching the game. When crossing the road he held my hand.. That spark lit.. Before he went off, gave me a goodbye kiss.. heehee.. Tt feeling came.. ArhhhhHhhhh... Wil be taking it slow.. No hard feeligns yet.. Still treat him as a fren... hahaha... Can't slp.. How.. hahha....

didn't answer his call or even call him

2006-06-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Tot of it..

Not calling him, not answering his call... Not msging him and not answering his msg.. Is the best way... Not only a test but also avoid.. This just means that i am nothing worth in his heart to want me back and i shouldn't make myself so cheap. Like hanging myself to sell.. When he wants to come back then come.. I will not go find him or anything. Wasting my time and effort and energy.. Being angry for nothing...

Went to give the cheque for my enrollment and i'm officially starting school on the 10th of July... Hee... Can't wait to start school.. But in another way I can't have the heart to leave TWISTER... Hai... The jokers there and the politics.. Hee... Feel like a BIG FAMILY... But i have to persue my dream... Can't let anything stop me... Hee...

Went bugis with Collin.. The went to eat "ma la huo guo".. Super ex... Can't believe that 2 person $44+... Totally madness.. Not eating that again... Then now waiting for Leon to come and fetch me... Going to JB with jerren... heehee... I'm like so happy.. Single and loving it...

guys are just bastards

2006-06-22T03:39:00.000+08:00

Guys are totally just plain bastards!!!

Wendy likes this guy PING.. He asked her if she was going ZOUK today. Told her that he was maybe going. Wendy said yes. I accompained her there. Whe we were there, we met him at the enterance. Then after that we proceeded into the area. We walked round and round the versinity. It was dam packed and we were practically rubbing bums against everyone. Wad i expected. Wendy msged PING and asked him where was he, he just replied that he will join her "later". We were so bored that we intended to just sit down and try to look for PING. We were bored to death. Didn't have mood to drink or anything. Sat there for like half an hour and no sign of PING. Then we headed back. Such an ass hole. Ask ppl to go there and he doesn't have the initiative to like accompany her for awhile or even look for her. Wad a jerk.

The whole of today i was trying to call him and tok to him. But it seems that everytime i call, it's either he doesn't pick up or he says he will call me back. I called at bout 1 plus coz i went to get lunch and went to the bank to bank in money. He didn't even call or even msg back. Waited for his call for like until 5 plus. Called him, still didn't pick up. Tried again, he picked up. Said he was busy. While the whole time he was waiting for the "ti ti" to come, he could hae made the initiative to call or even msg. But no.... Msged him and told him off. Then did he call back. Called back and he asked me wad the msg i sent was all about. Confronted him bout it but he just state that he was busy and when we toked i was toking to someone else. Then was bout me, everytime i toked to him i didn't even complain that his frens were toking to him. Wad a selfish freek. Just tinking of himself!!! Asked him where he was and he said he was on his way home. Asked if he was meeting me for dinner and wad time he was coming back. He just told me to go have dinner with my colleges. I got pissed off and said will call him when i get home. After finishing dinner, my colleges and i just toked and joked till like 12 plus. Then he msged and asked me whether i was home. I replied no. He added and asked which guy i was with. I said a lot of guys. And asked y we ate till so late. Then i told him that we were celebrating my PR's birthday. Then he said everytime go eat dinner with them surely got something on. I was like wad the hell. If u dun believe me then forget it. I got reallie pissed off. While at zouk, he msged me and said still dun wanna go back right?... i didn't bother to msg back. wasting my brain cells to get angry. I will just try nt to msg him or even clal him that much tml. It's reallie frustrating. Wanna have dinner with him and he gives me this type of attitude to see. It's liek he tinks he is not in any wrong. I'm tired... I wanna move on... HELP!!!!!

KBoxing 10.06.2006

2006-06-21T03:08:00.000+08:00

Not many ppl notice that today is 20.06.2006... isn't it cool.. But the day seem to go pass rather fast.

After work went dinner with Peter, Ray and Wendy. Then after that Wendy initiated that we go KBox and sing.. Without hesitation, we all went. Sang and laughed our lungs out.. Took some reallie crazy and insane photos... We all laughed til our teeth nearly dropped out. I bought this magic chain and ring. Managed to figure out how to do the trick.. Hee.. Practice makes perfection..

The Twister Family

Me & Wendy darling

Ray & Me

Crazy Pet & me

Peter & Wendy

Ray & Peter

Nerdie Pet

Nerdo Peter

Cutie Pet

finally i went out....

2006-06-18T04:50:00.000+08:00

Oh my.. this whole week i've been such a goodie two shoe.. Been home the whole time.. I can't imagine myself doing that.. But i serously did.. I didn't even sneak out to club or anything.. Once home i'm like dead beat.. I'll be slacking at home.. Lying on my bed, watching tv and playing maple.. Then i'll get tired and i slp at like 1 plus... That's total madness to me..

Today's sales was utterly gd.. $2,6++.. Saturday is normally like that but as for our salon is newly opened, it's considered to be rather gd. I chased away a lot of ppl.. We can even reach $3k if the stylist were quick and could do. The stylist were rather slow in doing their stuff. Conflicts happen and ppl dun like each other. One of our technician is leaving and tt's sad. She didn't like one of the other stylist. The fact is we can't let anybody go.. as sales is slowly improving and we are getting more and more customers every single day.. But she said she will be leaving at the end of the month.. or until we find someone to replace her.. We just employed 1.. But he is reallie veri slow with his hands. It is not the speed that we want. As for her, she does things faster and is able to help out the stylist. After work, some of my colleges and i went for dinner at "5 star". We were toking bout how is the working style and habits of the other stylist. Ranging from their bad points to their good points. Enlightening to hear and reallie feel that i am like a part of the big family.

Went to Yishun Dam with him to meet his frens. Was someone's b'dae. They were drinking. I managed to drink Vodka Resberry. Took haof a cup as i was driving. Unlucky that i was driving, tt i could drink much. Many ppl were at the dam. Ranging from Big "kong long's" to small little bikes... Eye opening. After slacking there we went to yishun 848 to have supper then went home. Felt tired.. Tml i'm working.. Oh yah.. I forgot... Tml is FATHER'S DAY!!

"HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY.... STAY HANDSOME AND FIT ALWAYS.. SOME ONE WHO I CANN'T LIVE WITHOUT... LUV YAH ALWAYS!!!"

shao wei brought things over my place

2006-06-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

OMG... Shao Wei is still doing what he has been doing.. He actually came over my place yest and gave my mother some biscuit thing. And he even gave me chewing gum. OMG.. Ha ha.. He is as sweet as ever. Oh No.. am i starting to like.... On My.. I dun dare to think..

Today's total sales was $2,200.45... Highest since we started. I was shocked when i saw the total. Everybody was working like mad today. Nobody had time to even rest. But i had.. Hee...

Dixon is out of camp. He msged and told me so i called him for a chat. Then went to have my bath. Feel slpy.. Tink i'm gonna talk a early nap.. Nitez.

spent the day at his place..

2006-06-12T05:02:00.000+08:00

Yest(sat), went to work at HEATWAVE coz the salon director was on leave. Called Wei Ping over, as she wanted to buy the jacket that i had. But instead, she bought jeans. After work walked around Marina Square to look for "braun buffel" wallet for him. As of fact there were no such shop in Marina Square. But instead, i bought the bath scrub(purple) frm body shop for him. Then i headed to Suntec to try my luck.

Total maddness in Suntec. Everywhere was crowded, packed and discounts. Choatic and squeezy. Managed to find the shop but it was like onli 10% discount. No big diff. Couldn't find a nice one and the price was rather steep. After that i went shopping. Bought a silver bag for $25 (usual price was $39). Went to levis but ut was packed. Giordano was same. Even watson was crowded!! Couldn't find anything nice in TOPSHOP.. So i gave up and went to Starbucks to have my ice blended cuppacino with caramel and a ugly curry puff. The ugly curry puff was nt bad but the drink was totally gd.. HAhaha... Sat there alone and slacked. Played my Suduko to entertain myself. Bout 11 plus started heading to city link.. Was suppose to catch the train but ended up shopping.. Hahaha.. Went to SERIES.. got myself a lacy top and another kind of see through off shoulder... total bomb.. $60+... That's after discount. By the time i took my eyes of those discounted items, there was no train.. Hahha.. Had to take cab home. Sad... The taxi stand "q" was LONG, didn't have the patience to wait so decided to call my fav SILVERCAB. The operator told me i had to wait for 12 mins... Wad the heck.. so long... but i still waited. The driver came in like 5-10mins. He said he was nearby and was standing by for ppl to call cab. Smart driver..

Upon reaching home, he told me to go over his place. So after my bath i went to hougang plaza KOPITIAM to buy supper for him. Mee Pok dry, a little chillie. The headed over to his place. Helped him to clean his air fresherner thingie.. Then while watching tv, he took out a packet of jelly and wen sat down to eat. After that i felt tired and fell aslp.

Was suppose to go for work today. But i woke up late. Ivy called me and i had to tell a lie.. Hee... Slept till bout 1 plus and i woke up.. Went to the living room to read newspaper at the same time took notice of the movies that were on. When we were leaving for lunch at Rivervale Mall, it started to rain super heavily. Totally blur vision. I couldn't even see the blocks opposite his place. Though the heavy rain, we took the boggest umbrella he had and headed to the mall. Was practically drenched from the hip down despite having the umbrella. Went to the food court and ate Tom Yam Soup. Shiok!!! Cold weather, with a bowl of tom yam. The feeling was good. Then went downstairs to meet with jerren as she was working there. After chatting i took a bus home.

Was practically stoning away at home playing maple.. Bout 10 plus i went to meet him for my dinner. We went to Yio Chu Kang rd's prata shop and ate my fav "plaster and mutton soup".. We had no plans so after dinner, we headed to MUSTAFFA and did some shopping.. Bought my Herbal Essence's shampoo and Clean and Clear facial wash. As it was still early i juz drove anywhere where there was road. Ended up at Kallang's Mac. Kelvin came along and we sat till bout 3 plus then with my heavy eyes drove him back.

horrible day

2006-06-08T00:59:00.000+08:00

I dun wanna tell anybody bout my trouble coz i tink it's of no use. So i rather vent it here where i can juz put in lay mans term and then read through.

We quarrelled. Nothing special but it's getting annoying. Today's quarell is juz becoz of nt meeting me for dinner. Maybe i juz expect too much from him. Juz wanted to meet for dinner and he states that if we meet after that he will go out and sometimes he is veri tired. But the thing is not always. Like yest, we met jerren and mark for dinner den went back. Then he stated that they can meet then go each others place and asked can we? I mean, like i'm onli toking bout meeting for dinner and if he is tired then we can both go back. I'm okie with it.

I dun tink i'm expecting too much. It's like simple common sense wad a "BF" should do for his "GF". It totally make my "feeling" distant away from him. I may understand that he may be tired but the fact is everytime it happens that i wanna meet for dinner, he will either work till veri late or juz wait till i get home then he gets home. It reallie pissed me off. To think that he is so called avoiding me.

He's suppose to come over my place and i told him that once my parents slp i will call him. And i will onli call 3 times. My parents slpt like 12 plus coz they were watching some VCD. Called him and indeed he was already slping. Tired reason again. I myself am tired of hearing his reason. I juz msged him and told him off..

"Knew it u can't wait.. U should noe that my parents dun slp early wan.. i'm reallie tired.. Tink we juz remain as frens is the best.. nitez"

Now i regret that i said that i wanna to be together and to start afresh. We should juz remain as frens and go seperate ways. He does his stuff and i do my stuff. Juz come out enjoy when he is free. It's juz not my type at the moment. I wan frens... I want o be busy going out and enjoying. Yeah!!! That's wad i wan!!!!!

1st day at TWISTER

2006-06-07T01:16:00.000+08:00

Today is my first day working at TWISTER by MONSOON.

Walking distant away frm my house coz it's onli at Hougang Mall. Ha!! Ppl there are freiendly, love to smile, love to joke. So time flies veri fast. I feel like i am a full time/ part time for MONSOON. I have moved from MONSOON at Bugis to HEATWAVE at Marina Square to TWISTER at Hougnag Mall.. Hee..

