2 months of harvok...

It's been total up and down this 2 months... Been wanting to write but didn't have the time..

Now arnold has disappeared into thin air and that's freaking good. Finally he is gone for good. Bee has been slowly gaining trust back towards me and he has been treating me with more love and show now...

Just celebrated is b'dae... Morning went to JB to get him sport seats... SSCUS... dam nice... then had "bak Ku Teh" for breakfast.. rather heavy thou.. then we headed to city square to get my eyelash glue and he bought underwear... After that we headed home to rest first... About 7 we headed to Suntec convention hall for the IT fair... where i got my cooling fan for my labtop and a optical mouse for my boss... after that we had steamboat at bugis... then we headed to fort road to meet his frens to chit chat.. there was when i brought out the heart shape cookie which i got as a birthday cake... could see that he was veri happy and surprised.. then headed to mustafa with his fren to get some daily stuff... then went to "Punggol Nasi Lemak" to drink then headed home..

Super long day.. i'm freaking tired.. hai... But i had loads of fun... And a memorable 1!!!

He also mentioned something about when i wanna "Q" up to register for a flat... I was so shocked that he even popped this question... But after that... I found out that 1 of his fren has already got a flat... and is planning on getting married.. Then it made me think that he is just influenced by them... Hai!.. Puzzled again.. I dunnoe where i'm heading to now...

Tot about changing job... Doing wad i wan... Bee told me that y i onli aim for SIA and not other airlines like budget airlines.. Actually, frankly i didn't tink of that... But i have asked around and is still waiting for any openings.... See how it goes lar...

Now the thing that is bothering me is that my parents will have a hard time accepting bee if we ever went on serious and plan to get married.. Mum said before that she doesn't like him.. But the fact is that i am attached to him not my parents.. But another way, it's best that ur parents like that person.. then at least everything will go on fine in the futre... Confused.. Reallie hope that there is someway to noe where i'm heading to... Cause i'm reallie lost and i dunnoe wad to do.. I'm scared that i will ruin my future and regret my whole life... So much to tink about.... Suddenly feel so EMO... Hai... "Walk 1 step see 1 step".. Hai....