Feeling horrible… fucked up and sianZZzz... but the most important thing is I still love my hubby a lotzzZZzz... to the bottom of bottomless heart... hai~... starting day was alrite.. he slept over at my place… then in the morning he went to work… but before going.. I had a hard time waking him up… coz he say he wanted to go and have breakfast.. but in the end he woke up and we went to the interchange coffee shop and I ate rice with meat, egg and long bean.. den waited for a long time for him ‘mee pok’ to come… ate finish around 10:55 den we went to wait for 153… he was actually already late for work.. he reached work around 12:11pm… but it was alrite.. coz david didn’t work today.. heehee.. can ‘jia jua’ a little.. den after sending him off .. I went home play a few rounds of maple and den went to fetch my bro from sch… den came home and continued playing.. my nose was running like nobody’s business… heee… but I still managed to take the vacuum cleaner and vacuum my room.. den mop also.. feel so clean.. heehee.. even under my bed… heehee.. it was super dusty!!! Haha…
To be continued.. go play maple…
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Thursday, November 18, 2004
lucky thing noothing happened to us!!! we got buang!!!
Arh… wad a day today… I am writing tis while my bf is drawing out wad happened juz now.. hai~…. Let’s start frm morning lar…
Woke up early in the morning juz to take my e-trail test at ubi.. so shitty.. did the simulated test 2 times and didn’t manage to pass.. sianZZzzz… one 80&% and another 88%.. haha… den in the afternoon, met Dixon for lunch at rivervale mall.. den went home around 3 something… reached home… continued studying for the BTT at 5… was nearly late man!!! Reached there at 4:13… around there lar… heehee… but I was not the latest.. someone came in at 4:20++.. haha… luckily he could still do his test lor.. hahha… the test I got confidence.. but I now that I got 1 question surely wrong.. and that is children below 8 must seat child seat… I copied the person beside me and put 9!!! Arh!!! Silly me.. but nvm.. the rest I got confidence… can pass… only can noe the rest in 2 weeks time.. after the test, I went downstairs and bumped into Jackson.. he was taking the 6:30 BTT… haha… thought him a few tips… heehee.. he is a nice guy… handsome too!!! Haha… too bad he gt gf already… *winkx… den took a bus to enuos mrt and to meet my hubby.. den we took another bus home… went home. Bathed again for the second time den went to eat dinner… dunnoe y he so shy eating with my family… haha… but I don’t care lar… I still love him!!! heehee…den after dinner… I got changed and wore the same colour as him (white long sleeve and light blue jeans) heehex… mother saw nvr say anything… den we took the car and headed to my hubby’s fren’s house, alan, to take my hubby’s helmet. After taking the helmet, we proceeded to BBDC for his last moto lesson, 8.0. BUT… an accident happened when we were along bukit batok road…
We were at a ‘T’ junction turning into bukit batok east ave 5.. it was green light and we were waiting to turn… den tis lorry came, I saw that he was actually going to turn to the right of his lane.. but den he suddenly dashed straight… at that time my hubby was turning to right and the UNLUCKY thing happen… it crashed straight at the passenger’s seat door and the glass smashed and the whole backside of the car went to one side.. even the wheels were slanted.. it was reallie bad… but the lucky thing is that none of us got hurt… just some bruises here and there… I got blue black on my arm and it is starting to swell… hai~… but my hubby got a few cuts from the smashed glass and his head hurt then… but the most lucky thing is that… he tried to accelerate faster while he saw the lorry coming our way.. and if he didn’t so faster or stop…. I will be the one lying in the hospital bed…. And he.. hai~… dun wanna say… “choi” one of this happened… tink it was a blessing in disguise… that’s to the almighty lord up there…. Den after all the commotion, ny hubby went done and tok to the driver, while I… my legs and hands were trembling and I nearly could not stand up properly… when he when to tok to the person, the person at first spoke loudly.. but the after that, he admitted that it was his fault for the slowing down his vehicle… it was a malay feller somemore.. hai~.. at first he claimed that his family members suffered pain on the hands and so on.. but den he dropped the subject and told my hubby not to call the police… my hubby at that time was in a state of shock and didn’t noe wad to do… dere was actually a witness… the inpact was so great that the car actually, nearly turn 180 degrees… and it landed and the other side of the road… and hit a moto.. malay rider also… but the moto did not suffer much damage… only the front part chip that’s all… he was agreed to be the witness. The lorry friver called his company and told them about the accident and he said that his company will pay for the damage and so on… but then suddenly he said that he wanted to go off without copying down anything… so my hubby quickly went over to get down his particulars and so on.. at that time the suppositly to be witness.. said that he wanted to go off… and then left… malay’s are juz malays… cannot stand it lor… oh yah.. when the accident happened… I called my mother… den my father… my father asked me to call uncle paul and asked him to come down to see wad happened and to settle the situation… den uncle paul called his tow truck man to come down.. he came really fast.. and while he was toking to me.. I didn’t even noe it was him… haha… farnie… still can laugh lor!!! Den uncle paul came with his fren and his fren sadi that the car was really in bad condition… I was out of words lor… when I saw the car… in that state… my heart was pounding so fast and didn’t noe wad the outcome will be…. Before uncle paul came, the lorry driver already left.. but my hubby took down everything already… after uncle