After work went to trim my eyebrows then met jerren mark and him for dinner then off home.

happy day

2006-06-02T07:00:00.000+08:00

Woke up early in the morning and accompanied him to the bank. At the same time i went to activate my POSB debit master card. After that went to UOB and he went to deposit money. We headed to the coffee shop outside Hougang Mall to have lunch. The mee there was totally horrible. The nooble was hard and the taste of the whole dish was terrible. Will never eat from that stall again.

After lunch we headed to the VCD shop in Hougang Mall to change my cd. The person verbally told me that nothing was wrong it. But when she tried playing it, the cd skipped a lot of times. She didn't allow me to change to other disc and said she will call me when extra set was avaliable. Then headed to the handphone shop on the 4th lvl. Twister which is open by Monsoon had already started businiess. But their offical opening is on the 14th June. Saw Ivy there. Went to ask about Nokia 6280 price and it's function, but came to the final decision that i won't buy that phone. Too lousy. No Symbian. I rather take the N80. Looks nicer and it's 3 megapixals!!!

We headed to Sungei Kadut to see spare parts for his "kong long". Bought a ROV mirror. It was a bit rusty and didn't have that chrome look. I polished it and turned out to be super shining. Heehee... He then fixed it right away. After that we Headed to sengkeng where he went to spray paint red(33) on his front spot light's cover. Looked kinda nice and fierce. When we were there, we heard toy racing car sounds. Juz then i knew that some ppl had converted that unwanted land into a toy racing monster truck track. Kinda cool. After which i went home and he went to meet his insurence agent.

In the night, went to have dinner at "sissors cut". Then while waiting for Jerren to come back form JB, we went rounding the area. Bout 3 we met Jerren at "sissors cut". Since he had to work the next day, i sent him home first. Then me and Jerren went to Cini Leisure's KBox. Sang for bout 2 hrs. Then headed home.

headache day

2006-05-30T04:21:00.000+08:00

Today, went out with Mark & Jerren. They couldn't tink of anywhere to go so he decided that we went to Marina South to play pool. As usual they were late and we waited at the car park for like 1/2 an hour. Haha.. It's actually okie coz we are liek used to it.

Played a few rounds with them but one thing is nobody could beat him. Haha... Mark got so frustrated that he lost so many rounds that he decided to play with me and Jerren.. Haha.. We played for an hour or so then we went back.

When reaching his place, asked him if he wanted to slack out or i go his place. He juz said anything so i decided to go to his place. When going up the multi story carpark, he said that if went to his place he wouldn't have time to slp... But in fact i would be the one that will not slp coz i got to go back at 5... He could still slp for that few hours. Then after that go back to slp lor.. Was not happy. Felt that he was like hiding something from me. Feeling depressed for nothing i went round punggol then went to KOPITIAM to get myself a cup of hot TEH'O.. then went back. After my bath i felt so refreshed. He called my phone 3 times but i was bathing. Then called him. His reaction to my questions was so slow, so i juz told him to go slp. After putting down the phone, he msged..
"Since u dun even bother to talk.. than y bother to call"
then i msged back..
"U dun wanna say anything wad.. Ur response so slow.. Wad u wan me to continue."
I added on..
"I dunnoe i'm the one angry or u lor.. u gimmie that attitude for wad.. Like i said before u can't lower ur ego lor."
He didn't reply back so i guess he fell aslp. I dun wannna tink so much.. Like wad i said, it's onli a game.

yik feng's 1 yr b'dae

2006-05-29T04:00:00.000+08:00

Managed to recover from yesterday's fever but the diorhea is still going on. Ran to the toilet 3 times in the morning. Is like everything i eat comes out in liquid form form my ass hole. CRY... Hai.. I will nvr eat at the Jap resturant at Cini Leisure. Bad experience.

Today, i drove to Jurong West via KJE. Drove the whole stretch of KJE. Something different from the normal PIE, CTE.. But it was like faster from that way then going by CTE. Went to his college's son 1 yr old b'dae. Food there was okie but didn't had appetiate to eat much. Everytime i try eat i will have to go toilet. Horrible feeling. Ppl there were friendly. I have to say one thing. There were so many kids!!! My goodness.. Small little active nincompops... running and shouting and crying.. totally made the house upside down. His frens and him and I had to hide in the master bedroom to escape from the noise. We watched "gu hua zai" part 3. The scenes that were showed in the MTV. Nice to the max!!!

The farniest thing was that when time to cut cake, the mother, CANDY, didn't prepare film and wanted the father to go down to get. When i told them i brought, they were so happy.. I juz happily snapped every single happy moment of their son and also the relatives. After cutting cake, the son had to bath. I also snapped shots of him playing water. He was playing reallie happily, splashing the water, trying to stand up. The most important thing is that he was smiling.

After that CoCo called us to go outside for drinking session. I was driving so i didn't touch. He drank together with his frens. But mainly y i didn't drink was becoz of my stomach. I was afraid that if i drink it will get worst. Then after the drinking session, everyone helped CANDY to clear up the place and also the food. It was reallie a waste that she throw all the left over food away. After sitting for awhile, we left.

Yik Feng's B'dae cake

Happy Family

Fever, Headache, Stomach ache, muscle ache

2006-05-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday 27 May 2006, was an super enjoyable day. Me and jerren had to go to cini leisure to do the promoting of ACTIVADE.

Met Jerren at Somerset MRT, then went cini food court to eat. I ate beef rice with miso soup and coke, jerren ate mee wrap egg and coke. After eating, we quickly went to change. The wind that day was string and our skirts nearly flew up.. HahA... We requested tht we change to our own skirt or jeans. We started giving out around 2 plus. We had to give in small cups and there were lots of rejection cause i tink the ppl find it troublesome tt they need to throw away the cups. But around 4 plus, we started giving out in the packets. Ppl were grabbing like mad. They were taking like 10 over packets. It was reallie a disaster.

After finishing all the cartons, my feet was like jelly and was perspiring profusly. I was also sensing a sharp pain in my stomach. I qucickly went to change. The moment i stood up the pain came and came. i couldn't stand it so i took a cab home. I vomiitted and had dirohea. Was feeling totally uncomfortable. But in the end i still went to watch DAVINCI.

