Let me start my new journal by saying that I reallie LOVE TERRY LIM DAO RONG a lot!!! Nothing can describe how much I long to see, hold and kiss him lor! That is wad love is!! The thought of missing ur love one every minute and every second. Just love it… but reallie unfortunate that he lives at jurong.. hai~ but that is not the matter. We still go out.. haha…. Hai~
Oh yah.. just finish doing 210 sit ups.. muscle a bit pulling now.. so cannot slp.. heehee.. must relax for a while first. And also I did 10 push up… hehee… just for a start… want to get rid of my flabby arms. Hai~ let me recall wad happened today… erm… was late for work as usual.. nothing interesting.. cannot look forward to work coz terry is working at secret recipe.. so sad.. always looking forward to finish work so that I can see him for lunch and spent some time with him… feel realllie good to see and tok and cuddle in his arms. Oh yah.. on the way to work in the morning, I bumped into nelson tan! Hahha long time no see fren. Don’t tink he was that keen on talking with me… but I didn’t care either… was listening to my music.. heehee.. reallie bored in the mrt coz the sewing I did is already completed…. Just tinking of a way to frame it and how to give him on our 1st month anniversary… reallie looking forward for it. Just a few days away…. Hai~… after work, went oto compasspoint, was suppose to get the toopid modem fixed but they told me to go down to the service center to service the modem.. so irritating… make me make the effort of going there for nothing. Dixon followed me.. had a fun time laughing and playing along wit him. after that went over his place to have dinner co his grandmother cooked for me also… touched but scared… dun intend to be that close to him… haha…. But wad to do, me the flirty type wad.. anything also can wad… heehee… now can say that I am actually 2 timing lor.. feel so bad but no choice, nobody to accompany me to go out. Heehee… his cousin “nana” also veri cute. Her name is “FIONA”. Hee sweet name for a sweet ger. She kinda close to me now. Began to be less shy. Folded 2 paper birds and 2 lotus flower for her to play. Tink by tml the stuff will be all gone lor.. she so rough. Hehe;… den after everybody was at their rooms,.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
my LOVE Terry Lim Dao Rong
Can’t sleep so I decided to write something… hai~ wad to start writing on? For a start let me state the time… it is now 2.40am the 20th October 2004 and I cannot slp… tink drank too much tea just now with Dixon and wei li… heehee 4 cups.. that is totally a lot.. but nice to drink lei.. hehee.. went joe’s corner to drink at around 7 plus.. had murtabek for dinner then went to play pool at hougang plaza…
Actually.. wad I reallie wanted to write about is the life I am going through now… let me see.. I am reallie enjoying my life with my hubby, Terry Lim Dao Rong, age 21. he is a sweet and loving and caring guy. The type of guy that I have always wanted. The looks that I have always wanted, the yan dao, mushroom dyed hair.. a bit look like “ah beng” type… that is the type!!! Been always dreaming of having this type of bf when I was very young already. Y so? Becoz last time when I see those “ah lian” haf “yan dao” bf I will be jealous and keep telling myself that one day I must find one that is for ME!! Heehee… now my wish has been fulfilled and I am really happy with it. Although he stays very far from me (jurong), but I always make am effort to take a trip down to his place.. I reallie dun mind. But if I were driving it would be super betta. Hai~ me and my dunnoe how to manage time. For the past many months, I was busy… lame excuse I noe but it was all beciz my time was spent with JOE! My ex-bf. Let me briefly say about our relationship…..