paul looked at the car… he asked his fren to tow it back… den I took out everything form the car… and uncle paul drove us home… when we reached home, we were both feeling low spirit… den I went to put the stuff in my mother’s room… den my hubby repeated the incident to my mother… but my mother seemed veri clam about it and told my hubby not to worry… it was reallie scary at that moment.. and until now… the incident keep on flashing in my head… and my arm still hurts… heex… after moaning about it for a while, we den went out to kopitoam to have a smoke and relax… but den in my mind were flashes of the incident that I cannot forget… we drank tea and ate and toked about it a little… trying to forget about wad happened… den we came home.. here I am secretly typing this while he is still drawing out the scene of the accident… tml which is lata in the morning.. uncle paul will be taking us to some place to report of the incident and I also must go to say wad happened… hai~… can’t slp tonite but will try.. everything just happened.. hai~… just my luck and somemore I just went to take my BTT… now a bit scared to drive.. but den my hubby said that he dun wanna take his moto license and want to sell the bike… but den I told him tt tis thing happened already.. so he must learn from his mistake.. hope he will listen to my advise…
Oh yah… when I was eating.. I msged sarah and told her I go into an accident… she was so scared and called me straight away… she screamed in the phone and kept asking if I and him was alright… gave her a right actually… she was so caring although she was in a state of high… hehee.. she was at cheeky’s.. was suppose to fetch her home but den this happened so couldn’t.. hai~…
Dun wanna say anymore… trying to forget the incident… hope it will go off soon.. and somemore… tml he taking leav and not going for his company’s DandD… so sad… but good also.. he can accompany me!!! Heehee… so selfish of me.. I should wad.. he is MINE!!! Hehee… and I still LOVE HIM A LOT!!!I REPEAT!!! I LOVE HIM A LOT!!!!!!! Okeiokei… I tink that is all for now… will update more next time… niteX
Woke up early in the morning juz to take my e-trail test at ubi.. so shitty.. did the simulated test 2 times and didn’t manage to pass.. sianZZzzz… one 80&% and another 88%.. haha… den in the afternoon, met Dixon for lunch at rivervale mall.. den went home around 3 something… reached home… continued studying for the BTT at 5… was nearly late man!!! Reached there at 4:13… around there lar… heehee… but I was not the latest.. someone came in at 4:20++.. haha… luckily he could still do his test lor.. hahha… the test I got confidence.. but I now that I got 1 question surely wrong.. and that is children below 8 must seat child seat… I copied the person beside me and put 9!!! Arh!!! Silly me.. but nvm.. the rest I got confidence… can pass… only can noe the rest in 2 weeks time.. after the test, I went downstairs and bumped into Jackson.. he was taking the 6:30 BTT… haha… thought him a few tips… heehee.. he is a nice guy… handsome too!!! Haha… too bad he gt gf already… *winkx… den took a bus to enuos mrt and to meet my hubby.. den we took another bus home… went home. Bathed again for the second time den went to eat dinner… dunnoe y he so shy eating with my family… haha… but I don’t care lar… I still love him!!! heehee…den after dinner… I got changed and wore the same colour as him (white long sleeve and light blue jeans) heehex… mother saw nvr say anything… den we took the car and headed to my hubby’s fren’s house, alan, to take my hubby’s helmet. After taking the helmet, we proceeded to BBDC for his last moto lesson, 8.0. BUT… an accident happened when we were along bukit batok road…
We were at a ‘T’ junction turning into bukit batok east ave 5.. it was green light and we were waiting to turn… den tis lorry came, I saw that he was actually going to turn to the right of his lane.. but den he suddenly dashed straight… at that time my hubby was turning to right and the UNLUCKY thing happen… it crashed straight at the passenger’s seat door and the glass smashed and the whole backside of the car went to one side.. even the wheels were slanted.. it was reallie bad… but the lucky thing is that none of us got hurt… just some bruises here and there… I got blue black on my arm and it is starting to swell… hai~… but my hubby got a few cuts from the smashed glass and his head hurt then… but the most lucky thing is that… he tried to accelerate faster while he saw the lorry coming our way.. and if he didn’t so faster or stop…. I will be the one lying in the hospital bed…. And he.. hai~… dun wanna say… “choi” one of this happened… tink it was a blessing in disguise… that’s to the almighty lord up there…. Den after all the commotion, ny hubby went done and tok to the driver, while I… my legs and hands were trembling and I nearly could not stand up properly… when he when to tok to the person, the person at first spoke loudly.. but the after that, he admitted that it was his fault for the slowing down his vehicle… it was a malay feller somemore.. hai~.. at first he claimed that his family members suffered pain on the hands and so on.. but den he dropped the subject and told my hubby not to call the police… my hubby at that time was in a state of shock and didn’t noe wad to do… dere was actually a witness… the inpact was so great that the car actually, nearly turn 180 degrees… and it landed and the other side of the road… and hit a moto.. malay rider also… but the moto did not suffer much damage… only the front part chip that’s all… he was agreed to be the witness. The lorry friver called his company and told them about the accident and he said that his company will pay for the damage and so on… but then suddenly he said that he wanted to go off without copying down anything… so my hubby quickly went over to get down his particulars and so on.. at that time the suppositly to be witness.. said that he wanted to go off… and then left… malay’s