2nd time

It happened again... Hai... bout his ex-gf... Tot he made it clear to her the other day... but the fact is he did not tell her the full pic and just let her dangle int he air without a reason about their breakup.

Finished watching Mummy 3 with him and Zelgen... was looking at his phone for the time and saw 11 msges and 14 miss calls... i snached the phone from him and read the msges.. saw from it that he actually met up with her on thurs and that was the day that i was doing OT. Was freaking angry and pissed and at the same time my heart was crying... He called the ger and i did manage to talk to the girl.. seems nice... Told her wad she wanted to her and she said that she won't contact him anymore.. It still leaves a big question that will he do the things of wad he did to her to me... Haiz... It's so hard to find someone whom u reallie love.. but y must that someone do this type of things to even break that simple trust... Is it so hard to be honest... Honesty just reallie sucks... haiz.... How long do u regain somebody's trust?? 1 day? 1 week? 1 month? 1 yr?

Contridicting.. but i believe that this quarrel will make us stronger... I wan him to feel how is it to lose someone u reallie love.... KARMA>... I TOTALLY BELIEVE IN THAT!!!!

Grandpa passed away

Sad... my grandfather passed away on wed... been busy at the wake entertaining ppl and doing crowd control.. but at the same time is a good reuion for the cousins untied.. heehee... missed the times when all the cousins are together..

Grandpa lived till 88... but i just feel that this is not a good yr... many misfortunate are bound to happen soon... hai.. A lot of ppl visited on thurs and fri.. but tonite... i'm asking my buddies to come down to play MJ... spice up the scene... heehee... gonna take some pics to post up...

Bugis with vyvy

Had headache after when i was delivering policy at IMM... but it wasn't that bad.. so i perservered till i met vyvy.... went to eat dark rice for dinner.. at the coffee shop opp mos burger.. then i happen to see the orangey sky.. nice scenery and i tink my photography skills are inproving...
















Then after which we headed to bugis village to do our eye lashes... this time round i had actually open my eyes properly without worrying that i will tear... the workmanship is good... my eyes didn't stick to each other!!!

Final Showdown for Singtel Grid Girl

It's the last episode of the show.. venue was at the singpaore flyer... we had the chance to be on the race track... super hot day... totally burning... stood under the sun for like 2 hours while waiting for the 4 contestants to finish their race... took tons of pic.. Happy!!!


The Scene of the Shoot..























































The Crew

GorGeous Babes!!!





















The Reception

With the lime light!!

my Babylove....

It's just like we are so fated to be together.. my parents are starting to accept him... at least they noe of his presence... even my mother's sis and husband noes.... heehee... said he was younger looking... but wad the hack... i'm in love with him and not them... Been wanting to post some pics of him... Here they are...



Our first pic together in the MRT..


















Taken at StarBucks at Suntec..
















Pic a bit too bright.. but we love to be in the lime light!!!
























At Budget Terminal. waiting for his cousin to touch down SG!










Taken at GRASX...

4th day....

I'm reallie contented with wad i have.... Someone who loves me more than i love myself... Someone who reallie treats me like a princess and consistantly telling me how much i'm been loved and how important i am in his life...

Finally i can put my heart arest and dun need to tink that i'm not being love...

He just suddenly said 'do you noe wad i look forward to now?'.....' I'm looking forward to stay together with you, able to hug u to slp and smell u..'

He even said that he didn't wanna bath cause my smell was liguring around him.. he is just so sweet... Nothing can doubt his love... when he whispered 'i love you'... the feeling was like cloud 9... flying mood... now i can't slp... that's bad but i have to... haix... I also wish that i can cuddle in his arms and lye on his chest and slp till morning.. But i guess i have to wait till we are official to me and his parents....

No turning back in this... It's going to last and i'm going to make it last... let this 4 days be 4 yrs.. and 4eva....

I've found my MR RIGHT!!!

All alone it has been him... and i've finally gave the green light... Ppl and my colleagues have asked and it just simply came outof my mouth that he is my BF... so i doubled confirmed that he is not going overseas to study and gave the green light...

He was so happy and kept smiling and rattling nonsense stuff... hahah.... been really stick to him as in i'm trying to noe him more... but the basics as name, b'dae, hp no... can remember... haha...

He is going to start work n wed!! OMg... finally somebody can take care of me!! and going out will be so much easier for me...

All the best for my committment!!! JUICE by me!!!

Long Holiday

3 Days of relaxing.. OMG.. it's supendous....

I can reallie say that bee is totally out of my life so as alvin... so relaxing....

Now i got my frens like "uncle chocolate", ah lun, ben, ping, vyvyan, and my darling colleagues for me to love and also for them to love.. it's just so easy going about with my everyday life... doing the things i like... going places with whoever that i wanna go.. that's how everybody should like.. not in misery but in shere enjoyment... Now i can relate to ppl about my past and advise ppl about it.. cool ah... Finding the right one is really tiring... i rather let and love many ppl then worry about 1... heeehee... think i'm going to be a nun... haha..

just home from mahjong at terry's fren, wellson's place.. lost $21.. heehee.. think it's because i play too much wahjong and forgot how to play the real mahjong. so nice cuddle in his arms... hai... those were the timees... memories... can only be recalled...

goanna be a boring VESAK DAY today.. no plans so i gues i'll just take today as hibernating day... SLP, SLP AND MORE SLP...