On the 11th of june 2003 was when I met JOEHANI. Location: MS outside club7. how I got to noe him was juz a coincidence. I was 17 at tt time and wanted to go in club 7. a big huge bouncer, KHIA, didn’t let me and jia hui go in, and pop comes JOE, joking with us and letting us in. I forgot wad happened but den I gave him my number. Den we started contacting each other. I remember I was still working at tramax marketing, it was a Monday when we first went out. He was fit and muscular at that time. I met him at “California Gym” after his trainging. Den after his bath we took a stroll to MS… but on the way there, we had a quickie at the park opposite PS… it was all of a sudden.. dunnoe y I made that move. Hai~ stoppid of me.. gave the wrong impression. After tt we proceeded to club 3 and got a jug of beer… then we proceeded to “METZ” a live band kind of club… they played linkin park and all the other type of R&B music which I liked. There we drank another jug. Den both got drunk and took a cab home… on the cab we started to touch each other and I tink the cab driver was not too happy about it. Before this day, I was actually having a quarrel with my ex-bf (mu sang). He didn’t like me to go clubbing but I insisted in going becoz it was my first time. He keep insisting that he was gone there a lot of times when he was young and told me not to go. I kept telling him that wadeva happened to him might not need to happen on me. I am not the type of person who finds trouble for nothing. Tink he doesn’t noe me tt well. But then we broke up and I went into a relationship with JOE. Got to noe more about JOE and found out that he was actually a divorced and had a son who is 2yrs. At that time I didn’t mind, maybe becoz I was blinded by LOVE!!! How toopid and childish of me. I didn’t tink of the concequence that I will be facing. But during the first few months was okie and I was happy with him. He treated me like a princess and brought me to many different places that I have nvr been and took me to see things that I nvr seen before. That was the good thing. And btw he was 32 and that time I went with him. Thought he was a bit old for me but as I said, I was blinded by LOVE!!! Hai~ den a matter started to arise. Dixon from my sch liked me from the first time I went to study with him and john. I started to play too overboard with him I tink… heehee… that’s me lar! Then I tink I gave him the wrong impression. Den on one faithful day. I asked him to accompany me to far east to get a bikini for an upcoming chalet held by my class. So when we were at far east, he kept insisting on holding my hand. But I refused many times. Den at a point I gave up and gave in to him. We help for a while until JOE msged me and asked me where I was. He had already spotted at that time that I was holding dixon’s hand or in my context Dixon holding my hand. Den we started to quarrel for the first time. At that time I still loved him so I reallie didn’t want the relationship to end. He also gave in but the situation died off after a few days and from that day onwards, he was blacklisting in his record of my frens. Then another time was when I was suppose to meet JOE after his work but beciz I had extra time and Dixon wanted to go lavender, so I agreeded to go along. At that time, I didn’t want him to noe that I was out with Dixon. So I bluffed him that I was with ALVIN. But in the end, I couldn’t bluff him and he actually called Alvin to check wehter I was with him. I was too slow to cover up so I had to blurt out the whole truth. At that time I was tinking that I didn’t want to hurt him by not telling him that I was with DIXON. But I tink he thought that I still liked DIXON and kept going out with him. Reallie felt stooped at that time. We quarreled again but was okie in a few days time. Den was another situation that I was caught with him was at “JAM AND HOP” in sch. I had just finished my drama and we all insisted on going. So all my drama mates went. When we were there, we were all separated and everybody went their separated ways. Alvin went to join his frens and I was alone. Den I saw Dixon and denise and james and some other ppl whom I dunnoe. So I decided to stick to Dixon at the meantime. That day, JOE was suppose to work at ZOUK, but den without my knowledge, he didn’t go work but came to the “JAM AND HOP” instead. So I can say that he saw everything that I and Dixon were doing. Me and Dixon danced together…. Joked…. Den when I finally saw him upstairs after the school dance, we started to quarrel. That is the second time. The next was during yr1 sem2 exam study. Me, john, jerren, james, Dixon and I can’t remember who were studying at mac. I was sitting very far away from Dixon. There was am empty seat in front of me. Den joe came after his sch to see me. When he saw Dixon dere, it was farking pissed off and demanded that he wanted to go home. I knew wad was happening, but den the main reason he was dere was beocz jerren asked somebody close to Dixon to study and coincidentally he also came along to study. Den JOE started getting pissed off. He just left the seat without telling me. After that he left and when I asked him why he left he was angry that I was studying with Dixon. But the thing is I didn’t ask him to come along. During dinner, poor jerren and john helped me to tok through his childish mind. He kept bringing up wad happened at far east , lavender and “JAM AND HOP”. It was reallie veri irritating to hear. But in the end, jerrena dn john lost to