are juz malays… cannot stand it lor… oh yah.. when the accident happened… I called my mother… den my father… my father asked me to call uncle paul and asked him to come down to see wad happened and to settle the situation… den uncle paul called his tow truck man to come down.. he came really fast.. and while he was toking to me.. I didn’t even noe it was him… haha… farnie… still can laugh lor!!! Den uncle paul came with his fren and his fren sadi that the car was really in bad condition… I was out of words lor… when I saw the car… in that state… my heart was pounding so fast and didn’t noe wad the outcome will be…. Before uncle paul came, the lorry driver already left.. but my hubby took down everything already… after uncle paul looked at the car… he asked his fren to tow it back… den I took out everything form the car… and uncle paul drove us home… when we reached home, we were both feeling low spirit… den I went to put the stuff in my mother’s room… den my hubby repeated the incident to my mother… but my mother seemed veri clam about it and told my hubby not to worry… it was reallie scary at that moment.. and until now… the incident keep on flashing in my head… and my arm still hurts… heex… after moaning about it for a while, we den went out to kopitoam to have a smoke and relax… but den in my mind were flashes of the incident that I cannot forget… we drank tea and ate and toked about it a little… trying to forget about wad happened… den we came home.. here I am secretly typing this while he is still drawing out the scene of the accident… tml which is lata in the morning.. uncle paul will be taking us to some place to report of the incident and I also must go to say wad happened… hai~… can’t slp tonite but will try.. everything just happened.. hai~… just my luck and somemore I just went to take my BTT… now a bit scared to drive.. but den my hubby said that he dun wanna take his moto license and want to sell the bike… but den I told him tt tis thing happened already.. so he must learn from his mistake.. hope he will listen to my advise…
Oh yah… when I was eating.. I msged sarah and told her I go into an accident… she was so scared and called me straight away… she screamed in the phone and kept asking if I and him was alright… gave her a right actually… she was so caring although she was in a state of high… hehee.. she was at cheeky’s.. was suppose to fetch her home but den this happened so couldn’t.. hai~…
Dun wanna say anymore… trying to forget the incident… hope it will go off soon.. and somemore… tml he taking leav and not going for his company’s DandD… so sad… but good also.. he can accompany me!!! Heehee… so selfish of me.. I should wad.. he is MINE!!! Hehee… and I still LOVE HIM A LOT!!!I REPEAT!!! I LOVE HIM A LOT!!!!!!! Okeiokei… I tink that is all for now… will update more next time… niteX
Sunday, November 14, 2004
i was super sick.. but hubby took reallie good care of me!!
It’s a Saturday morning and my hubby just left my house to go to work.. LATE!!!. Suppose to start work at 10… but woke up late.. 11 den leave the house… heehee…. My house… heehee.. stayed overnight… just to feel in on the loop holes…. My hubby got the license for staying over at my place when I was veri sick on SUN&MON&TUES(7/11& 8/11 & 9/11). He took reallie good care of me, sponge me when my fever was very high.. 39.5 degrees was the highest I got that day…. Feed me medicine. after meals… accompany me when I slept, coz the medicine cozed drowsiness… then he played maple story and gunbound the whole day…so sweet siah… hai~ he took care of me until I was well enough to go out and eat the next day …I got fired coz taken too many MCs.. tt’s wad tt bitch, joana, said… wadeva she says, I am happy tt I dun need to face her fucking face ever again.. and also bryan.. sickening inhuman backstabber!!! Oh yah… how I got sick… it actually started on the Sunday…I woke up at 6.50pm… after slping for more than 20 hours… felt super restless the night before… den when I woke up, I was already feeling a bit unwell… but I endured and continued to meet my hubby. I reached there about 9 plus coz he finished work at 10.. den after tt, we went to catch a movie at P.S… “SHARK TALE” super farnie.. during the journey, I was sensing that my forehead was a bit hot and I was feeling a little uncomfortable.. but I didn’t say anything and juz did things per normal. After the movie, I promised jerren tt I would go M.S and see her, so I begged my hubby to go along and he did.. I was wearing something veri low and he didn’t quite like me wearing tt.. heehee… but I didn’t care much and juz took off my coat.. hhehe.. after meeting jerren, ,w and her went into angel and did our usual cat walk to see if dere were any farmiliar faces.. apparenetly not.. hai~ so we juz went to the toilet then we went out.. my hubby was waiting patiently outside.. then we headed to rush and did a cat walk dere too.. the music was boring so we went out.. then we went to the coffee shop to sit for a while and den we left for home.. we departed frm M.S bus stop… when I reached and checked my temperature.. it was already high but I didn’t tell my hubby about it… it was only the next morning then I msged him and told him that my fever was 38++… he was rather scared and kept insisted on coming to over to my place and take care of me.. he tried asking ppl to take over him and by 7+, he was whisking a cab to my palce.. that day.. ze-ee, ee-ee, ah tio, terese… were all at my house… but he didn’t care…. Tt was when he started to take care of me until I was well again… orh…. Feel so honoured to have such a caring bf.. never in my life anyone has done this for me…