I wouldn't say the show is simple. It's very confusing for those who are not catholics. I find it interesting and knowledgeable. It reallie tells me more of the LAST SUPPER, HOLY GRAIL, MARY MADALENE, THE SYMBOLS OF MALE & FEMALE... and other theories or mythes.

After the show i was having the feeling of vomitting. So i quickly rushed to the toilet. Vommitted all my BIG PRAWN NOODLE out. The noodle had not digested and was in it's solid form. CoCo followed me to the toilet. She was having the same problem and she too vommitted. After that we left for the the KOPITIAM. They were feeling hungry and i wanted to drink something hot. There i saw JUMALI and TERRY'S BRO (DAO WEI). Hee... We didn't sit long and left after i drank finish my tea. I had a difficult time walking as my head was very pain and my muscles were aching. When in the car, i popped in 2 PANADOL EXTRA and slept. He was so sweet as to let me slp even though he had already reached my place. heehee. But after a nites slp with no air con and fan, i feel much betta. Fever went up to 38.1 degrees.

Now the fever is gone but the diorhea is still going on. I bet it's the beef rice thing i ate that is causing my stomach upsetnesss. Neva gonna eat there again.

dinner at bedok 511

2006-05-27T03:28:00.000+08:00

After work everyone was so exited for dinner. Rachel drove and and her fren mel to bedok blk 511 to meet the rest. It's suppose to be some farewell dinner for carol but to me i tink it was like a gathering. We ate sting ray, "la-la", pig organ mee sua, "cheng teng"and others.. Had great time sharing our experiences and cracking lame jokes for everyone. Before we left, we took a group photo. Find it kinda nice myself.

Will be at Cini leisure tml. From 1pm to 7pm. Promoting the drinks. Me and jerren and Mel will be there. If anyone sees this do come down and see me.. Haha..(thick-skin)...

The big ACTIVADE family!!!
(Front: Left to right Rachel, Me, Carol, Angela.
Back: Left to right Jerren, Rachel's sis)

i'm happy again

2006-05-26T04:55:00.000+08:00

Starting off this entry with a smile. Everythings seems like going well after yesterday's quarrell. He sent me this SMS...

"If u tink a couple can't share everything n everything nvr say is ok n keep everything to yourself than i tink is meaningless to be together."

First of all the couple thing shocked me. Secondly i'm surprised that he tinks we are together when i didn't give any answer. Thirdly, after wad he said, the next day morning, he was so caring as to ask me to remember to bring small umbrella as it was raining. Like ErH.. i feel touched he changed, but i'm nt sure whether it will be long lasting. Sigh~.. i'll just wait and see.

After work walked to central POPULAR to buy SODUKO book. I left mine at MONSOON. Then went to the small shops to look at accessories. I came across this square shaped ring and thought it was nice so decided to buy 1 for him and me.. heehee. I find it farnie giving a ring to a guy, but wad the heck i already gave. HaHa. In the early morning, went to BEDOK 85 to eat minced meat mee. Asked jerren and Mark to come along too. Between the guys conversation was just totally so bikey. Between the girls conversation was about work.

Our ring..

Accident at Telok blangah

2006-05-25T03:18:00.000+08:00

On the 24.5.06, evening time, an accident occured at Telok Blangah. A contianer truck loaded with a trailer was travelling on a 2 way traffic small lane near a temple. When trying to avoid hitting a oncoming SUBARU in the opposite lane, the container on the trailer hit the big branches on the tree and came crashing down on the SUBARU. When the branches came crashing down, it hit on the lamp post and the lamp post collaspe in front of the container truck. The wires attached to the lamp post was pulled causing another lamp post to slant. No damages was caused to the container truck but unfortunately the SUBARU was badly crashed. The driver in the car suffered injuries and was sent to the hospital. The status on the driver's injuries are not clear. About the charges that the containter truck driver will be charged are not clear. Will update for any new news.

Below are pictures of the accident sence.

Front view of the accident scene. The bright light is the lamp post that crashed down.

Side view of the lamp post that crashed down.

The broken tree brach.

Back view of the accident scene. View of the SUBARU that was crashed.

The SUBARU's car plate. SGG547 U. New car.

ACTIVADE

2006-05-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

Currently i'm working as a part-time promoter for this new sports drink "ACTIVADE". It is made of 100% natual ingredients (coconut juice). But the flavour is a bit limey. Some pple like it but others either find it too sour or has a farnie taste. Y coconut juice, some ask. Mainly becoz coconut juice contains electrolydes which are easily absorbed into the body. This will help ur body recover the energy after a work out. Some ppl give feedback that the packaging is not friendly and they find it hard to drink every sip from the package. Some dun noe how to open the cover. Farnie ppl with farnie excuses.

That's me in my uniform.

My boss Rachel and Me

18,19,20.... Catherine, winnie and me

That's our stand at the main enterance of SAFRA toa payoh gym. Catherine and me.

That's me and an actor. Sadly i dunnoe his name. But i remember his looks. Big eyes, huge smile.. He's tall & friendly.

ah tio's 50 th b'dae @ ritz calton

2006-05-23T04:19:00.000+08:00

My mother's sister's husbands birthday on 21.5.06. I call him "Ah Tio".. Dun ask me y, i have no idea. Heex. Went to Ritz Calton to have buffet. Second time i've been there. The first time i went there was when my mum turned 50. That was lik 2 yrs ago.. Now is my uncle's turn. So they decided to go back there to eat.

Food there is some or rather the same. Nothing new. Different types of food but the same variety. Kinda boring. Dessert was interesting as some came in small cups or saucers. But i managed to eat every single type there had there.. small portions of course. Bought my uncle a key pouch whereas my bro got for him a nose hair cutter.. haha.. Didn't see the bill as my aunt paid for it. Hai!....

singing b'dae song

mum and dad

My aunt & uncle

BIG FAMILY

happy

2006-05-21T05:18:00.000+08:00

went to HEATWAVE at marina square to help out as part time recep.. worked from 11am to 8 pm.. tiring but enjoyable. Rejected quite a few ppl coz there were nt enough manpower. Not too many fussy customers. Not too many customers had to wait that long. So it was a good sign. Sales was okie 3k plus.