him. But in the, recovered and went back to normal. All this little quarrels accumulated until just tis year, I remember it was a fri and I went to sarah’s house to put henna on my hand and feet. Then after that xing wei called me to go play bowling with him and his frens. I agreed and went marina square at around 8 plus. Den after bowling, we went to AMK to have dinner becoz I didn’t have anything for dinner that night. After dinner we decided to watch “ANNCONDA”. Some disgusting guy called JEREMY, who like me, treated me. This is the day that I got to noe COLIN. He introduced me to I gourmet where I am working now. Actually, I was suppose to meet JOE that day but I declined becoz I juz wanted to spent some time with my frens. Den on that day a small quarrel came up. But in the end I didn’t go and see him. In the end, I went up to colin;s house to drink martel, but nvr got drunk. In stead got scolded by colin’s mother… heehee… horrible. Den from that day onwards, I was very cold towards JOE. He started to bomb my hp about 200 over SMS, and I got reallie fed up. I just offed my phone. It was so peaceful a that time. Den the next day he started work at carefour at suntech, was suppose to meet him but didn’t, can’t remember wad the reason was… this cold war lasted for not so long, about 2 weeks I tink. Den I started to see him very little and even saying “I LOVE YOU” was very difficult to come put from my mouth. The feeling was vanishing away. No matter wad he tried to do, it was just fading away. Den I started to go down suntech to see him after work and Colin will come and accompany me while I wait for him to finish work at 11pm. Den whe I started to reallie cold towards him, he kept asking if I was with COLIN… joke lor…me and COLIN are just frens. But the thing is that he does not believe… wad can I do.. keep repeating myself lor. Until one finall day on the 31st October 2004, I officially broke up with JOE!!! It was reallie a great relief and am reallie proud of myself for making such a good decision! To lessen my burden and white hair. Heehe… we lasted for around 1yr and 3 months. But I reallie had loads of fun during that period of time.
Den on the 31st of October 2004, I was with colin after work at 3. colin had a break frm 3-6, so he accompanied me to bugis. That was the day that he shocked me by buying me a LEVIS 593 jeans which was suppose to cost $99.10. instead he got me a $121.90 colour jeans which is not wad I wanted. I coincidentally bumped into wei ping and she was veri nice to accompany me to marina square to change the jeans becoz other outlets dun haf the size I wan. We headed down to suntech, but she didn’t want me to see JOE. I was soft hearted at that time and wanted to see him, but den she forced me not to. So we just made our way around giodano and she bought a jeans for herself… a nice tight fitting one.. I liked it too.. heehee… den after that we went back. He kept calling to meet but I just said I was veri tired and wanted to go home.. felt bad at that time but I had to do wad I had to do. So on MSN on the 31st of October, I decided to end this relationship. 1. my parents object of me going out with a malay and also he is old!! 2. he has no money 3. he is a divorced and has a son 4. too overprotective 5. too over sensitive 6. childish tinking.. and so on.. derer and still anymore but I just Keep It Short and Simple. Hai~ he didn’t take the reasons at first and said it to be lame. But I reallie didn’t care. I just wanted to carry on with my life and live life per noral… single if possible. Tis has been going on for too long. And if I stayed even longer tink my life will be ruined by him! Hai~ so bad of me.
After that 31st October morning when we broke, in the night after my work, I went out with Terry for the first time to watch movie. After the movie he insisted that we go esplanard there and sit and tok. We bought 1 bottle of tiger and 3 cans of coffee… it was for himt o stay awake… at that time I got to noe him betta and we started to be much more closer to each other.. I felt a bit shy at first, but I began to open up to him and chat freely veri easily. On the 1st of October morning, we officially went stead. He was so sweet as to send me all the way to hougang and den go back to work. Heehee.. so sweet… I was happily at home resting.. so cruel of me.. was not working the next day. Heehee… den it all started… my happy relationship……….
To be continued……………………………………..
Actually.. wad I reallie wanted to write about is the life I am going through now… let me see.. I am reallie enjoying my life with my hubby, Terry Lim Dao Rong, age 21. he is a sweet and loving and caring guy. The type of guy that I have always wanted. The looks that I have always wanted, the yan dao, mushroom dyed hair.. a bit look like “ah beng” type… that is the type!!! Been always dreaming of having this type of bf when I was very young already. Y so? Becoz last time when I see those “ah lian” haf “yan dao” bf I will be jealous and keep telling myself that one day I must find one that is for ME!! Heehee… now my wish has been fulfilled and I am really happy with it. Although he stays very far from me (jurong), but I always make am effort to take a trip down to his place.. I reallie dun mind. But if I were driving it would be super betta. Hai~ me and my dunnoe how to manage time. For the past many months, I was busy… lame excuse I noe but it was all beciz my time was spent with JOE! My ex-bf. Let me briefly say about our relationship…..