On tues, my father had to fly off to Bangkok for a business trip, and I insisted on my hubby fetching him to the airport… so in the morning around 6+ we were woken up and sent my father to the airport… after sending him, we went to the hougang market and ate “kuay chap” heehee… long time never eaten the food dere.. after that we went home… den aroung 10+ he went off to work… wed he was also working so I went to see him for lunch, den after that i went compass point to see ah bee… kinda of missed that guy… I mean the bike.. heehee… so bad.. den after that was suppose to meet him in the night but den my mother went to play mahjong until 4+ then came home so couldn’t meet… sad case…
So on thurs, my hubby had leave.. and he came over to my place around 12…. We had a round then we headed off to sentosa at around 3-4… I had a great time at sentosa and writing the words on the sand.. too bad I didn’t have a digi cam or else it will surely be a wonderful sight… eheheeh.. I wore bikini,.. omg.. first time siah.. heheehe…. But it was nice… everybody stared at me and I like!!! Hahaha… den after that we left around 6+ coming 7.. went delifrance to get something to eat and den went over to east coast to have dinner.. dinner was free and we ate chicken rice and drank coconut, sponsored by his aunt working there… heehee… den we took a short stroll at the beach.. and went home around 11 coming 12… that night he slpet over at my place… and in the morning, he went off to work… such a sweet fellow… hai~
On fri, was at home again.. playing game the whole day…. Den finally at night den I went to meet him at AP.. reached dere around 7.45.. den he cooked prawn noodle for me.. heehee nice siah~ den desert was raseberry chocolate… heehee.. so touched… after tt, we headed to BBDC for his practical 7.1 lesson.. started at 9.35 and ended at 10.35…. I waited dere for him… luckily, he managed to pass and he is going to take his final practical lesson den he can take his TP… so reallie hope and pray that he will pass!!! Den I got aprilla to sit already… no need to take dad’s car… after tt we went home.. I felt hungry so we went for supper…. At chong pang nasi lemak!!! Super nice man the chicken wing… ate 2.. haha.. den after tt, he went to see his fren at yio chu kang coffee shop.. around 3 + den we went home… slept aroung 6+ haha.. tt’s y he was late for work… oh ysh.. last night after countless rounds, he started to say “ when we get married, I tink ….”.. OMG.. he is already tinking of marrying me… a bit the fast dun u tink so… but I tink it is obvius.. coz he already has the license to stay at my place… his mother is starting to like me, after she noes tt I am interested in the “xing jing” me and his brother can get along fine.. eheheh… total tut.. hahha… he is getting along with my mum.. y not!!! Hahah…
Life is reallie like a bed of roses when I am with him… he is reallie sweet and never a thought that I will leave him… although I have 5… hubby, qian li(ah bee), ah bee, Dixon, yunzhou.. haha… all the above… omg… hai~… juz playing with the last 4 lar… but I reallie love my hubby a lot… and that is final…
On tues, my father had to fly off to Bangkok for a business trip, and I insisted on my hubby fetching him to the airport… so in the morning around 6+ we were woken up and sent my father to the airport… after sending him, we went to the hougang market and ate “kuay chap” heehee… long time never eaten the food dere.. after that we went home… den aroung 10+ he went off to work… wed he was also working so I went to see him for lunch, den after that i went compass point to see ah bee… kinda of missed that guy… I mean the bike.. heehee… so bad.. den after that was suppose to meet him in the night but den my mother went to play mahjong until 4+ then came home so couldn’t meet… sad case…
So on thurs, my hubby had leave.. and he came over to my place around 12…. We had a round then we headed off to sentosa at around 3-4… I had a great time at sentosa and writing the words on the sand.. too bad I didn’t have a digi cam or else it will surely be a wonderful sight… eheheeh.. I wore bikini,.. omg.. first time siah.. heheehe…. But it was nice… everybody stared at me and I like!!! Hahaha… den after that we left around 6+ coming 7.. went delifrance to get something to eat and den went over to east coast to have dinner.. dinner was free and we ate chicken rice and drank coconut, sponsored by his aunt working there… heehee… den we took a short stroll at the beach.. and went home around 11 coming 12… that night he slpet over at my place… and in the morning, he went off to work… such a sweet fellow… hai~
On fri, was at home again.. playing game the whole day…. Den finally at night den I went to meet him at AP.. reached dere around 7.45.. den he cooked prawn noodle for me.. heehee nice siah~ den desert was raseberry chocolate… heehee.. so touched… after tt, we headed to BBDC for his practical 7.1 lesson.. started at 9.35 and ended at 10.35…. I waited dere for him… luckily, he managed to pass and he is going to take his final practical lesson den he can take his TP… so reallie hope and pray that he will pass!!! Den I got aprilla to sit already… no need to take dad’s car… after tt we went home.. I felt hungry so we went for supper…. At chong pang nasi lemak!!! Super nice man the chicken wing… ate 2.. haha.. den after tt, he went to see his fren at yio chu kang coffee shop.. around 3 + den we went home… slept aroung 6+ haha.. tt’s y he was late for work… oh ysh.. last night after countless rounds, he started to say “ when we get married, I tink ….”.. OMG.. he is already tinking of marrying me… a bit the fast dun u tink so… but I tink it is obvius.. coz he already has the license to stay at my place… his mother is starting to like me, after she noes tt I am interested in the “xing jing” me and his brother can get along fine.. eheheh… total tut.. hahha… he is getting along with my mum.. y not!!! Hahah…
Life is reallie like a bed of roses when I am with him… he is reallie sweet and never a thought that I will leave him… although I have 5… hubby, qian li(ah bee), ah bee, Dixon, yunzhou.. haha… all the above… omg… hai~… juz playing with the last 4 lar… but I reallie love my hubby a lot… and that is final…
Thursday, October 21, 2004
just another day...