After work went to get a new blue jeans skirt. Dun even expect it to be long. The sales ger said i look betta with short skirt. Heex... The while walking to take an escalator to the City Link, bumped into my TP mates. Chatted for like 1/2 an hour then both parties had to go off. Took a train back to hougang. Went home took a quite bath and quickly called ah bee before he falls aslp.

Drove over to his place. Before going off i asked him

Me " remember the cross stitch i was doing?" Do u tink i shld frame it up?"
Bee " yar. Frame will be nice"
Me " But do u tink it is nice that i made it like tt. (taking out the plastic bag)."

His reaction was all he needs to make me happy. He was shocked and at the same time touched. I could feel it. Then he gave me a peck on the cheek. He started to ask if i made the pillow. And i said yes. I mean the cross stitch by me but making it into the pillow case i had to get someone to do for me. Told him that everytime he hug or see the pillow, he will remember and tink of me. He smiled and started to hold my hand. That moment, i couldn't stop smiling.

After that, we went to lavendar to have my fav "pig organ soup".After my dinner, which was his supper, left for Lower Pierce Reservoir. He drove. Took the route to balastier to Upper Thomson Rd. Bought drinks at the petrol station juz in case we got thristy. Then headed to the car park. Pitch Black but plenty of cars. Got out of the car and walked to the park. A long "L" shaped lane with benches and lamps. Bright and visable to see anything. Sat down, enjoyed the wind and talked. He started to fall aslp after a while cause it was rather boring. I started to go nuts. Kept whispering into his ear " testing 1 2 3...(x2) anybody there" he kept laughing and laughing. Was happy and enjoying but also frustrated cause he wanted to get some rest before we headed back. Then i stopped for a while and then continued " Hello (hello... hello) echo." We both laughed reallie hard. I was totally enjoying the moment. After a while i suggested that we head back as it was rather late.

Before he left the car, he gave me a goodbye kiss, and i reminded him to put the pillow in his truck. Then i left. On the way back, i couldn't stop smiling and recallign that moment. Wad a great night.

Off tml so i can stay up so late. Was doing my nails before writing this. Here is my design...

pics at sentosa 12.5.06

2006-05-18T05:08:00.000+08:00

Said that i will post the pics when we were at sentosa.. here they are...

that's me in my new blue bikini..

me and bee..

me and ms jerren..

full length of me and mr bee

the guys playing volley bball.

jerren posing..

I've finally changed my blog

2006-05-17T06:22:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i have made changes to my blog. I tink this one looks nice. Loads of things has happened but i'm not gonna tok about it..
Shao Wei is gone and now i'm happy to be single but not avaliable. Hee... But i like the way it is now. Not intending to go into another relationship that soon.. wanna relax and enjoy.

Now working as a promoter for this new beverage "ACTIVADE". It's a sports drink. 100% natural ingredients not like H2O or other drinks. Made 70% of coconut juice. Mind u.. coconut juice will nt make u fat. It is coconut milk that is the one. A lot of ppl mistake.

Now i'm in contact with ah bee.. He says he wanna treat me betta then wad he treated me last time.. been with him this 1 month... going out with his frens to KBOX or going changi to slack or going for dinner or going shopping.. it's been reallie interesting. Juz went to sentosa with him, jerren, mark (jerren's bf), boon teck and some of mark's frens. Will be posting some photos soon. Feel that my new blog is rather plain.

Been driving around but kinda getting bored of going to the same places. If anyone has places to recommend pls do in my taggie. Thanx...

it's the second day.. of quarrell

2006-03-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

it was juz like yesterday that we had our first quarrell.. tonite... again ... this time is becoz of his soccer.. i'm like freaking bored to hell from 8pm.. he say that he is trying to won back money.. keep asking where he wanna go but no answer.. juz quarrelled again... say i nvr open up and tell him... but it's very obvious lor.. i'm like alone mvr tok to him for so many hours... he doing his stuff... i entertaining myself... hai~.. i cried again... seems so hard to hold back my tears.. i reallie dunnoe wad to do or say...

now i'll juz do my stuff and see how it goes lor...

THE FIRST TIME (11th MARCH'06).... TOH SHAO WEI SHOUTED AT ME

2006-03-11T02:12:00.000+08:00

was walking back from my house after putting the car back at my place... was playing with him.. told him to close his eyes and walked... i juz merely was playing and said his eyes were open.then all of a sudden he shouted very loudly at me... ANGRY.... i dun tink i did anything wrong lor... not happy about it totally....!!!

THE FIRST TIME (11th MARCH'06).... TOH SHAO WEI SHOUTED AT ME. AND STOPPED WALKING ALONG THE ROAD!.

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2006-03-01T05:41:00.000+08:00

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it's our 6th month ann

2006-03-01T05:17:00.000+08:00

time has past so fast and it's our 6th month ann...

been through good and bad times together.. scolding and nagging... happiness and more happiness... won't forget the moments we spend. The times we spent on the phone chatting everyday, the time we meet each other, the time we spend at each others place... playing beating... reallie wish these moments won't fade away at all....

waited for 5th months... now he is a corporal.... another 19 more months.. i can wait... and i will wait... love you to the max shao wei!!! muackzz!!

honeymoon peroid is OVER

2006-01-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

okie.. it's over.. all the lovey dovy thingie is alreadi over.. started on the 14th jan.. our first quarrel juz becoz of me going out with dixon.. next... it is today... i'm not feeling well... been sneezingand coughing the whole day.. msged him and told him about my sickness.. and wad do i get when he call.. an angry tone and scolding..

wad i msg to him is juz nothing? tellign him my day and wad i was feeling is no use.. he can't like ask me how is my sickness or something.. the first thing that he did was to scold me for eating mac.. wad the heck lor.. that's not call concern or care lor.. he thinks he is the onli one that is du lan.. soorie lorx.. i am the one who is sick.. i feel du lan also lorx...