On the 11th of june 2003 was when I met JOEHANI. Location: MS outside club7. how I got to noe him was juz a coincidence. I was 17 at tt time and wanted to go in club 7. a big huge bouncer, KHIA, didn’t let me and jia hui go in, and pop comes JOE, joking with us and letting us in. I forgot wad happened but den I gave him my number. Den we started contacting each other. I remember I was still working at tramax marketing, it was a Monday when we first went out. He was fit and muscular at that time. I met him at “California Gym” after his trainging. Den after his bath we took a stroll to MS… but on the way there, we had a quickie at the park opposite PS… it was all of a sudden.. dunnoe y I made that move. Hai~ stoppid of me.. gave the wrong impression. After tt we proceeded to club 3 and got a jug of beer… then we proceeded to “METZ” a live band kind of club… they played linkin park and all the other type of R&B music which I liked. There we drank another jug. Den both got drunk and took a cab home… on the cab we started to touch each other and I tink the cab driver was not too happy about it. Before this day, I was actually having a quarrel with my ex-bf (mu sang). He didn’t like me to go clubbing but I insisted in going becoz it was my first time. He keep insisting that he was gone there a lot of times when he was young and told me not to go. I kept telling him that wadeva happened to him might not need to happen on me. I am not the type of person who finds trouble for nothing. Tink he doesn’t noe me tt well. But then we broke up and I went into a relationship with JOE. Got to noe more about JOE and found out that he was actually a divorced and had a son who is 2yrs. At that time I didn’t mind, maybe becoz I was blinded by LOVE!!! How toopid and childish of me. I didn’t tink of the concequence that I will be facing. But during the first few months was okie and I was happy with him. He treated me like a princess and brought me to many different places that I have nvr been and took me to see things that I nvr seen before. That was the good thing. And btw he was 32 and that time I went with him. Thought he was a bit old for me but as I said, I was blinded by LOVE!!! Hai~ den a matter started to arise. Dixon from my sch liked me from the first time I went to study with him and john. I started to play too overboard with him I tink… heehee… that’s me lar! Then I tink I gave him the wrong impression. Den on one faithful day. I asked him to accompany me to far east to get a bikini for an upcoming chalet held by my class. So when we were at far east, he kept insisting on holding my hand. But I refused many times. Den at a point I gave up and gave in to him. We help for a while until JOE msged me and asked me where I was. He had already spotted at that time that I was holding dixon’s hand or in my context Dixon holding my hand. Den we started to quarrel for the first time. At that time I still loved him so I reallie didn’t want the relationship to end. He also gave in but the situation died off after a few days and from that day onwards, he was blacklisting in his record of my frens. Then another time was when I was suppose to meet JOE after his work but beciz I had extra time and Dixon wanted to go lavender, so I agreeded to go along. At that time, I didn’t want him to noe that I was out with Dixon. So I bluffed him that I was with ALVIN. But in the end, I couldn’t bluff him and he actually called Alvin to check wehter I was with him. I was too slow to cover up so I had to blurt out the whole truth. At that time I was tinking that I didn’t want to hurt him by not telling him that I was with DIXON. But I tink he thought that I still liked DIXON and kept going out with him. Reallie felt stooped at that time. We quarreled again but was okie in a few days time. Den was another situation that I was caught with him was at “JAM AND HOP” in sch. I had just finished my drama and we all insisted on going. So all my drama mates went. When we were there, we were all separated and everybody went their separated ways. Alvin went to join his frens and I was alone. Den I saw Dixon and denise and james and some other ppl whom I dunnoe. So I decided to stick to Dixon at the meantime. That day, JOE was suppose to work at ZOUK, but den without my knowledge, he didn’t go work but came to the “JAM AND HOP” instead. So I can say that he saw everything that I and Dixon were doing. Me and Dixon danced together…. Joked…. Den when I finally saw him upstairs after the school dance, we started to quarrel. That is the second time. The next was during yr1 sem2 exam study. Me, john, jerren, james, Dixon and I can’t remember who were studying at mac. I was sitting very far away from Dixon. There was am empty seat in front of me. Den joe came after his sch to see me. When he saw Dixon dere, it was farking pissed off and demanded that he wanted to go home. I knew wad was happening, but den the main reason he was dere was beocz jerren asked somebody close to Dixon to study and