Let me start my new journal by saying that I reallie LOVE TERRY LIM DAO RONG a lot!!! Nothing can describe how much I long to see, hold and kiss him lor! That is wad love is!! The thought of missing ur love one every minute and every second. Just love it… but reallie unfortunate that he lives at jurong.. hai~ but that is not the matter. We still go out.. haha…. Hai~
Oh yah.. just finish doing 210 sit ups.. muscle a bit pulling now.. so cannot slp.. heehee.. must relax for a while first. And also I did 10 push up… hehee… just for a start… want to get rid of my flabby arms. Hai~ let me recall wad happened today… erm… was late for work as usual.. nothing interesting.. cannot look forward to work coz terry is working at secret recipe.. so sad.. always looking forward to finish work so that I can see him for lunch and spent some time with him… feel realllie good to see and tok and cuddle in his arms. Oh yah.. on the way to work in the morning, I bumped into nelson tan! Hahha long time no see fren. Don’t tink he was that keen on talking with me… but I didn’t care either… was listening to my music.. heehee.. reallie bored in the mrt coz the sewing I did is already completed…. Just tinking of a way to frame it and how to give him on our 1st month anniversary… reallie looking forward for it. Just a few days away…. Hai~… after work, went oto compasspoint, was suppose to get the toopid modem fixed but they told me to go down to the service center to service the modem.. so irritating… make me make the effort of going there for nothing. Dixon followed me.. had a fun time laughing and playing along wit him. after that went over his place to have dinner co his grandmother cooked for me also… touched but scared… dun intend to be that close to him… haha…. But wad to do, me the flirty type wad.. anything also can wad… heehee… now can say that I am actually 2 timing lor.. feel so bad but no choice, nobody to accompany me to go out. Heehee… his cousin “nana” also veri cute. Her name is “FIONA”. Hee sweet name for a sweet ger. She kinda close to me now. Began to be less shy. Folded 2 paper birds and 2 lotus flower for her to play. Tink by tml the stuff will be all gone lor.. she so rough. Hehe;… den after everybody was at their rooms,.
Oh yah.. just finish doing 210 sit ups.. muscle a bit pulling now.. so cannot slp.. heehee.. must relax for a while first. And also I did 10 push up… hehee… just for a start… want to get rid of my flabby arms. Hai~ let me recall wad happened today… erm… was late for work as usual.. nothing interesting.. cannot look forward to work coz terry is working at secret recipe.. so sad.. always looking forward to finish work so that I can see him for lunch and spent some time with him… feel realllie good to see and tok and cuddle in his arms. Oh yah.. on the way to work in the morning, I bumped into nelson tan! Hahha long time no see fren. Don’t tink he was that keen on talking with me… but I didn’t care either… was listening to my music.. heehee.. reallie bored in the mrt coz the sewing I did is already completed…. Just tinking of a way to frame it and how to give him on our 1st month anniversary… reallie looking forward for it. Just a few days away…. Hai~… after work, went oto compasspoint, was suppose to get the toopid modem fixed but they told me to go down to the service center to service the modem.. so irritating… make me make the effort of going there for nothing. Dixon followed me.. had a fun time laughing and playing along wit him. after that went over his place to have dinner co his grandmother cooked for me also… touched but scared… dun intend to be that close to him… haha…. But wad to do, me the flirty type wad.. anything also can wad… heehee… now can say that I am actually 2 timing lor.. feel so bad but no choice, nobody to accompany me to go out. Heehee… his cousin “nana” also veri cute. Her name is “FIONA”. Hee sweet name for a sweet ger. She kinda close to me now. Began to be less shy. Folded 2 paper birds and 2 lotus flower for her to play. Tink by tml the stuff will be all gone lor.. she so rough. Hehe;… den after everybody was at their rooms,.
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
my LOVE Terry Lim Dao Rong
Can’t sleep so I decided to write something… hai~ wad to start writing on? For a start let me state the time… it is now 2.40am the 20th October 2004 and I cannot slp… tink drank too much tea just now with Dixon and wei li… heehee 4 cups.. that is totally a lot.. but nice to drink lei.. hehee.. went joe’s corner to drink at around 7 plus.. had murtabek for dinner then went to play pool at hougang plaza…
Actually.. wad I reallie wanted to write about is the life I am going through now… let me see.. I am reallie enjoying my life with my hubby, Terry Lim Dao Rong, age 21. he is a sweet and loving and caring guy. The type of guy that I have always wanted. The looks that I have always wanted, the yan dao, mushroom dyed hair.. a bit look like “ah beng” type… that is the type!!! Been always dreaming of having this type of bf when I was very young already. Y so? Becoz last time when I see those “ah lian” haf “yan dao” bf I will be jealous and keep telling myself that one day I must find one that is for ME!! Heehee… now my wish has been fulfilled and I am really happy with it. Although he stays very far from me (jurong), but I always make am effort to take a trip down to his place.. I reallie dun mind. But if I were driving it would be super betta. Hai~ me and my dunnoe how to manage time. For the past many months, I was busy… lame excuse I noe but it was all beciz my time was spent with JOE! My ex-bf. Let me briefly say about our relationship…..