then i juz barely starting saying bout going to chinatown around 3 plus to buy cheap stuff.. and wad happened to that conversation.. another quarrel.. saying that i onli listen to my frens and not him.. wad the freak.. he juz state after midnight and i juz barely told him the time.. how would i noe wad he meant by after the countdown.. i haf nvr been to chinatown on chinese new year before..

btw.. i'm home and i was suppose to call him when i reached home.. but then i see myself in a small fault onli.. now he says that his scolding was a form of concern.. wad concern do u get out of scolding.. to me i tink wad u get out of scolding is a negetive answer and i reallie dun wish that to happen.. i juz hate quarrelling.. it reallie sucks and make the love not stronger but the other way around... juz hope that tml will be a betta day...

our first quarrell

2006-01-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

We had our first small quarrell... on the 16th jan 06...

went out with dixon to bugis then bao bei not happy.. but is he call me out then juz nice that toopid jackal not free lorx... dixon was farking late lorx... du lan... went to buy clothes... got a dress, a halter corcep top and a green singlet.. with green necklace..hehee...

then about 11 plus took the last bus home...before we took the bus tok to bao bei for 1 hour lorx... hehee.. then bao bei lecture me here and there until i got a little frustrated... but then after some tok we were oki larx...

i'm going KL!!!

2005-12-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

okie... i'm like super excited... leaving for KL lata in 6 hrs time.. and where is bao bei.. he is enjoying himself and his company in ZOUK!! hehee... should like him enjoy himself larx.. fair and square... hope he dosen't drink that much and can wake up lata.. his coming over to my place after he washes up and changes... heehee

father gave me 400RM... grandmother gave me 150RM.... m other gave me 100S... my goodness... i juz had to pay for my tix.. isin't that cool.. heehee... got loads of things to get for myself and for ppl.. heehee... i'm sure i'm gonna enjoy myself there... prepared camera.. heehee..

packed my stuff.. hope i didn't miss anything out... i'm gonna miss my sweethearts.. padmaa... wei ping... sarah... heehee.... love u guys!!! muackz!!! i'm phoneless there... so get in touch with me on the 11 th...

MISS U GUYS!!!!!!!!

i passed my TP

2005-12-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

omg... i actually managed to pass my license!! omgoodness...

i did strike the curb, but then the instructor actually gave me 3 chances.. and the third time i managed to park properly... i was so scared that my hands were sweaty lorx.. then the other circuit routes were okie i tink.. ahah...i took route 4.. simple route... everything was keeping left.. so nothing wrong... seriously the instructor that took me was GREAT!!!!.. he actually covered one eye throughout the whole test... then on the way back to cdc, he started to do the ticking.. i was like so scared that he will tick a lot of times.. when back he was like in a hurry.. he opened the door before i even stopped the chair totally... haha.. then he walked up so fast... went into the room and sat down... was so scared and excited.. then i saw the instructor tick the failed box first.. then after that he tick the passed box.. then he wrote 14.. when i saw that.. i was like flyng already lorx@!!!! i went down.. called mummy and daddy... haha.. they were so happy for me... heehee....

I CAN DRIVE!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!

i passed my TP

2005-12-01T00:17:00.000+08:00

booking confirmed!!

2005-11-29T09:58:00.000+08:00

okie... i'm extremely happy... everything is going according to plan and it is confirm that we are going overseas on the 8th to the 11th of december.... going to KL... OMG... i reallie can't wait for that day... sort of planned like where we going for the 4days 3 nights... and also how much we going to bring.. but i am afriad that stuff there are not nice.. i dun wanna buy food come back lorx.. tt will be so sianz lorxz.. haha.. bao bei also excited...

it is like 10am in the bloody morning.. coz yesterday we were contridicting bout whether to go to bangkok instead of KL.. coz the things are like more cheaper over there... hai~.. dunnoe how also.. maybe we should juz stick to KL and enjoy there.. then maybe next year then we go to bangkok.. and next we will not book peak period.. no way lorx... it is either no flight back or no space in the hotel or the price will be super expensive... hai~..

i'm going stay excited bout the KL thingie and also muz remember that i got my TP test like tml.. wad the hell lorx.. i have no mood lorxx.. sianz.. half.. haiz...

we are going to KL!!!

2005-11-26T20:21:00.000+08:00

i'm super excited becoz my mum actually nvr disagree bout we going overseas.. i even discussed it with her lorx... omg.. i was so excited till i am like earning fro the time to pass by fast so that i can be with him in our own world.. that will be so cool lorx!!!!

he is going to POP on the 6th of Dec'05.... then maybe on the 8th or 9th we will be going to KL to do some shopping and enjoy ourself lorx... i have nvr been overseas without my parents lorx.. it will be dam cool lorx!!! omg.. i am bloody dam happy lorx... but the most important thing is that he go renew his passport first.. then we can go... then somemore he is like coming back on at 11am... arh.. cnanot wait lorx... hai~.. dunnoe whether to wait for him there at pasir ris.. hai~... i juz need slp larx.. been pushing myself in work... trying to work as much as i can so that dec pay i will not suffer.... hai~`... i gt thing one lorx...

love that guy to pieces lorx!!!

feel like flying

2005-11-17T16:34:00.000+08:00

everybody say that this is our honeymoon period... but then i dun tink so... i can't find anything bad bout him accept for he bets soccer larx... it's like a total fairytale.... so sweet and lovely...

although he is like in camp and we are apart.. but i can feel then we are like '2 hearts beating as 1', neva can we part... juz sweet words like calling me 'sweetheart' or 'sweetie pie' feels like heaven to me... hai~... say i'm childish or imature for a relationship... but of all the relatioships... i have neva met someone who understands so much about me or wad i do... or even wad i wan... his small surprises juz make me wanna fly high up to the sky.... or even float to my ceiling... we will have a lot of things to say everytime we tok on the phone... it's like there's not a moment we are like lost of topics or something... the convesation juz goes on and on.. and we can tok for hours.. not keeping track of the time lorx...

i reallie love him to the max and reallie hope that things will turn out fine in the long run....

