Beeen Awwaay Loonnggg.....

I'm Back...

Plenty of things happen and i have no time to update.. Dun wanna write the whole story down.. It will take ages!! Heehee.. Think i can write a story book about the stuff that happened. Let me just state the main points and summarize..

1) I broke up with Ben
2) I tink i'm single and not avaliable
3) I'm contacting back with ah bee, with him again seems diff again.. I'll explain wad i mean..
4) Doing full time admin now at aljunid

I'll add in more when i tink about it..

1) Why a break up all will ask.. Firstly i can't stand his pride.. HE tinks too much on how ppl tink of then tinking about himself. 1 month his been graduated from ITE and for 1 month, he has not even found a full time job. And all he can say is "I'll find", "Not that i dun wanna find, it's because i got record and i scared how ppl look at me when they noe about it".. See.. What toopid excuses he gives.. It's not like he is going up to managerial position.. They are jobs which dun even care whether u have a record or not.. Secondly i HATE ppl to imflict pain on themselves.. This point when the first time we broke, he cut his wrist.. I was hurt pain and i warned him not to do it again.. But the second time he did it again.. and this time he did it in front of me.. which totally disgust me instead of me feeling hurt for him. I just let me do wadeva he wants to do.. It just makes me even more hate him or dun feel like seeing him. He keeps waiting to explain but there's nothing to explain.. It takes 2 hands to clap.. which i believe. I dun even have feelings for him anymore so why should i continue to try to go back. It will just hurt the other person more.. He has troubled all his friends.. Worrying his sister... Such a useless guy who depends on girls to live.. Not independent.. Hasn't woken up to reallity and still living in his gangster world.. It's not the type of person i'm looking for.. He dosen't even gimmie the confidence and security that every bf should give.. Keeps saying but not doing things.. He has been stalking me, waiting outside my place.. It makes me more hate him and i dun even tink of giving another chance.. No way..

2) & 3)....
Why i say i'm single but unavaliable.. I've been with ah bee.. and it seems that he is treating me very nice and giving in to me when there are problems.. Haha.. I dare not think too much where this will go and dare not tink of whether we will stay long or wad so ever.. He has been saying that he wants to spend every time with me.. haha... But he is doing what he said lr.. Then i just take a step at a time lr.. Dun wanna tink too much about it... His been giving me that closeness again.. Hai.. We know each other for like 2 years coming 3... My goodness... Time seems to fly by freeking fast.. But it has been on and off lr.. Hai.. Just see how it goes lr..

4)..
Changed job... I am now doing admin work now.. Filing, filling up on application, buying drink, sourcing.. pratically everything.. Haha... Been very fun.. sometimes i can do nothign and serve net the whole day.. Sometimes i'm busy till i dun even have time to msg.. But i enjoy.. that's the important thing...

okie.. that's all.. my boss has been seeing and saying me.. so that's all for now