On the 11th of june 2003 was when I met JOEHANI. Location: MS outside club7. how I got to noe him was juz a coincidence. I was 17 at tt time and wanted to go in club 7. a big huge bouncer, KHIA, didn’t let me and jia hui go in, and pop comes JOE, joking with us and letting us in. I forgot wad happened but den I gave him my number. Den we started contacting each other. I remember I was still working at tramax marketing, it was a Monday when we first went out. He was fit and muscular at that time. I met him at “California Gym” after his trainging. Den after his bath we took a stroll to MS… but on the way there, we had a quickie at the park opposite PS… it was all of a sudden.. dunnoe y I made that move. Hai~ stoppid of me.. gave the wrong impression. After tt we proceeded to club 3 and got a jug of beer… then we proceeded to “METZ” a live band kind of club… they played linkin park and all the other type of R&B music which I liked. There we drank another jug. Den both got drunk and took a cab home… on the cab we started to touch each other and I tink the cab driver was not too happy about it. Before this day, I was actually having a quarrel with my ex-bf (mu sang). He didn’t like me to go clubbing but I insisted in going becoz it was my first time. He keep insisting that he was gone there a lot of times when he was young and told me not to go. I kept telling him that wadeva happened to him might not need to happen on me. I am not the type of person who finds trouble for nothing. Tink he doesn’t noe me tt well. But then we broke up and I went into a relationship with JOE. Got to noe more about JOE and found out that he was actually a divorced and had a son who is 2yrs. At that time I didn’t mind, maybe becoz I was blinded by LOVE!!! How toopid and childish of me. I didn’t tink of the concequence that I will be facing. But during the first few months was okie and I was happy with him. He treated me like a princess and brought me to many different places that I have nvr been and took me to see things that I nvr seen before. That was the good thing. And btw he was 32 and that time I went with him. Thought he was a bit old for me but as I said, I was blinded by LOVE!!! Hai~ den a matter started to arise. Dixon from my sch liked me from the first time I went to study with him and john. I started to play too overboard with him I tink… heehee… that’s me lar! Then I tink I gave him the wrong impression. Den on one faithful day. I asked him to accompany me to far east to get a bikini for an upcoming chalet held by my class. So when we were at far east, he kept insisting on holding my hand. But I refused many times. Den at a point I gave up and gave in to him. We help for a while until JOE msged me and asked me where I was. He had already spotted at that time that I was holding dixon’s hand or in my context Dixon holding my hand. Den we started to quarrel for the first time. At that time I still loved him so I reallie didn’t want the relationship to end. He also gave in but the situation died off after a few days and from that day onwards, he was blacklisting in his record of my frens. Then another time was when I was suppose to meet JOE after his work but beciz I had extra time and Dixon wanted to go lavender, so I agreeded to go along. At that time, I didn’t want him to noe that I was out with Dixon. So I bluffed him that I was with ALVIN. But in the end, I couldn’t bluff him and he actually called Alvin to check wehter I was with him. I was too slow to cover up so I had to blurt out the whole truth. At that time I was tinking that I didn’t want to hurt him by not telling him that I was with DIXON. But I tink he thought that I still liked DIXON and kept going out with him. Reallie felt stooped at that time. We quarreled again but was okie in a few days time. Den was another situation that I was caught with him was at “JAM AND HOP” in sch. I had just finished my drama and we all insisted on going. So all my drama mates went. When we were there, we were all separated and everybody went their separated ways. Alvin went to join his frens and I was alone. Den I saw Dixon and denise and james and some other ppl whom I dunnoe. So I decided to stick to Dixon at the meantime. That day, JOE was suppose to work at ZOUK, but den without my knowledge, he didn’t go work but came to the “JAM AND HOP” instead. So I can say that he saw everything that I and Dixon were doing. Me and Dixon danced together…. Joked…. Den when I finally saw him upstairs after the school dance, we started to quarrel. That is the second time. The next was during yr1 sem2 exam study. Me, john, jerren, james, Dixon and I can’t remember who were studying at mac. I was sitting very far away from Dixon. There was am empty seat in front of me. Den joe came after his sch to see me. When he saw Dixon dere, it was farking pissed off and demanded that he wanted to go home. I knew wad was happening, but den the main reason he was dere was beocz jerren asked somebody close to Dixon to study and coincidentally he also came along to study. Den JOE started getting pissed off. He just left the seat without telling me. After that he left and when I asked him why he left he was angry that I was studying with Dixon. But the thing is I didn’t ask him to come along. During dinner, poor jerren and john helped me to tok through his childish mind. He kept bringing up wad happened at far east , lavender and “JAM AND HOP”. It was reallie veri irritating to hear. But in the end, jerrena dn john lost to him. But in the, recovered and went back to normal. All this little quarrels accumulated until just tis year, I remember it was a fri and I went to sarah’s house to put henna on my hand and feet. Then after that xing wei called me to go play bowling with him and his frens. I agreed and went marina square at around 8 plus. Den after bowling, we went to AMK to have dinner becoz I didn’t have anything for dinner that night. After dinner we decided to watch “ANNCONDA”. Some disgusting guy called JEREMY, who like me, treated me. This is the day that I got to noe COLIN. He introduced me to I gourmet where I am working now. Actually, I was suppose to meet JOE that day but I declined becoz I juz wanted to spent some time with my frens. Den on that day a small quarrel came up. But in the end I didn’t go and see him. In the end, I went up to colin;s house to drink martel, but nvr got drunk. In stead got scolded by colin’s mother… heehee… horrible. Den from that day onwards, I was very cold towards JOE. He started to bomb my hp about 200 over SMS, and I got reallie fed up. I just offed my phone. It was so peaceful a that time. Den the next day he started work at carefour at suntech, was suppose to meet him but didn’t, can’t remember wad the reason was… this cold war lasted for not so long, about 2 weeks I tink. Den I started to see him very little and even saying “I LOVE YOU” was very difficult to come put from my mouth. The feeling was vanishing away. No matter wad he tried to do, it was just fading away. Den I started to go down suntech to see him after work and Colin will come and accompany me while I wait for him to finish work at 11pm. Den whe I started to reallie cold towards him, he kept asking if I was with COLIN… joke lor…me and COLIN are just frens. But the thing is that he does not believe… wad can I do.. keep repeating myself lor. Until one finall day on the 31st October 2004, I officially broke up with JOE!!! It was reallie a great relief and am reallie proud of myself for making such a good decision! To lessen my burden and white hair. Heehe… we lasted for around 1yr and 3 months. But I reallie had loads of fun during that period of time.