wad a long day

2005-10-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

been working night shift for sat and sun.. wow... tiring... yesterday 6pm to 6am coz i extend... then today 6pm to 6am coz i request.. heehee.. and then later i'm working at 11am to 5pm.. coz bao bei is coming out camp.. and now i have onli 2 hours to slp but then i dun dare to slp.. i scared later i cannot wake up and go to work late.. then kana scolding again then die... will not be a veri nice sight lorx.. they will terminate me lorx... somemore lynn and the boss is like eyeing on those who come late for work lorx... i gotto be a saint for today lorx... 'dong' until later int he night.. i tink i can lorx.. heehee.. it's not the first time i am doing this... heehee...

reallie excited that i am going to see my bao bei after like 8 days of being alone.. he will be out until fri.. heehee.. then he will be going to the jungle... then the most sianz part is that he cannot use the phone... so i will be like total handicap and lost without hearing his voice or even 'reporting' to him lorx... it will feel totally horrible for sure... hai~... but i gotto 'ren' lorx.. hai~..

it's gonna be our 2nd month in like a day's time.. time reallie passes so fast and it's like our second month... i have not planned wad to do.. but i feel liek going shopping at bugis village then maybe go to the new tim sum resturant and eat then maybe go catch the andy lau movie then go K Box... heehee... then the skelton plan larx... but must also see wad he wans to do also... this time i will treat coz i am the one who got my pay... must pamper my bao bei once in a while larx.. heehee...

okeiokie... going to play maple to pass my time before i have to head straight back to work again... sianz to the max... onna change job next year for sure... wait till i find a job lor... heeehee...

yoh yoh..

2005-10-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

i'm back.. heehee... i noe it's been long since i wrote in...

been busy with work and missing my bao bei... without him i feel so lost... i geel like a part of me is not functioning well... hai~... that's the feeling when u get when u are in love... it's like coming to our 2nd month.. and i am reallie looking forward to it... exactly on deepavali.. heehee.. and i'm so taking off on that day... gonna give him the thing that i made for him...

3 more days till he come back from tekong.... i find him reallie well planned and the type of person that will plan fir his future... a person who noes how to plan and also to do things in advance and not last minute like me.. heehee... that's y we click.. like opposite poles attrack...
wad love can reallie do to a person... change a person's life and noe the true meaning of life... hai~.. it's such a beautiful thing..

wanna say reallie soorie to all my friends... soorie for not having the time to meet u all... if got the time... do drop me a msg okie... will be looking forward to see ur msges... dun call me coz when i working i can't answer phone.. heex....

LiFe iS sO bOrInG wItHoUt u BaO bEI!!

2005-10-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

me and bao bei in the bus... goign back to hougang..

2005-10-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

bao bei's new hair style.. so cute looking lorx!!! arh!!!

1 more day!!!

2005-10-20T17:26:00.000+08:00

it's like so fast 2 weeks have passed by....juz 1 more day till i can see his new looks.. heehee.. he's gonna be like a new born baby with new hair.. haha.. sounds cute!!! hai~... miss him dearly man.. it's like being independent for 2 weeks... and making myself busy by working and working.. till like i have no time to go for my driving prac... betta start this week or next week man.. cannot wait.. 30th is my re test.... gotto get that farking license and be over and done with it.. or else i will be stuck at this last stage ...

it was lydia's wedding today... wad a busy and tiring day... went over to her place for lunch.. her place is like an ant hole.. super cramped... had to sit outside to have my lunch.. then chatted with colin... he's a changed person.. that's cool.. in poly and everything after going to jc then army... he didn't do that well in poly so he decided to go poly and take up a course.. seems to be like enjoying it.. so good... then after lunch went over to the church wedding... the service was kinda short.. then after that we all headed home... was kinda tired.. and wanted to head home to slp.. but apparently mother wanted me to paint her nails so couldn't slp... kept myself awake playng maple... heehee... then after getting changed and everything... we headed to hotel continental.. at bugis... it's a reallie cool hotel.. the room was like great and the ballroom was great too.. not too cramped or big.. but juz nice.. the food was nice... and ever dish was like served to each individual... wasn't that full after the dinner.. during the dinner.. we were like crazy.. i took the rose and place it on my mother's hair.. haha... dam crazy.. then my cousin, aunty and me took a orchid and placed on top of our ears.. heehee.. after the dinner.. we actually took 6 roses home and ppl actually followed us.. my goodness.. it was totally mad... heehee...

goign to bed soon.. got work tml and gotto go work early.. can;t be late... or else sir will scold... nitez ppl!!!

MiSS u LOAdS HuBBy!!!

i'm bored.. off today..

2005-10-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

wad a boring day.. not working today... seriously i just feel like working lorx.. hai~... keep me occupied... these 2 days of working nites is reallie great fun lorx... last nite was reallie interesting...

there was this prank caller MR YAN... he is a serious prevert lorx... he called up.. asked whether u can speak chinese and then ask u wad ur name is and then ask wad panties colour we wearing... it's reealie sickening lorx.. he called like a million times lorx.. and non stop... even we try to threaten him... he still calls... and disturbs us lorx... everybody was like so worked up.. and so noisy... nobody was even tinking of slping man.. the whole office was all noisy and purked up... haha... but it was reallie fun yesterday nite... hahazxx....

long long time...

2005-10-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

it's been long since i actually wrote in here!!! hai~... been busy with work and so on... and missing him...

he went in on the 7th and i have been like handicap and lonely... sad sad... been busy occupying myself with work and try not to tink bout him too much... hai~... got to 'ta han' till the 21st then can see him... wad the heck... so long lorx... somemore he will onli be out for 2 days... sad... and i still haf to work lorx... wad shit~!!!hai~.. wad life i am having now... tink it's juz a test for us... to see how strong we are to be alone and not to see each other... hai~...

went swimming with padma today.... heehee... then now working lorx.... heehee.... working graveyard shift today... quite a lot of ppl lorx... heehee.... ppl here are beri friendly and nice.. heehee... can click with them quite well larx.. heehee... dunnoe how i am going to 'taa han' till 9am lorx.. i will surely knock out when i reach home.. heehee... hai....

anyway... anybody wanna order mac tml nite between 11pm-9am... look for me okie.... heehee.... call 67773777.... and look for me!!!!

i miss shao wei!!!!!!!