coincidentally he also came along to study. Den JOE started getting pissed off. He just left the seat without telling me. After that he left and when I asked him why he left he was angry that I was studying with Dixon. But the thing is I didn’t ask him to come along. During dinner, poor jerren and john helped me to tok through his childish mind. He kept bringing up wad happened at far east , lavender and “JAM AND HOP”. It was reallie veri irritating to hear. But in the end, jerrena dn john lost to him. But in the, recovered and went back to normal. All this little quarrels accumulated until just tis year, I remember it was a fri and I went to sarah’s house to put henna on my hand and feet. Then after that xing wei called me to go play bowling with him and his frens. I agreed and went marina square at around 8 plus. Den after bowling, we went to AMK to have dinner becoz I didn’t have anything for dinner that night. After dinner we decided to watch “ANNCONDA”. Some disgusting guy called JEREMY, who like me, treated me. This is the day that I got to noe COLIN. He introduced me to I gourmet where I am working now. Actually, I was suppose to meet JOE that day but I declined becoz I juz wanted to spent some time with my frens. Den on that day a small quarrel came up. But in the end I didn’t go and see him. In the end, I went up to colin;s house to drink martel, but nvr got drunk. In stead got scolded by colin’s mother… heehee… horrible. Den from that day onwards, I was very cold towards JOE. He started to bomb my hp about 200 over SMS, and I got reallie fed up. I just offed my phone. It was so peaceful a that time. Den the next day he started work at carefour at suntech, was suppose to meet him but didn’t, can’t remember wad the reason was… this cold war lasted for not so long, about 2 weeks I tink. Den I started to see him very little and even saying “I LOVE YOU” was very difficult to come put from my mouth. The feeling was vanishing away. No matter wad he tried to do, it was just fading away. Den I started to go down suntech to see him after work and Colin will come and accompany me while I wait for him to finish work at 11pm. Den whe I started to reallie cold towards him, he kept asking if I was with COLIN… joke lor…me and COLIN are just frens. But the thing is that he does not believe… wad can I do.. keep repeating myself lor. Until one finall day on the 31st October 2004, I officially broke up with JOE!!! It was reallie a great relief and am reallie proud of myself for making such a good decision! To lessen my burden and white hair. Heehe… we lasted for around 1yr and 3 months. But I reallie had loads of fun during that period of time.
Den on the 31st of October 2004, I was with colin after work at 3. colin had a break frm 3-6, so he accompanied me to bugis. That was the day that he shocked me by buying me a LEVIS 593 jeans which was suppose to cost $99.10. instead he got me a $121.90 colour jeans which is not wad I wanted. I coincidentally bumped into wei ping and she was veri nice to accompany me to marina square to change the jeans becoz other outlets dun haf the size I wan. We headed down to suntech, but she didn’t want me to see JOE. I was soft hearted at that time and wanted to see him, but den she forced me not to. So we just made our way around giodano and she bought a jeans for herself… a nice tight fitting one.. I liked it too.. heehee… den after that we went back. He kept calling to meet but I just said I was veri tired and wanted to go home.. felt bad at that time but I had to do wad I had to do. So on MSN on the 31st of October, I decided to end this relationship. 1. my parents object of me going out with a malay and also he is old!! 2. he has no money 3. he is a divorced and has a son 4. too overprotective 5. too over sensitive 6. childish tinking.. and so on.. derer and still anymore but I just Keep It Short and Simple. Hai~ he didn’t take the reasons at first and said it to be lame. But I reallie didn’t care. I just wanted to carry on with my life and live life per noral… single if possible. Tis has been going on for too long. And if I stayed even longer tink my life will be ruined by him! Hai~ so bad of me.
After that 31st October morning when we broke, in the night after my work, I went out with Terry for the first time to watch movie. After the movie he insisted that we go esplanard there and sit and tok. We bought 1 bottle of tiger and 3 cans of coffee… it was for himt o stay awake… at that time I got to noe him betta and we started to be much more closer to each other.. I felt a bit shy at first, but I began to open up to him and chat freely veri easily. On the 1st of October morning, we officially went stead. He was so sweet as to send me all the way to hougang and den go back to work. Heehee.. so sweet… I was happily at home resting.. so cruel of me.. was not working the next day. Heehee… den it all started… my happy relationship……….
To be continued……………………………………..
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