Den on the 31st of October 2004, I was with colin after work at 3. colin had a break frm 3-6, so he accompanied me to bugis. That was the day that he shocked me by buying me a LEVIS 593 jeans which was suppose to cost $99.10. instead he got me a $121.90 colour jeans which is not wad I wanted. I coincidentally bumped into wei ping and she was veri nice to accompany me to marina square to change the jeans becoz other outlets dun haf the size I wan. We headed down to suntech, but she didn’t want me to see JOE. I was soft hearted at that time and wanted to see him, but den she forced me not to. So we just made our way around giodano and she bought a jeans for herself… a nice tight fitting one.. I liked it too.. heehee… den after that we went back. He kept calling to meet but I just said I was veri tired and wanted to go home.. felt bad at that time but I had to do wad I had to do. So on MSN on the 31st of October, I decided to end this relationship. 1. my parents object of me going out with a malay and also he is old!! 2. he has no money 3. he is a divorced and has a son 4. too overprotective 5. too over sensitive 6. childish tinking.. and so on.. derer and still anymore but I just Keep It Short and Simple. Hai~ he didn’t take the reasons at first and said it to be lame. But I reallie didn’t care. I just wanted to carry on with my life and live life per noral… single if possible. Tis has been going on for too long. And if I stayed even longer tink my life will be ruined by him! Hai~ so bad of me.
After that 31st October morning when we broke, in the night after my work, I went out with Terry for the first time to watch movie. After the movie he insisted that we go esplanard there and sit and tok. We bought 1 bottle of tiger and 3 cans of coffee… it was for himt o stay awake… at that time I got to noe him betta and we started to be much more closer to each other.. I felt a bit shy at first, but I began to open up to him and chat freely veri easily. On the 1st of October morning, we officially went stead. He was so sweet as to send me all the way to hougang and den go back to work. Heehee.. so sweet… I was happily at home resting.. so cruel of me.. was not working the next day. Heehee… den it all started… my happy relationship……….
To be continued……………………………………..
Actually.. wad I reallie wanted to write about is the life I am going through now… let me see.. I am reallie enjoying my life with my hubby, Terry Lim Dao Rong, age 21. he is a sweet and loving and caring guy. The type of guy that I have always wanted. The looks that I have always wanted, the yan dao, mushroom dyed hair.. a bit look like “ah beng” type… that is the type!!! Been always dreaming of having this type of bf when I was very young already. Y so? Becoz last time when I see those “ah lian” haf “yan dao” bf I will be jealous and keep telling myself that one day I must find one that is for ME!! Heehee… now my wish has been fulfilled and I am really happy with it. Although he stays very far from me (jurong), but I always make am effort to take a trip down to his place.. I reallie dun mind. But if I were driving it would be super betta. Hai~ me and my dunnoe how to manage time. For the past many months, I was busy… lame excuse I noe but it was all beciz my time was spent with JOE! My ex-bf. Let me briefly say about our relationship…..
On the 11th of june 2003 was when I met JOEHANI. Location: MS outside club7. how I got to noe him was juz a coincidence. I was 17 at tt time and wanted to go in club 7. a big huge bouncer, KHIA, didn’t let me and jia hui go in, and pop comes JOE, joking with us and letting us in. I forgot wad happened but den I gave him my number. Den we started contacting each other. I remember I was still working at tramax marketing, it was a Monday when we first went out. He was fit and muscular at that time. I met him at “California Gym” after his trainging. Den after his bath we took a stroll to MS… but on the way there, we had a quickie at the park opposite PS… it was all of a sudden.. dunnoe y I made that move. Hai~ stoppid of me.. gave the wrong impression. After tt we proceeded to club 3 and got a jug of beer… then we proceeded to “METZ” a live band kind of club… they played linkin park and all the other type of R&B music which I liked. There we drank another jug. Den both got drunk and took a cab home… on the cab we started to touch each other and I tink the cab driver was not too happy about it. Before this day, I was actually having a quarrel with my ex-bf (mu sang). He didn’t like me to go clubbing but I insisted in going becoz it was my first time. He keep insisting that he was gone there a lot of times when he was young and told me not to go. I kept telling him that wadeva happened to him might not need to happen on me. I am not the type of person who finds trouble for nothing. Tink he doesn’t noe me tt well. But then we broke up and I went into a relationship with JOE. Got to noe more about JOE and found out that he was actually a divorced and had a son who is 2yrs. At that time I didn’t mind, maybe becoz I was blinded by LOVE!!! How toopid and childish of me. I didn’t tink of the concequence that I will be facing. But during the first few months was okie and I was happy with him. He treated me like a princess and brought me to many different places that I have nvr been and took me to see things that I nvr seen before. That was the good thing. And btw he was 32 and that time I went with him. Thought he was a bit old for me but as I said, I was blinded by LOVE!!! Hai~ den a matter started to arise. Dixon from my sch liked me from the first time I went to study with him and john. I started to play too overboard with him I tink… heehee… that’s me lar! Then I tink I gave him the wrong impression. Den on one faithful day. I asked him to accompany me to far east to get a bikini for an upcoming chalet held by my class. So when we were at far east, he kept insisting on holding my hand. But I refused many times. Den at a point I gave up and gave in to him. We help for a while until JOE msged me and asked me where I was. He had already spotted at that time that I was holding dixon’s hand or in my context Dixon holding my hand. Den we started to quarrel for the first time. At that time I still loved him so I reallie didn’t want the relationship to end. He also gave in but the situation died off after a few days and from that day onwards, he was blacklisting in his record of my frens. Then another time was when I was suppose to meet JOE after his work but beciz I had extra time and Dixon wanted to go lavender, so I agreeded to go along. At that time, I didn’t want him to noe that I was out with Dixon. So