2005-10-04T02:03:00.000+08:00

taken at billardbar.. while watching MAN U vs FULHAM

2005-10-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

closer view of the necklace..

2005-10-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

card given to me by my bao bei... sweet siah

2005-10-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

our ann gift from kervin.. heehee.. the one with the strawberry is the best...

2005-10-04T01:56:00.000+08:00

bao bei's main course... crispy skinned Australian wild barramundi with steamed eggplant with prawn stuffing - $36

2005-10-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

my main course... grilled prawns, crayfish, scallops with capellini pasta, asparagus and red pepper cream -$30

2005-10-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

for my starters... half a dozen oysters with tuna and scallop tartare- $18

2005-10-04T01:47:00.000+08:00

the table setting...

2005-10-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

closer view...

2005-10-04T01:45:00.000+08:00

taken out the fine dining restaurant 'PIPPO'

2005-10-04T01:41:00.000+08:00

while waiting for him it actually started to rain!!!

dyed hair for him

2005-10-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

haha... juz dyed hair for him.. but the colour doesn't seem to come out.. sad... can't see the colour clearly... but who cares... his hair will be gone in like 4 more days... sad... he going to army liao... wad the hack.. i will be alone... i will surely miss that guy... totally will lorx... i will surely be looking forward to see him when he comes out.. hai~.. we juz ordered mac.. heehee.. first time i order at nite siah.. haha... going to eat now.. will be downloading the pics lata.. hehehe

wad a 1 month ann i had

2005-10-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

i feel so dam lucky to find my love.. he is truely one reallie romantic loving guy that i have ever met...

first i went to dye my hair in the afternoon at 'educe' at amk.. then after dying my hair.. we headed to taka to find things to eat... coz i was bloody hungry... then after that we headed to fort canning.. he actually planned the whole evening... then he brought me to this fine dining restaurant 'PIPPO' we had like a expensive but sumptious dinner.. ate like over $130+++... hehee.. 2 person onli lorx.. then after that we went to bilardbar and watched soccer... MAN U vs FULHAM.. he gave me one ball... and the final score was 3:2.. so no win no lose.. then after the soccer match... we went to ps and watched 'dark waters' it was a reallie sucky show.. tot it was nice.. not recomended to anybody to watch... it is not even scary.. that's the worse thing.. plot was toopid... pls ppl... totally not advisable to watch... then after that we headed back to my place... we took like tons of photos.. but reallie enjoyed the time.. and he gave me a SK necklace with 5 diaomands lors... so touched.... i can't believe he actually did all this for me and was so willing to spend so much on me.. i feel reallie dam lucky!!!!!!

first time go KBox with bao bei

2005-09-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

wad an interesting day i had today...

first was at work... i am now gonna learn how to multi task... i am doing mac delivery and also singpost.. gonna start tml.. omg... cool siah.. but the pay is the same lorx.. nvm.. at least i can make full use of my time at work...

after work met up with his parents for dinner at mount faber 'the hill'.... was tensed and scared... but after meeting them... it all went away... thou their not friendly but they still did talk to me in a way or 2... we took a cable car there and took the bus back to harbourfront..

then we all took mrt back to hougang... me and bao bei went to KBox!!! cool siah.. first time with him.. although he doesn;'t noe how to sing.. but then it was reallie romantic and sweet... we sang like 4 hrs... now voice a bit change.. haha... from 11 to 3.. haha...

now gonna slp coz tml got wa=ork from 9am to 6pm... then after that we watching movie.. yeah yeah!!!!!!!

busy

2005-09-27T15:02:00.000+08:00

busy with work ppl... currently working for MacDonalds delivery... call center... heehee.. nice working environment.. ppl there are veri nice and friendly... come are older.. some and older.. some are younger.. but can work with them well...

but the thing is i recognise their face but not their names.. heehee.. onli some.. heehee...

to my best buddies.. soorie but if wanna meet me out or something.. plz tell me a week in advance so that i can plan my schedule for the next week...

if anybody wan a part time job.. dun hestitate to tell me.. my this job can accomodate to ur schedule... cool siah...

okie.. gonna paint my nails and then go to slp... heeex.. tml got work at 9am to 9pm.. niteZzzz...

*~-_ aLl bOuT mE, mYseLf and mY LiFE_-~*

2nd time

Grandpa passed away

Bugis with vyvy

Final Showdown for Singtel Grid Girl

my Babylove....

4th day....

I've found my MR RIGHT!!!

Long Holiday

Singtel Grid Girls (17.05.08)

2 months of harvok...

The last day i noe Arnold

Wad a long and tiring day of ups and downs..

Arnold moved my heart

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Hapoy day with james....

Went Vivo with james

Me ping and mel

Padma's 21st celebration

Work problem

errands

Purple room

Sunday Shopping

i'm back again

Beeen Awwaay Loonnggg.....

i'm finally 21

it's all because of the haze

pics of my sch fren..

driver day

2nd day of chionging

chionging days...

haven't been writing for a seriously long time

thanks for all those who cared

saw things that i shouldn't see

pics

happy

juz posting pic

exams are like next week.. arh...

7th month

first 4 days of sch

lost $30

Kulai... 10 ppl... 6 bikes

sheer madness

pics of me and ben

3rd july' 06

someone new.. Ben

didn't answer his call or even call him

guys are just bastards

KBoxing 10.06.2006

finally i went out....

shao wei brought things over my place

spent the day at his place..

horrible day

1st day at TWISTER

happy day

headache day

yik feng's 1 yr b'dae

Fever, Headache, Stomach ache, muscle ache

dinner at bedok 511

i'm happy again

Accident at Telok blangah

ACTIVADE

ah tio's 50 th b'dae @ ritz calton

happy

pics at sentosa 12.5.06

I've finally changed my blog

it's the second day.. of quarrell

THE FIRST TIME (11th MARCH'06).... TOH SHAO WEI SHOUTED AT ME

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it's our 6th month ann

honeymoon peroid is OVER

our first quarrell

i'm going KL!!!

i passed my TP

i passed my TP

booking confirmed!!

we are going to KL!!!

feel like flying

wad a long day

~-_ aLl bOuT mE, mYseLf and mY LiFE_-~