I bluffed him that I was with ALVIN. But in the end, I couldn’t bluff him and he actually called Alvin to check wehter I was with him. I was too slow to cover up so I had to blurt out the whole truth. At that time I was tinking that I didn’t want to hurt him by not telling him that I was with DIXON. But I tink he thought that I still liked DIXON and kept going out with him. Reallie felt stooped at that time. We quarreled again but was okie in a few days time. Den was another situation that I was caught with him was at “JAM AND HOP” in sch. I had just finished my drama and we all insisted on going. So all my drama mates went. When we were there, we were all separated and everybody went their separated ways. Alvin went to join his frens and I was alone. Den I saw Dixon and denise and james and some other ppl whom I dunnoe. So I decided to stick to Dixon at the meantime. That day, JOE was suppose to work at ZOUK, but den without my knowledge, he didn’t go work but came to the “JAM AND HOP” instead. So I can say that he saw everything that I and Dixon were doing. Me and Dixon danced together…. Joked…. Den when I finally saw him upstairs after the school dance, we started to quarrel. That is the second time. The next was during yr1 sem2 exam study. Me, john, jerren, james, Dixon and I can’t remember who were studying at mac. I was sitting very far away from Dixon. There was am empty seat in front of me. Den joe came after his sch to see me. When he saw Dixon dere, it was farking pissed off and demanded that he wanted to go home. I knew wad was happening, but den the main reason he was dere was beocz jerren asked somebody close to Dixon to study and coincidentally he also came along to study. Den JOE started getting pissed off. He just left the seat without telling me. After that he left and when I asked him why he left he was angry that I was studying with Dixon. But the thing is I didn’t ask him to come along. During dinner, poor jerren and john helped me to tok through his childish mind. He kept bringing up wad happened at far east , lavender and “JAM AND HOP”. It was reallie veri irritating to hear. But in the end, jerrena dn john lost to him. But in the, recovered and went back to normal. All this little quarrels accumulated until just tis year, I remember it was a fri and I went to sarah’s house to put henna on my hand and feet. Then after that xing wei called me to go play bowling with him and his frens. I agreed and went marina square at around 8 plus. Den after bowling, we went to AMK to have dinner becoz I didn’t have anything for dinner that night. After dinner we decided to watch “ANNCONDA”. Some disgusting guy called JEREMY, who like me, treated me. This is the day that I got to noe COLIN. He introduced me to I gourmet where I am working now. Actually, I was suppose to meet JOE that day but I declined becoz I juz wanted to spent some time with my frens. Den on that day a small quarrel came up. But in the end I didn’t go and see him. In the end, I went up to colin;s house to drink martel, but nvr got drunk. In stead got scolded by colin’s mother… heehee… horrible. Den from that day onwards, I was very cold towards JOE. He started to bomb my hp about 200 over SMS, and I got reallie fed up. I just offed my phone. It was so peaceful a that time. Den the next day he started work at carefour at suntech, was suppose to meet him but didn’t, can’t remember wad the reason was… this cold war lasted for not so long, about 2 weeks I tink. Den I started to see him very little and even saying “I LOVE YOU” was very difficult to come put from my mouth. The feeling was vanishing away. No matter wad he tried to do, it was just fading away. Den I started to go down suntech to see him after work and Colin will come and accompany me while I wait for him to finish work at 11pm. Den whe I started to reallie cold towards him, he kept asking if I was with COLIN… joke lor…me and COLIN are just frens. But the thing is that he does not believe… wad can I do.. keep repeating myself lor. Until one finall day on the 31st October 2004, I officially broke up with JOE!!! It was reallie a great relief and am reallie proud of myself for making such a good decision! To lessen my burden and white hair. Heehe… we lasted for around 1yr and 3 months. But I reallie had loads of fun during that period of time.
Den on the 31st of October 2004, I was with colin after work at 3. colin had a break frm 3-6, so he accompanied me to bugis. That was the day that he shocked me by buying me a LEVIS 593 jeans which was suppose to cost $99.10. instead he got me a $121.90 colour jeans which is not wad I wanted. I coincidentally bumped into wei ping and she was veri nice to accompany me to marina square to change the jeans becoz other outlets dun haf the size I wan. We headed down to suntech, but she didn’t want me to see JOE. I was soft hearted at that time and wanted to see him, but den she forced me not to. So we just made our way around giodano and she bought a jeans for herself… a nice tight fitting one.. I liked it too.. heehee… den after that we went back. He kept calling to meet but I just said I was veri tired and wanted to go home.. felt bad at that time but I had to do wad I had to do. So on MSN on the 31st of October, I decided to end this relationship. 1. my parents object of me going out with a malay and also he is old!! 2. he has no money 3. he is a divorced and has a son 4. too overprotective 5. too over sensitive 6. childish tinking.. and so on.. derer and still anymore but I just Keep It Short and Simple. Hai~ he didn’t take the reasons at first and said it to be lame. But I reallie didn’t care. I just wanted to carry on with my life and live life per noral… single if possible. Tis has been going on for too long. And if I stayed even longer tink my life will be ruined by him! Hai~ so bad of me.
After that 31st October morning when we broke, in the night after my work, I went out with Terry for the first time to watch movie. After the movie he insisted that we go esplanard there and sit and tok. We bought 1 bottle of tiger and 3 cans of coffee… it was for himt o stay awake… at that time I got to noe him betta and we started to be much more closer to each other.. I felt a bit shy at first, but I began to open up to him and chat freely veri easily. On the 1st of October morning, we officially went stead. He was so sweet as to send me all the way to hougang and den go back to work. Heehee.. so sweet… I was happily at home resting.. so cruel of me.. was not working the next day. Heehee… den it all started… my happy relationship……….
To be continued……………………………………..
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